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Date Posted: 09:03:53 12/06/00 Wed
OOC: No problem, Natsume, BUT I kinda have been living this way all my life...and if you couldn't tell, at the end I was avoiding killing anyone (notice the little thing about not wanting to kill anyone when I blasted that mech a coupla posts ago) Anyway, I don't get why your character is so easily offended, considering the fact that I'm defending the innocent and striking down the scum. (Is that a superhero quote, or what?) Anyway...
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Authorities? There are no authorities here girl. And I was defending the people of my city against those that tried to kill the people. And killing may not be the best life, but if I have to kill to keep innocents from having to get blood on they're hands, I'll kill those gang members til my dying day. You may think I'm a murderer, and I may be. But I AM the only person that keeps those gangs in check. If I wasn't there, they would make those people PAY to use their own property! And they would murder, and plunder, and kill! I kill to defend and protect, they kill to provide money and other precious things, or just for their own twisted pleasure. Don't talk to me about MURDERING. My parents were murdered in cold blood because their wasn't anyone like me to protect them from the gangs when they had no money to pay. My family was murdered for the same reason. So I became their gaurdian. I am sorry I have to kill to protect, if I could snap my fingers and they were all gone I would. I WOULD! Do you understand that? My whole life has revolved around these people! My friends, my family! I am generally a calm and quiet person, but I do love those around me. I don't do this for money, I don't do this for fame, I don't do this for pride, I don't do this for ANYTHING but the fact that I love those people in that city, and I GIVE A DAMN whether they live or die. I GIVE A DAMN whether they have to pay outrageously to survive. I GIVE A DAMN whether they are allowed freedoms GARENTEED to them, but not given to them. I'm the only one who GIVES A DAMN...and that's why I do it. I don't enjoy the job that has been forced on me to do. I hate it. I wish I could die at times to get away from it. But you know what keeps me going? Do you know what DOES NOT let me give in? The fact that my best friend DIED defending these people. He was killed, shot in the head. I WAS THERE...I had his head splattered over my body. And then, I vowed veangence. That I would always do what he had set out to do, free that city. Now, I don't give a damn if you hate me, or if you love me, or whatever. But as long as I'm alive, in some way, shape, or form, I will defend those people. And the day that I am released from these mortal bonds, I will be eternally happy. But for now, I do what I do. Now, do you understand?
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