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In Memorium - Justin Case 1956-2003

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Subject: Hey AC and Slash - where are you guys? :)


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Date Posted: 16:47:26 08/31/03 Sun

Been missin' ya! Please stop by the Library sometime too okies? :) It updates pretty darn regularly these days I have to say so please come back...

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Subject: NEW CHAPTER!!!!!


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Date Posted: 21:58:12 06/10/03 Tue

Chapter 12 is up on the site now - and YES, I did test it to make sure it worked this time!

Previous chapters have had some formatting changes, and a few typos fixed, so if you are saving the story locally, I recommend a re-download to keep current!

Enjoy!!

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Subject: what a long day


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Date Posted: 19:26:46 06/05/03 Thu

Hey AC, that's one hell of a long day... chapter 11 STILL isn't up... what up with that?... and WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?

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Subject: Update Notice


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Date Posted: 19:21:19 05/18/03 Sun

Hey everyone - sorry for the delay, things are nuts here - trying to find a job plus a good friends son had his appendix burst - not a good month so far (Layoffs bite)

Chapter 11 will be up on the story site later today, and there is some additional news!

A crossover has been negotiated with Greybear on Nifty to cross characters from his story "enterprise tour" with Memories - stand by for a wild ride. "Enterprise Tour" will be added to the story site within the next week, this is fun!

I am working on 12 now, so hopefully we can get back into the groove shortly :)

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Subject: The world has lost a great man. Justin Case 1956-2003


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Date Posted: 15:08:40 04/16/03 Wed

We have lost a great man, Justin Case has passed on to the great writers guild in the sky. He was very supportive of everyone, both new writers and veterans. He will be sorely missed by all of us.

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Subject: Revised Versions with the new chapter numbers! A LOT of changes, so have fun getting re-aquainted!


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As they are done, I will post in this link, also the next chapter, which will be listed as "Chapter Nine", is almost ready to go!

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Subject: To avoid confusion --- Chapter Numbers will be changing (READ INSIDE!!!!)


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Date Posted: 21:50:25 04/10/03 Thu

Memories seems to be growing fast - and as a result I have decided to rework the first few chapters to fit the later writings.

Don't worry, Chapter 12 (by current numbers) is mostly finished as I type, when I need a break from writing it I go back to the early work. Parts of Slash's companion story, Cory's Eyes, are being incorperated into the main story - between the two it will fill out a lot!

The reasoning behind the restructure is in preperation for submittal to Nifty - all the new chapters will still be here FIRST, kinda a bonus for your support! ALSO, as a bonus to those who read it here, I will be reposting all the chapters in HTML so you can see the revised versions in the way I would like them to look. To avoid confusion, the old versions will be moved to the archives and only the new chapters will be on this page, hope that helps

Please feel free to e-mail me with comments and suggestions, you might be surprised to see an idea used in the story!

Thank you all for supporting Slash and I in this project - part 1 will wrap up soon, then we move on to Part 2 - and wait till you see it!

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Subject: Memories Chapter 11 - the wait is over!


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Date Posted: 13:29:46 03/27/03 Thu

Sorry for the delay - between problems here and Voy deciding to rebuild just as I was ready to post, things went nuts! I would like to express my gratitude to Slash, Art, and BillW for all the assistance and patience with me. Read on and enjoy - there is PLENTY more where this came from!

AC





CHAPTER 11


Hey Y’all – Mike again!
First, an apology – AC’s computer had some drives decide they were going to the Great Computer in the Sky, and they tried to take his data – including this – with them! All’s well now – everything is where it’s supposed to be.

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I better go here; Sean screwed up and left a CD in the stereo, and things are about to get VERY messy! Sometimes I wonder about that kid…

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Sean began to return the kiss, and soon a tornado could have struck the bed and not disturbed the two lovers; both had completely forgotten about the other two occupants of the bed. Suddenly they both reached a simultaneous orgasm, coating each others chest with hot boy spunk.

As soon as he was able to speak, Sean managed to whisper: “What was that for?”

“I woke up, and I just needed to kiss you” Cory replied softly.

“Wow, why’s that?” Sean asked with a huge smile.

“Just for you being you” Cory replied with a glint in his eye.

Just then, they were brought back to reality by a barely suppressed giggle. If blushes could glow, the entire bedroom would have been lit by the glow from their faces! They both looked in the direction the giggle came from, and there was JJ braced on one elbow with a very evident grin on his face!

“I wonder how Kyle slept thru that – you both are so cute, but noisy as hell” JJ snickered.

“You ain’t gonna freak on us, are you?” Sean asked nervously.

“Naw; the only problem I have is deciding which one of you I wish was kissing me instead of the other one!”

“So, I guess that means you’re gay too?” asked Cory.

“If I had any doubts, they are gone now;” he replied. “I think Kyle is the only one who did NOT make a mess in bed tonight!”

This got quiet chuckles from the three boys, and then Sean looked over at the clock. “Man, its only 3 o’clock? We better try to get some sleep here!”

“I’d better get between Kyle and you guys, let him cuddle up to my back, if he decides to cuddle again tonight.” JJ stated.

“He fell asleep cuddled to me, so it might be better if we switch around, that way he won’t wonder too much” Cory replied.

The other two agreed, so they switched around so that Sean was laying with Cory on one side, and JJ on the other. Just as they settled in, Cory heard a low whimper behind him.

“I’m right here, lil’ buddy, come on and cuddle up behind me” Cory said softly.

Cory felt Kyle’s young body press against him, and what sounded almost like a purr was heard, as Kyle found Cory’s arm and wrapped his little fingers around it. JJ laid his arm over Cory and placed his hand on Kyle’s shoulder. Shortly thereafter, all four boys returned to a blissful sleep.

The next thing he knew, Sean awoke with a start; "Damn - I forgot to shut off the alarm on the stereo!" he thought.

He had been listening to Backstreet Boys - Millennium the day before, and had shut it off just as the last song started. As Sean sat up and reached for the remote to turn it off, JJ grabbed his arm to stop him. Sean looked over, and saw the tears running down JJ's face, and then heard soft sniffles coming from behind Cory.

"Of all the songs that could have played," Sean thought, "why did it have to be The Perfect Fan?"

Sean then looked down at Kyle, and saw that he too was in tears. He laid back down on his back, and pulled a weeping Cory up close to him. When the final chorus played, there were three tearful voices singing softly along with it:


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At the very end, as the stereo went silent after the final "I love you Mom", Cory, Kyle, and JJ collapsed in full fledged tears on top of Sean. All Sean could do was gather them in his arms and hold them to comfort them while they were releasing the pain and loss they were all feeling. Sean considered one of his own “perfect fans”, Mike, and tears that had long been held inside of him suddenly came forth. The sound of Sean letting loose was the final straw, all the boys let there emotions free.

Fifteen minutes later, the tears were finally tapering off. The four boys had ended up in a massive 4-way hug, with Kyle lying on top of Sean’s chest, and the other two taking opposite sides. Arms and legs were intertwined as each tried to give and receive support from the other by bodily contact.

Suddenly, Kyle whimpered, and the other three noticed a sudden warm fluid flowing near their midsections.

Sean looked down and saw the terrified face of Kyle. “You’re OK, lil’ buddy” Sean said calmly. “I’m proud of you, you made it all night. I understand its hard to tell sometimes, but all of us crying made it harder for you to feel it getting ready to pee.”

All three boys hugged Kyle tightly, then Cory asked; “Why don’t we all go into the shower now and get washed up? When we are done Sean and I will change the sheets.”

“They were due to be changed today, anyway,” Sean said to Kyle. “You just made sure we actually do it for once!”

Kyle couldn’t help but grin at that, “I’ll have to ask your Mom what the laundry schedule is then, so I can make sure you do it when you are supposed to!”

Everyone chuckled at that, and then untangled themselves from each other to sit on the edge of the bed.

Sean got a serious look on his face, and started speaking. “Guys, the shower is big enough for all of us – barely – so I think to save time we might as well all take one at once. I don’t know about the rest of you, but that crying session we just had makes me feel a little better. I know who some of you were crying for, and I can guess at the rest I think, but I thought I would answer before anyone has to ask – I was crying for Mike.” He paused for a minute, and then continued; “Cory already knows this, but JJ and Kyle, I want both of you to know anytime you need to talk, cry, or just have someone hold you I will be here for you.”

Cory interrupted; “JJ, Kyle, trust me, he means it. I know you guys are just starting to see how close I am to Sean. When I heard the song, I started thinking about my mommy and also Mikey; and I realized that I needed to make sure I get better to make them happy. If you hold your hurt inside it will eat you up, you guy’s dad taught me that, but I just figured out that you need to be happy too, or else you will end up being an old grouch.” He looked at JJ and Kyle, and then continued. “I know right now y’all are thinking about the things you won’t be able to do, but trust me, think about the good times that happened already. I had to learn the hard way you can’t change what’s already happened. In my case, I almost lost two people who love me in my grief. Please let Sean help you so you don’t have to go through that.”

As Cory finished, JJ and Kyle got up and hugged him, then went over to Sean and repeated the gesture.

“You both have helped me more than you can guess,” said JJ. “I promise to let you know if I need anything, Sean, but if you see that I need a hug, or you think I need to talk, please just do it.”

“That goes for me too,” Kyle said softly.

The four of them joined in a group hug, and just before they broke it a warm wave of love covered them, the expressions on each one’s face showed that they all felt it.

Kyle suddenly spoke up, his voice a mixture of awe and surprise; “That’s Mike, he says we are all brothers now!”

The wave increased in intensity, seemingly confirming Kyle’s proclamation, then slowly faded away. Sean, Cory, and JJ all looked at Kyle in wonder; it was obvious he was telling the truth, but they were shocked that he was able to know so much. At a loss for words, the three boys kissed Kyle on the forehead and then the four of them went to take a shower.

The shower was actually a little tight for all four of them to wash themselves.

“Why don’t we just wash each other?” asked JJ, grinning at Sean and Cory.

“That’s OK with me, what about you two?” Cory replied.

“Me too, what about you, Kyle?”

“Well, I guess so, since you guys want to.” He replied quietly.

They washed Cory first, and to nobody’s surprise when it came time to wash his genitals there were three hands making sure EVERYTHING was spotless! The scene repeated itself with Sean and JJ, and by the time they were ready for washing Kyle, all three older boys were proudly sporting serious wood.

When it became Kyle’s turn, they started at the top and worked down; but when they reached his waist, Kyle suddenly put his hands over his scrotum.

Sean had an idea what was wrong, and knew that how he responded now could make or break the trust Kyle was developing towards him. He waved the other two back, sat down in the corner of the shower on the ledge, then looked over to Kyle. “Come here and have a seat lil’ buddy,” he said, patting his leg. “We need to talk for a second.”

Kyle sat on Sean’s lap, with his legs held tightly together. He seemed on the verge of crying, so Sean wrapped his arm around him and pulled him up tight to comfort him.

“Kyle, you don’t have to worry. We all know that you are younger that us, which means everything is smaller. But that’s not what has you worried, is it?”

Kyle shook his head no.

“I think I know why, if I saw what I think I did last night. We need YOU to tell us for sure though, and I promise I won’t laugh or make fun of you, and if either of your other brothers does I’ll beat them up for you.”

Kyle looked into Sean’s eyes and saw the sincerity there, and then looked at the floor, speaking so softly Sean could barely hear him. “I’ve only got one ball; I’m a useless little eunuch who will never be a man.”

Sean’s hazel eyes darkened to almost black, and in a barely controlled voice, he asked; “Who was the sorry bastard who told you that you were a useless eunuch who would never be a man?”

“My daddy used to tell everyone that before I was moved to the home.”

“Kyle, I’m not mad at you at all, but I need you to look at my face for a minute while I tell you something.”

Kyle looked up, and was stunned at the obvious rage that Sean was feeling.

“I swear, if I ever find that useless piece of shit that made you believe that about yourself, I will cut off his nuts and make him eat them while he slowly bleeds to death. That is a promise Kyle, no matter if its next week or twenty years from now, he WILL suffer for making you suffer.”

JJ spoke up, the anger at what he had heard also evident; “Sean, there is one condition to that; you have to allow me to help you.”

Cory reached up and turned off the cutout on the shower head. “You better make that both of us – that bastard has messed with the wrong kid, he messed with my little brother.”

Sean stuck his right hand out flat, and Cory immediately placed his right hand on top of it. JJ followed suit, with Kyle being the last to join the group. “With God as my witness, we are brothers forever. As the saying goes from the Three Musketeers, All for One and One for All!”

With the show of support, Sean had calmed down enough to think rationally. “Kyle, I’m going to have Mom make a doctor’s appointment for you. That way the doctor can tell you how you are going to be affected, and if there is anything that will need to be done to make sure you don’t have any problems. I’m going to pay for it out of my savings, that 4-wheeler I have been saving for can wait, you are more important.”

The look of amazement on Kyle’s face was priceless. He was speechless; all he could do was tighten his hold on Sean to express his gratitude.

“Kyle, I have and idea,” said JJ, “before we wash you up, why don’t you show each of us your nut and let us feel it, so that way you know for sure that none of us have a problem with it?”

Kyle thought for a minute; “Yeah, that would make me feel better, is it OK if Sean goes first though?”

“That’s fine lil’ bro, this is for you, not us.”

All three boys checked Kyle out, commenting on how nice they though he looked. JJ took it a step further, as just before he stood up, he dove in with his head and placed a quick kiss on the smooth sac. This evoked giggles from all the boys, as they then turned the showerhead back on and finished washing up Kyle.

After everyone was dried off, JJ and Kyle got another shock – as Sean and Cory started combing out and fixing up each others hair. “JJ, can we do that too?” Kyle asked.

“I would love to, lil’ bro; especially if it will make you happy!”

it took 20 minutes for everyone to be satisfied with the rest’s hair, with Cory and Sean giving JJ and Kyle pointers on how to make each other look better. When they finally emerged from the bathroom, another problem presented itself.

“You guys need some clothes to wear today!” Cory exclaimed.

“Naw, we can wear what we wore yesterday.” Replied JJ.

“No way! I’m sure there’s still something of mine here that y’all can wear!” At that, Cory began digging through his dressers and closet – tossing out various items for the boys to wear. The boxers and shorts he tossed out to JJ fit fairly decent, and he found an old pair of drawstring swim trunks, which had been too small even before he left, that were able to be worn by Kyle without looking really out of place; they just looked like the extremely baggy style that some boys wore. He pulled a tee shirt out and tossed it to JJ, and then he suddenly stopped for a second. He slowly reached in and carefully pulled out a well-worn Chicago Cubs tee shirt. With a small smile on his face, he turned to Kyle.

“Kyle, this shirt is very special. A couple of years ago, Mikey took Sean and me to Chicago for a Cubs game. He bought this shirt for me, and it became my favorite shirt. It won’t fit me anymore, but now more than ever it means a lot to me. Seeing you wear it would make me so happy, it will be as if I am sharing Mikey with you. If you say OK, it’s yours, all I ask is that you take care of it the best you can, maybe someday when you outgrow it you will find someone else special to give it to.”

Kyle walked over and carefully took the shirt from Cory’s hands, then reached around Cory with his free arm to give him a hug. “I’ll take really good care of it, Cory. It’s my favorite shirt now too!”

As Kyle stepped away, Sean stepped up to Cory and wrapped him in an embrace. “This is for being the most loving, caring person I know,” said Sean as he moved to passionately kiss Cory.

When they had finally managed to untangle their tongues, they turned to see JJ running for the bathroom holding his crotch, while Kyle was just standing there frozen with his jaw on the floor. Cory walked up to Kyle and gently closed his mouth.

“Hey lil’ bro, are you alright with what you just saw, or do you want to talk?” Cory said softly while lightly placing his hands on Kyle’s shoulders.

“I thought boys only kissed girls like that.”

“Most of the time you are right, but some boys, like Sean and I, fall in love with other boys instead of girls. Does that make any sense to you?”

“Yeah, I’ve heard some of the older boys. But they called boys who did that faggots and made fun of them, said they wear dresses and makeup.”

“You did not know this, so I’m not mad at you; but faggot is a nasty name, its just as bad as calling someone a nigger. The right way to say it is that Sean and I are gay. As far as makeup and dresses go, a few gay people do that, but most of them dress just like the rest of the boys you know. Sean and I were born this way, its not something we chose to be. Being around us won’t make you gay, and we don’t force other people to do the things we do with each other.”

Kyle reached out and pulled Cory close to him. “I understand now, and I swear I will never use that bad word again, or make fun of someone like you guys.”

“Thanks bud. But you need to try not to tell anyone, let us do it. There are people out there who would hurt us, just because they don’t understand.”

“OK, I promise. If I think someone should know I’ll ask you to tell them.”

“That’s a great plan, buddy.”

As Cory was talking to Kyle, JJ came out of the bathroom blushing fiercely. Sean took him off to the side out of hearing range.

“JJ, as you obviously figured out, Cory and I are now out to Kyle. It might not be a bad idea for you to do the same while we are all here; Cory is explaining it so that Kyle understands.”

“Thanks, I’ve been wanting to for a while, but did not know how to do it without taking a chance of him hating me.”

Sean looked over at the other two just as they started hugging. “It looks like Cory has that taken care of, sometimes he amazes me. By the way, Mom is cool with it too, so you might want to tell her so she does not worry. Tell her Kyle knows too, that should make her feel better.”

“OK, will do. Dad is cool too, you want to tell him?”

“Sure, I’ll do that. Thanks for telling me.”

JJ walked over to Kyle and Cory. “Kyle, bro, I need to tell you something too.”

Kyle looked up at JJ, paused for a second, and then smiled. “Go ahead, I bet I know now, but it’s just a guess.”

JJ relaxed. “Kyle, I’m gay too. I don’t have a boyfriend yet, but someday I hope to find someone like Cory or Sean.”

“I hope you do, JJ. I love all of you!”

Sean interrupted; “I hate to break this up, but we better get downstairs before all the food is gone!”

JJ laughed, “You’re right. Dad’s here, he will eat the place spotless!”

They went out in the hall, and were just getting ready to go down the stairs when Kyle spoke up. “Cory, can I PHULEEEEEEEEZEEEEEE have a ride on your shoulders?”

In between chuckles, Cory replied; “Sure, but these two are going to have to help steady us going down the stairs!”

After they were all in position, they slowly made their way down the stairs into the foyer. The adults were all in the living room, and it appeared they had been talking until they saw the kids in the foyer. There was Cory standing there with Kyle on his shoulders, while Sean and JJ all but hung off of each side of him. The way the boys were holding each other made it obvious that they were more than friends. There was a closeness and comfort level that no boy over the age of 10 would ever allow if he was straight.

Sheriff John was the first to speak. “Well, I guess that answers that question. Just to get things out in the open, guys, I’ll let you know I’m Bi.”

“What’s Bi?” asked a puzzled Kyle.

Cory had recovered from the announcement quickly, so he answered. “Bi means that he likes boys as well as girls, Kyle.”

“Wow, lucky you!” Kyle replied.

The innocence in the tone of Kyle’s reply made the comment too much for the adults to take, as they all fell laughing into the nearest seat. The boys were barely containing their giggles, and as soon as Kyle realized what he had said he himself was giggling.

“Thank you Kyle,” John choked out, “that’s the best anyone has made me feel in a long time!”

The boys entered the room, and JJ spoke up first. “Terri, Sean and I talked a bit, and he said I better tell you that I’m gay.”

Sean spoke next. “Dan, just to be fair, it’s best you know that Cory and I are both gay, as well as boyfriends. Kyle knows about all of us.”

All the adults looked at Kyle. “Don’t look at me; I’m just here for the free shoulder rides!”

Terri spoke up. “Did all you … “

JJ interrupted; “No, we did not do anything. But, if you see me running for the bathroom when they kiss, now you know why.”

Dan decided to speak too; “OK; since everyone else is out, I might as well get it in the open too – I’m also Bi.”

Terri chuckled; “I love it, I’m a minority in my own home! From the looks of it, my suggestion for housing has become a need, instead of an idea. To fill you kids in, we were discussing getting a place together in Waukee. Hopefully, one with a good amount of property, so you guys can have fun. That way, Dan can travel to conferences to update his schooling, without having to worry about you clowns.”

The boys rushed the adults in a frenzied hug. Cory then stepped back for a second and faced Dan. “Dan, you know how you always told Kyle and me that we needed to release our emotions to get better?”

“Yes, why?

“This morning all four of us released a lot at the same time. I know I feel better, and it looks to me like everyone else is too. I thought you would like to know so you would not be worried.”

“Thank-you Cory. It makes me feel a LOT better knowing you are watching out for each other. I am still here, if any of you need to talk to someone else though, as is Terri.”

“Thanks Dan, we’ll all remember that.”

The conversation was interrupted by a soft knock at the front door.

“I’ll get it, mom” said Sean.

Sean opened the front door, looked outside, and yelled “MOM; Come here QUICK, it’s Tyler, and he is crying!”

Terri ran to the door “What’s wrong Ty?”

Tyler handed her an envelope, then wrapped his arms around her and started sobbing on her shoulder.

Terri looked at the outside. It simply said “Tyler, read right away.” She then opened the envelope behind his back. There were two items in it: A note and another envelope. She read the note first.


Tyler:
By the time you find this, we will be long gone.
The only time you ever seem happy is when Terri
baby-sits you after school, so we are leaving
you with her. Take the note inside here with you,
It gives her all the papers she needs.
Mom


Terri then opened the other envelope. Inside was a key, a power of attorney, and another note.


Terri:
You get along so well with the brat, you can have him!
The key and power of attorney will get you into a safe deposit
box at the FirStar bank down the street.
In it will be all his important records, along with a letter giving
you guardianship of him. Note that he is non-returnable,
even after you see what he is really like you are still stuck with him.

Frank and Julie Cooper


John walked up just as she finished reading. “Grab your badge, John, you are on the clock starting now; read these!” Terri growled.

John read the notes, and then kneeled behind Terri so he could talk to Tyler. “Tyler, I’m Sheriff John Cooper, but you can just call me John. Can you tell me when and where you found this?”

“Yes sir; I found it in a box of cereal this morning.”

“Thanks, now for the hard question, then I’m done. When was the last time you saw them?”

“Friday before school, sir.”

“You are safe now; I know Terri is going to take care of you. I will be back out in a minute; I have to make a phone call.”

“Ok”

John grabbed Dan and dragged him into the office. He did not even take the time to close the door, so everybody heard him about a minute later. “… I don’t care if he has the POPE in his chambers! I said I need to speak to Judge Lewis on an official police emergency – get Joe on the phone NOW!” Five minutes later, the two came back out of the office, Dan grinning from the show he just witnessed.

“Teri,” John said, “Judge Lewis will be here in about an hour. We are going to make sure you are set up LEGALLY so they can NOT cause this little angel any more pain.”

He then kneeled down to be at Tyler’s face. “Hey Tyler, do you want to live here with Terri and the boys from now on?”

For the first time since entering the foyer, Tyler raised his head, and a glimmer of hope appeared in his eyes. “Yes, sir! Can you do that?” Then his voice dropped; “That is if Terri wants a pain in the butt like me around.”

“Ty, you are no worse than the other four in the other room,” Terri replied “and I feel sorry for anyone who tries to separate the FIVE of you. When you walked in the door today this became your new home.”

“Does that mean I can call you mommy?”

“Only if you want to and are comfortable with it – if not you can still call me Teri.”

“Ok … mommy!”

“C’mon squirt! Let’s go in to see your brothers. You have more than you expected!”


Kyle’s viewpoint:


It was weird! I was sitting on the loveseat facing away from the door when Terri came in with Ty. I heard her introduce him to JJ, and she made sure that Cory remembered him; it took Cory a few seconds, (normal blonde), but then his brain started working and he remembered Ty from before the accident. It seems that Ty was already gone by the time Cory got here on weekdays while we were living at the home.

Anyways, shortly it was my turn, so I stood up and turned around to see him. Our eyes met and we both froze! My chest felt like it was gonna explode, and I was lightheaded. Ty later told me he felt exactly the same way! Standing in front of me was a boy about my age, with fine blonde hair that was so bright it almost looked silver. He was about my height, but built a little sturdier, unlike me he did not have to run around in the shower to get wet!

What really caught my attention though were those steel grey eyes – I could see a loneliness and fear in them I knew all too well, but there was something deeper, a need to love and be loved, that grabbed my soul. Without thinking, I walked up to him, ran my fingers through his hair, which is almost as long as mine, and pulled him into a tight hug. I felt so happy when he immediately returned the hug!

While I have the chance, I want to thank Mikey for helping me write down what I felt. For some reason, he is able to talk to me, and he helped me figure out what to write so it made sense. I’m really glad we are all keeping these diaries now, there is so much happening I’m not sure I can remember it all!


Everyone watched as the two boys embraced for almost ten minutes. Once they finally separated, Terri said gently; “Why don’t all you boys go up to your room and talk. We are going to get everything ready for when the Judge gets here. If he needs to see you, one of us will come and get you.”

She was hit with a mixed chorus of “ok, mom”, “ok, Terri”, and “ok, mommy”. The boys then headed upstairs to their room.

“Dan,” Teri said as she walked into the office with Dan and John; “don’t worry about how many bedrooms are in the house when you are looking – just make sure it has lots of property. Even though I’m betting most of them won’t be used for sleeping, we might as well build a whole wing of bedrooms for that crew.”

“I agree, from the reaction we just saw, I think it might be a good guess to say that within the next 4 years you might find out you are the token straight person in the household. Are you sure you don’t want to switch sides while you can?” Dan sat down with a grin.

“No way, somebody has to keep all you guys in line!” Teri laughed.

“Dan,” John started, ”before things get nuts again, I have something to tell you. I was going to tell you last night, but once you calmed down you fell right asleep. I made a couple of calls, and you don’t need to do a thing about Sharon’s funeral. The State is going to handle it all for you, including paying for it. The governor said it’s the least they could do, after all the help you have given us.”

“Thanks John, you just settled the one thing that was worrying me the most. As long as I can hold it together long enough to get some things from the old house today, I should be OK, with you and Terri supporting me.”

“You are not going there alone; I already have guys fighting to help. Word got around quick, and I kind of slipped over the open channel and let everyone know you were going to be staying here.” John grinned as he said it; obviously the slip was on purpose.

Just then the doorbell rang. John answered it, and came back into the office with Judge Lewis.

“Hello Dan; and you must be Teri. My condolences about Sharon, are you doing OK, Dan?”

“I’m holding on, Judge. Terri’s two seem to be helping my two a lot, so it’s easier than it could be.”

“Dan, you know out of the courtroom it’s Joe! Of course SOME people have been known to use that familiararity to badger a certain clerk, who for some reason does not understand what ‘Police Emergency’ means.”

John looked up in the air, and attempted to look innocent.

“Have you eaten yet, Joe?” asked Terri.

“Actually, no. I have been running all morning.”

“You mind joining us for brunch? I know five boys who must be starving. Then we can settle the rest of this mess after we have all eaten.”

“That sounds great, I always think better on a full stomach, plus it gives me a chance to see all the boys in an informal setting.”

Teri went to the intercom. “Sean?”

“Yes mom?”

“Get your crew together and come on down to the kitchen. We’re going to set up for brunch, and I can use a few hands.”

“OK, Mom, we’ll be right down.”

A minute later, the five boys walked into the kitchen. Teri was pleasantly surprised to see that someone had ensured that Ty was cleaned up and groomed. Considering he and Kyle never got more than three feet apart since they met, she had her suspicions as to who that someone was!

“Ok guys. Grilled ham and cheese sandwiches sound good?” Teri asked.

She received a resounding “YES” from everyone, so she began to work.

“Kyle, Tyler; You guys are in charge of buttering the bread and putting the sandwiches together. JJ, Cory; you two get everyone drinks and set the table in the dining room. Sean, you are in charge of slicing the ham and cheese for the sandwiches.”

In no time the brunch was ready, (with the normal amount of “mistakes” which had to be eaten to hide the evidence), bags of chips were set out for whoever wanted them, and Teri was leading the boys into the dining room.

John stood up. “Boys, before you sit down, come over here so you can be introduced.”

“Boys, this is Judge Lewis. As long as you are not in his courtroom, you can call him Joe. Joe, you already know JJ, and I’m SURE you remember Kyle. The tall blonde standing next to Kyle is Cory, the other tall one is Sean, and the young blonde is Tyler.”

“I’m glad to meet all of you. Tyler, you know what? My middle name is Tyler, so that must mean you are a good person to have such a great name!” Joe said with a smile.

Ty’s face turned bright pink. “Thank you Joe. I’ll do my best to live up to it”

At that, everyone sat down to eat. As they were finishing up, Joe spoke up. “I’m impressed. All you boys should be proud of yourselves, I would have never expected a group that has been put together the way you all were to be so in-sync. Your parents and I need to do some work now, but I had to say how lucky they are to have kids like you. Tyler, enjoy your new home here and your new brothers. Teri, be prepared to come by my chambers on short notice, I am going to fast-track adoption papers for Ty, so we can ensure he never has to leave here.”

After a chorus of “thank-you Joe” ’s, the boys returned to their room to finish getting acquainted, as the adults settled down to prepare the paperwork to protect Tyler, and guarantee his place in the household.

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Subject: HAPPY NEW YEAR ---- It's Time for Chapter 10 of Memories


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Date Posted: 18:00:47 02/04/03 Tue


Chapter 10

Dan answered his phone.

"Hello..."

"Dan, this is John. Is someone there with you?" The voice on the other end sounded concerned.

"Yes John; I'm at Terri Short's with the boys. Why, what's happening?"

"I stopped by to see how you guys were doing, and when I went inside, I found Sharon passed out on the floor. We are on our way to Mercy Hospital right now, LifeFlight just left with her. Do you think Terri would mind watching the boys so you can get down here?"

Dan's face slowly turned ghost white as John was speaking. Dan put his hand over the microphone on the cell, and then turned towards Terri. "Terri, could you please watch the boys for a little while, I need to run to Mercy right away?"

Terri saw the terror in Dan's eyes, and immediately responded. "Yes, Dan. Take as long as you need."

"She said yes, John, so I'll be right down there."

"OK, but be careful driving, those boys need you. Bye." John hung up before Dan could ask him any questions.

"What's happened Dad!!" Said JJ in a small, panicked voice.

"Sheriff John stopped by the house to see how we were doing, and found Sharon lying on the floor." Dan answered in a low voice, "They are on the way to Mercy hospital right now, I am going to meet them there. I want you two to stay here with Terri until I know more. I promise to let you know as soon as I know something."

"But …" Kyle and JJ started simultaneously.

Dan held up his hand and stopped them. "No arguments boys, I need to get going."

With that, Dan grabbed his coat, gave Terri a hug and whispered in her ear, "Thank-you, she was taken out on LifeFlight.", and then he hurried out the door.

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It was times like this when Dan appreciated the Iowa road system. Once he got off of 86th street onto I80, he was easily able to do 80 without being a hazard; in fact he was passed a couple of times. "Not bad for a 65 zone." He thought. Once he hit the west mixer, (the local name for both the west and east junctions of I80, I35, and I235), he dropped to 70 for the trip down I235, even though the speed limit was 55. Within fifteen minutes he was at the 6th Ave exit, then 3 minutes later he was handing his keys to the valet and running toward the emergency room. As he went through the revolving door, he found John, along with one of the Deputies from the other night, waiting for him.

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As Dan headed out the door, Terri looked over at the boys. She saw the worry about Sharon in Kyle and JJ's faces, and her own boy's faces reflected the worry for their friends. Terri opened her arms, and immediately had JJ and Kyle on each side. Sean and Cory came up behind them and joined in the hug, wrapping the two youngest boys in a circle of support.

At first, Terri said nothing, but then she felt a familiar chill, and she knew Mike was with them again. It was immediately followed by another; not familiar like Mike, but she felt the care and concern. Just then, she had a premonition, and realized what needed to be said. "Kyle, JJ, could you please listen to me, it will only take a second?" The boys raised their faces to look at her, and as she looked them in the eyes, she said: "I want you to know that if anything happens to your mom, I will be here for both of you, for as long as I live."

Cory gasped, and a fresh tear ran from his left eye. As more tears began to fall, Sean pulled him up close, tight to his shoulder. Feeling Sean's support, Cory began to slowly speak quietly. "When I was little, my mommy went to the hospital. I was scared, and Terri was holding me, just like she is holding you now."

Terri looked into Cory's eyes, and a lump rose in her throat with what she saw. Looking back at her was the scared little boy that she had held so long ago, a little boy who put his absolute trust in her when he found out his mother was sick. Even before Mike's accident, this was one subject that was taboo around Cory, a wound that had never healed.

Cory continued. "When I found out that my mommy was sick, Terri said the exact same thing to me. She has kept her promise, and now I am proud to call her Mom. It hurts in my heart, I know I just remembered her saying it, and it reminded me of my mommy when she said it to you, but it feels like I had forgotten her being sick, even before Mikey's accident." His face slowly retuned to normal, and then he spoke again. "Mom, I need to thank you for giving me a family back."

Terri leaned over the top of Kyle's head, and then kissed Cory on his forehead. She then managed to choke out: "You're welcome, son."

After a few more minutes of hugs, they broke apart. Terri headed to the kitchen for a much-needed drink, while the boys headed toward the love seat. When Terri returned, she found Sean holding Cory, with JJ leaning against both of them, holding Kyle. The emotional roller coaster had been too much for them, and all were fast asleep. She retrieved a blanket to put over them, praying that her premonition was wrong, for their sake, and then took a seat in the chair to wait.

Three hours later, Terri woke up to the sound of the front door opening. She immediately shook off the sleep, and hurried to the foyer when she saw John helping Dan thru the door. She guided them to the kitchen, and helped John seat Dan at the table.

Terri pulled John off to the side. "Is she that bad?"

A tear ran down Johns face. "Sharon had a brain aneurism, she was pronounced Dead on Arrival, there was nothing the doctors could do for her."

Terri gave John a hug of consolation, then went back to Dan. As she put her arm over his shoulder, she spoke softly to him. "Dan, I'm sorry, I want you and the boys to stay here, and I'll do whatever I can to help you. You gave me my son back, so the least I can do is to be here for you now."

Dan looked up, with obvious gratitude behind the sorrow etched upon his face. "Thank you Terri, right now I'm so lost, I don't know what to do." He then broke down into quiet sobs. Once he had regained some control, Terri gave him a concerned look.

"The boys need to be told as soon as possible, can you do it, or would you rather have either John or I do it?"

Dan seemed to draw on an untapped reservoir of strength when she said that. "I can do it; I need to be the one who does it."

"Alright, I will go get them, but wait until all four boys are in here and settled. I think my two are going to be the support that your boys will need. I learned the hard way what happens if you let them try to handle something like this on their own."

Terri went in and awakened the boys, sending Kyle and JJ to the bathroom before they went into the kitchen. As Sean and Cory got up, she pulled them close and spoke softly to them. "Guys, Kyle and JJ are going to need your help. Their mom has passed away, and I think you guys can help them more than anyone. I want you to promise me something; if either one of you even starts to have a problem, or you are not sure what to do, let me know right away. I don't want to see you lose everything you have gained back, Cory. And you, Sean, keep an eye on Cory too. When this is all over; I would prefer that all four of you make it through, without anything close to what Cory went through happening. Do you guys think you can handle it?"

Both boys gave Terri a hug, and she heard them both answer; "Yes, Mom."

They went into the dining room, and Terri pulled out four chairs into an open area of the room. Just as Cory and Sean sat down in the two center chairs, JJ and Kyle came into the room. Cory waved Kyle over to sit in his lap, and, to Terri's surprise, Sean motioned JJ to come sit on his. Terri sat next to Cory and Kyle, and John took the seat next to Sean and JJ. Dan came over and kneeled in front of the chairs the boys were sitting in.

"JJ, Kyle, your mommy had a brain aneurism. What that means is that a blood vessel broke inside her head. There was no way to tell it was going to happen, there are no warning signs." Dan paused, seeing Sean and Cory pull both their charges tight against them. "Your mommy passed away before she even got to the hospital. The doctors said that she did not feel much pain, and that she passed quickly." Dan reached up, and JJ and Kyle fell into his arms. Right behind them, Cory and Sean joined the hug, expressing their sympathy and support without words.

"Does this mean I have to go back?" whimpered Kyle.

"No, baby, you do not have to go back." Dan replied.

"If anyone tries to make you go back they have to go through me first!" Terri stated her resolve evident in her tone. "You have a father now, and I will not let you lose that."

That must have been the right thing to say, because Kyle relaxed and cuddled in closer to Dan. It took a half hour for everyone to get their emotions back under control. Terri then went to the kitchen and brought out some sliced ham, bread, and condiments. She knew if she had asked, nobody, or at least no adult, would admit to needing to eat. With the food in front of them, she hoped that they all would at least try to eat something.

The boys didn't disappoint her, as soon as they saw food; they were at the table, plates in hand. "Nice to know they still think with their stomachs." Terri thought wryly.

"Dan, John; get over here and grab a sandwich, before these monsters eat it all!" Terri called out. When Dan shook his head, Terri walked over to him. "I told you I would help however I could; that includes making sure that you eat something. You of all people should know that not eating when you are depressed worsens the depression. Now EAT!"

After they ate, Terri took Sean and Cory aside. "Guys, I'm going to have Dan and the boys stay here at least tonight. Would you mind Dan using your room Sean, and then the boys can camp with you two? I'm hoping I can get John to stay with Dan, in case he has any problems overnight." She was proud when they both agreed without hesitation. Once Dan was convinced that he was not kicking Sean out of his room, he agreed that it would be better to try to rest there instead of on the couch.

Terri then went up to John. "John, I hate to ask this of you, but is there anyway possible you could stay here with Dan tonight? I really think that he will need a friend close by before the morning comes."

"I agree. If I could use your phone, I'll call the station so they know where to find me, I'm a bachelor, so not going home is not a big deal."

As she showed John to the phone, Terri looked in on the boys. They had migrated to the living room, and were holding a quiet discussion, punctuated with copious amounts of hugging. It was obvious that Sean was paying attention to JJ and Cory the most, both of which were paying close attention to Kyle. It appeared as if Sean and Cory were succeeding in comforting the other two boys; and surprisingly Cory looked to be holding up well, so far.

Fifteen minutes later, Terri showed Dan and John to Sean's room, while Cory and Sean took the boys to Cory's room. As the boys entered the room, Kyle exclaimed "WOW, look at the size of that bed - COOL!"

Kyle's reaction at seeing the queen-sized bed that was in Cory's room, (Actually, there was a matching one in Sean's room too), broke the somber mood some, and caused the older boys to begin giggling under their breath. JJ was the first to regain control, "Kyle, put your eyes back in your head and hit the bathroom - you are first."

As Kyle headed into the bathroom, Sean explained to JJ: "Mom got queen size beds for both of us when we were kids, we would always end up sleeping in either my room or Cory's room. As a matter of fact - we still do, I don't know about Cory, but I have trouble sleeping without someone next to me. Last night, knowing that Cory was back home for good, I slept well for the first time in a year."

Cory started to give Sean the evil eye when he stated that they still slept together, but he was unable to restrain himself once Sean finished speaking. Cory pulled Sean into a tight hug, and quietly whispered in his ear; "I promise you will never sleep alone again. I love you, Sean."

Just before Cory pulled away, Sean said "It looks like tonight is a boxer's nite, too much of an audience for nude." Just then Kyle walked back into the room, and the worried expression on his face immediately caught Cory's attention. "Sean, why don't you hit the bathroom with JJ - I think Kyle and I need to talk alone for a minute" Cory said, loud enough that JJ could hear him too. JJ looked over at Kyle, then returned his gaze to Cory and nodded his head, giving a slight smile showing he understood.

"Let us know when you are done, so we can come back out" said Sean.

Once the other two were out of the room, Cory sat on the bed and patted his leg for Kyle to sit on his lap. "What's the matter, buddy? You wanna tell me about it?"

"Do you have a sleeping bag I can use to sleep on the floor?" Kyle whispered.

"Why do you want to do that, the bed is big enough for all of us?"

"It's such a nice bed … umm … and, all of you will be sleeping there and … well …"

"Kyle," Cory interrupted "are you worried about someone getting mad if you have an accident tonight?"

"Yeah …" Kyle muttered, hanging his head.

Cory put a finger under Kyle's chin, and then lifted Kyle's face up and kissed the tip of his aquiline little nose. "Don't worry little buddy, it wouldn't be the first time that bed has had a wet spot on it in the morning. Does JJ know you have problems sometimes?"

"Yeah, but what about Sean? Won't he get mad at me?"

"Would it make you feel better if I talked to him? I'll tell you what; if he has a problem, I will make HIM sleep on the floor! Remember, this is my room!"

Kyle giggled at that thought. "Ok, you can tell him. Thanks Cory."

Cory lifted Kyle down, and then went over to the bathroom door and knocked. JJ came out first, but as Sean came out, Cory grabbed him and pulled him back into the bathroom. At the quizzical look from JJ, Cory replied; "Didn't you know? He's my slave; I need him to hold it for me!" Cory laughed and closed the door once he saw the shocked look on JJ's face.

Sean could barely contain his laughter. "I'm gonna kill you, what do you mean SLAVE!"

Cory giggled. "You are a slave to love, silly. Now, seriously, I need to talk for a second."

"Ok, what has that one lonely brain cell in that blond head of yours thought up now?"

"HEY! No kisses tonight if you are going to talk like that!" Cory giggled. "But, the reason I pulled you back in here is to warn you; Kyle has a problem with peeing the bed sometimes. He is worried that you will get mad if he has an accident tonight, and wanted to sleep on the floor. I think he needs to cuddle, considering all that has happened today, and told him I would make sure you knew, so you would not get mad or make fun of him."

Sean got serious. "Wow, poor little guy. Thanks bro, I think you are right. Don't worry; I will be just fine about it if he has an accident."

"I knew I loved something about you besides that cute face" Cory replied, then pulled Sean into a passionate lip lock."

As he paused to catch his breath, Sean replied: "Yeah and you are pretty smart, for a blond." Then he pulled Cory back to him to resume the kiss.

When they finally separated, Cory giggled. "Ok, go on out there so I can take a piss without you attacking me. If we stay in here much longer together we will be busted."

Sean smiled, and then left the bathroom. A couple of minutes later, Cory followed, and found the other three sitting on the edge of the bed, waiting for him. "Come on guys, let's hit the sack." Cory then proceeded to strip down to his boxers.

After cleaning out his pockets, and then tossing his and Cory's clothes down the laundry chute, Sean turned around. He was surprised to see that Kyle was standing there nervously, still wearing his jeans. "Don't worry Kyle, we are all boys. Besides, if you have a problem tonight, you won't have anything to wear tomorrow."

Kyle blushed. "I … umm … don't have on underwear. I get all red and itchy if I wear any."

"What do you usually wear to bed?" Sean asked softly.

"Nothing"

Sean got on his knee in front of Kyle. "Would you be more comfortable if we all slept with nothing on? Usually Cory and I do, but we thought it would make you feel weird if we did that with you here."

A small smile graced Kyle's face. "Would you really do that for me? Yeah, it would make me feel lots better."

Sean gave him a quick hug. "Yes, you are a part of our family too, now; our mom decided that earlier today, when she said she would watch out for you."

Sean stood up, backed up from Kyle a few feet, and then dropped his boxers to the floor. He then looked around and saw that JJ and Cory had followed suit, both of them were also nude. He couldn't resist checking out JJ, totally hairless from the neck down, with a 3 inch cut pecker, which appeared to be semi-hard, sitting over two hairless little balls that were about the size of robin's eggs.

Sean pulled his gaze from JJ before it became too obvious that the scenery interested him, and looked to see how Kyle was doing. Kyle was not at the bed, so he looked around, and found him putting his jeans over the back of the desk chair. Looking at Kyle from the back, Sean was amazed at how tiny he looked, the little butt cheeks, with just a tiny bubble, and cute little dimples on the sides. When Kyle turned around, Sean was almost in shock; there was not an ounce of fat on him! Even though he did not look starved, Sean could still see each of his ribs. Kyle's hip bones were obvious, and his little dime-sized penis stuck out about an inch, crowning the smooth nut sack just below it. Sean then felt a jolt of sorrow for the child in front of him, for instead of two little lumps in that smooth sack, there was only one, on the right side.

"Come here, angel, let's hit the sack" said Sean, motioning to Kyle. Sean thought to himself: "I swear, I'm going to protect this little angel from anybody hurting him from now on" as he walked toward the bed with Kyle under his arm.

JJ was already in bed, and once Sean and Kyle were there, Cory shut off the light and then joined them. It took a couple of minutes to sort out who was going to sleep where, then after a flurry of "Good Nights" and hugs everyone drifted off.

About fifteen minutes later, Terri looked in to make sure the boys were all ok. She smiled when she saw the arrangement. Cory was lying with Sean cuddled up to his right side and Kyle cuddled up to his left. Sean's right hand was just below Kyle's armpit on the side of his ribcage. JJ was cuddled up to Kyle's back, with his left arm draped over Kyle and Sean. The sheet was being held in place by Sean's forearm, and all the boys were snoring softly

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Subject: Delay Explaination


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Date Posted: 22:07:12 01/25/03 Sat

Chapter 11 is in my head - problem is my server is down here and I can not access Word to write it down!! As soon as I get it back up I will resume writing - hopefully soon.

HUGZ

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Subject: Cory's Eye's Chapter 3


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Date Posted: 05:17:07 01/19/03 Sun

I walked up to the house and knocked on the door. I didn’t want to ring the doorbell, it was really early in the morning; and waking Sean up at this time of the day was definite suicide. I’m not sure how I know that, I just do.

Terri opened the door, and the moment she saw who was there she got a huge grin on her face. “Oh my, well isn’t this a pleasant surprise. Come on in Cory, can I get you something to drink?”

I walked into the foyer and closed the door. “Hum, ya, I could use a glass of water, thanks. Is Sean up yet?” I sat down on the bench, which Terri had beside the door, and started to undo my shoes.

“No, he’s still sleeping. He should be up in about an hour. You can go wake him up if you want; but I don’t think you really want to do that. Not if you like your head where it is anyways.” Terri laughed at the comment, and then proceeded to the kitchen to get a glass of water for me.

“Oh maybe I’ll just wait for him to get up. Would it be alright if I take a shower though? I stink somethin’ fierce.”

Terri laughed, “Sure you can, sweetie. While you’re having your drink, I’ll get you a clean towel and some clean clothes. I don’t think Sean will mind if you wear his clothes today.” Terri placed the glass on the kitchen table, and then went to get what I needed.

I went into the kitchen where Terri had left me my glass. After I finished the glass of water, I went into the bathroom, turned on the water to let it warm up first, and then started to undress for my shower. The warm water felt soothing on my skin as it ran down me. I stood there, just letting the water wash away all the sweat from my run and the dirt in my mind. The clouds that blurred my mind were, for a short while, cleared and forgotten. My mind was vacant of any thoughts what so ever, as the steaming hot water coursed down my body. I was lost in nothing, but searching through everything.

I must have been in there for quite a while; because the bitter cold of the water suddenly brought me back to reality. I finished up as quickly as possible, and started to towel myself off. I took my time getting dressed, making sure that I looked as nice as possible. Terri had extremely good taste in clothes and had picked out something that she thought I would look good in, baggy 501 red tag blue Levis and an olive colored t-shirt. I fixed my hair up so it looked as good as I could; it never goes exactly how I want it though. I try to style it the same way the barber does, but I can’t seem to get it just right. I took one last look in the mirror, and when I was satisfied with what I saw looking back at me, I made my way back to the living room to watch some cartoons while I waited for Sean to wake up.

“Cory, will you be a dear and go wake Sean up. He must have had a late night last night, and if he doesn’t get up soon, he’ll have another late night tonight.” Terri asked.

“Sure thing Terri, will do.” I walked up the stairs and opened Sean’s door. There he was, lying in bed, asleep. He looked so beautiful sleeping…yes I said beautiful. He looked like an angel dropped down form the heavens. I stood there looking at him sleep, looking down on him as he dreamt about who knows what. He looked so peaceful, and relaxed, like he had no cares in the world. It was then that an enormous rush of warmth ran through my body. Images, well not so much images, but feelings of images, flashed through my mind. This was the most intense feeling I had felt yet. My vision left me, and my arms and legs tingled. Somehow, I knew this was a good feeling, that I shouldn’t be worried or scared. I let the feeling run its course just like Mark had told me to do. It flowed like the hot lava from a volcano, but didn’t burn. It was an intense moment to say the least! When I opened my eyes, I knew that the figure that lay in front of me was someone special. Not only special as a brother; but also as someone whom I love more than anyone, or anything, in this world. The thought of it was relaxing and yet confusing.

Just then, I remembered why I was there. I walked over to his bed and sat beside him. So many possibilities went through my mind on how to wake him up. I considered them carefully, and decided that the best way for him to wake up would be in laughter. I reached under the blanket and felt around for his feet. I found one and started to tickle it. The touch of his foot sent a flashing spear through my mind, like I had done this before. Then, the strangest thing happened. I felt an uncontrollable twitching in my pants. All the blood went rushing from my head, down through my body and straight to my Cory Jr. He rose to the sky like the smoke from a fire. There I sat, holding Sean’s foot with my hand, and Cory Jr. popping up to say hello.

I let go of Sean’s foot as fast as I could. “What the hell is going on here? Why is Cory Jr. up and about?” A million thoughts ran through my mind. I looked back at Sean, who hadn’t moved a muscle, and I knew right then and there. All of the feelings I had felt towards him were now so clear. Images were coming back to me faster than my brain could comprehend. The one that stood out and imbedded itself in my mind was Sean, the look on Sean’s face to be exact. It was the look of love, happiness, and pure joy, time and time again reappearing through the mess of images. Just the thought of me touching Sean like this and Cory Jr. looking around scared me, but that look, that look on Sean’s face, brought a calm and relaxing sensation over me. The thought of me being gay was scary, but I knew, from that moment, that I had told him and that he had accepted me, and still loved me in spite of it.

I calmed Cory Jr. down and started to tickle Sean’s foot again. Again Cory Jr. rose to the occasion and again, I tried to calm him down but the feeling was too over powering for me. I did my best to hide it from view, and continued looking for Sean’s foot. It took a little work to find the spot; but when I did, he awoke in a fit of laughter. Sean jumped to his knees and looked at me with those beautiful eyes, and said, “Uhhhhmmm, watch it bro, you’re about to end up in a puddle!” He got up and ran past me, through the doorway, and into the bathroom. I thought for a second, and then let my mind do what it does best, get me into trouble. I followed him to the bathroom and stood at the door. He must have had to go real bad; because he didn’t even notice me standing there watching him.

As I stood there watching him, it brought back another feeling, a feeling that brought a smile to my face. Sean turned his head, and for the first time saw me standing there. The look on his face went from an initial look of shock, to a look of happiness; it was priceless. He smiled at me and said, “Hey there bro, you like what you are seeing? Don’t worry, I don’t mind.”

I smiled and gave him a look to show him my answer. The grin he gave back was as if he knew that I would like it. He finished up what he was doing, washed his hands, and said that he was going to go make me breakfast. He put his arm around my shoulder and we walked together downstairs to the kitchen.

Sean went straight to the cupboard and got out a box of Lucky Charms. He set the box on the table as he walked past it on the way to get the bowls. I sat in one of the chairs at the table while he finished getting the necessities we needed for our breakfast. He sat in the chair across from me and we started to dig in.

We were on our second bowl each, when a thought came to me. I sat there and tried to come up with the right way to say it; but the harder I racked my brains, the more the words became twisted like a heap of tangled thread. I looked around the room, and saw it for the first time in a new light. I saw the way Terri had all of her collectible spoons hanging in perfect alignment in their antique case; and the way she had all of her spices labeled and sitting on the rack. It was all the same as the last time I had seen it, but this time was different. This time it seemed like something was missing, or more accurately, someone.

“Why can’t I stay here, like this, forever?” I thought about that for a second; and turned to Sean and said, “Umm Sean, after breakfast could we talk for a bit? Something real weird is happening, and I need to talk about it, I feel like I’m going nuts here.”

Sean looked up from his bowl and replied, “Sure thing bud, any time you want.”

We finished off the box of Lucky Charms, and headed for the rec room. I closed the door behind us as Sean headed straight to the beanbag chair. My mind was racing with so many questions, so many why’s and why nots. I walked slowly to the beanbag chair and sat down with him.

Sean put his arm around my shoulder and asked, “What’s wrong bud?”

I looked down at the floor and said, “You gotta promise not to laugh at me first.”

“Bro, I could never hurt you like that, I promise not to laugh.”

I looked up and stared him right in the eye, held up my hand and extended my pinky finger, “You got to pinky swear that you won’t laugh.”

Without hesitation Sean wrapped his pinky around mine and said, “I pinky swear not to laugh or make fun of you. I promise.”

I cuddled in closer into him trying to find the words I wanted. Sean had tightened the hold he had around me in a comforting way. I felt safe and close to him at that moment, and didn’t want it to end. The beating of his heart, and the warmth of his breath, mesmerized me. I felt Sean’s hand run through my hair and slowly start to massage the back of my head.

After a few moments Sean turned to me and kissed me on the cheek, “OK bro, whenever you are ready, I’m here for you.”

I looked up at Sean and saw that look in his eyes, the same look as the ones I saw in my images. It brought a tear to my eye seeing him sitting there, giving his undivided attention to me. I couldn’t help but to look back down at my feet, and then began speaking. “I think I’m going crazy. I’m scared to tell my shrink what’s been happening, he would probably make me stop coming over here or something, and I couldn’t handle that. It feels like I belong here, with you and Terri, not at the home … and over the last week some weird things have been happening to me.”

I needed a short pause; but when I looked back up at Sean he was crying tears of happiness. I could tell because he had a smile spread across his face. He grabbed a hold of the back of my head with both of his hands, starred deep into my eyes, seemingly almost into my soul, and said, “Cory, if you are going to say what I think you are about to say, don’t worry. You are not going nuts, I noticed a couple of things yesterday and this morning, but I was afraid to ask. I love you, bro; if it’s what I think it is, I’ll try to help explain it to you as much as I can.”

Sean pulled me in closer and gave me a loving embrace. I broke down in his arms and let the water works flow. He just sat there and held me close to him, slowly rubbed the back of my arm. I think I heard the door open and close, but I was too far-gone to really care.

We sat there together for what must have been an hour. Just the two of us sitting together, holding each other in each others arms, made all the problems in my life fade away. I felt closer to him than anyone else in the world.

I looked up at Sean and let the words flow out of control. “For the last week or so it seems ... umm... it’s like... well... I feel like there’s something I’m missing, kinda like I’m here but not really all here. It’s like this morning, when I saw you taking a leak, I felt like I’ve done that before, yet this is the first time I really remember doing that. Then yesterday when we were playing on the emulator, I had this weird feeling that it had been set up for US!”… Just then a chilling thought crept into my mind.

“Mikey set it up for US!!… Why … why … why did it have to be him … why was it Mikey ... why did Mikey have to die???” I looked up at Sean and cried, “Why do I have to live at the home ... don’t you want me anymore?? I thought you loved me???”

At that moment Sean had taken all that he could handle. He broke down in tears but was able to muster enough energy to sob, “I DO love you bro. I don’t know how to prove it, but I still do. Mom can explain why you had to go to the home better than I can. But maybe now you can come back here, with me. I would like to show you something I found, on a site I’ve been visiting, first though. Maybe it will help you see what I’m feeling, then we can talk some more.”

That was it. That was the breaking point for me. I knew from that moment that he absolutely DID love me, and that he DID want me here with him. I was right, I knew I belonged here and not at that “home”. I looked into his eyes, and began to give him a peck on the cheek. At the last moment I turned towards him and planted the biggest, most intimate, closed mouth kiss he ever had, smack on the lips.

As we separated, Sean looked up at me and said, “I Love you Cory, always have, and always will.”

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Subject: ROLL CALL!!!


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Date Posted: 16:58:33 01/06/03 Mon

Well I'm sitting here thinking, "I wonder how many people are comming to the Annex?" Seeing as there is no counter, I here by issue the first ever "ROLL CALL".

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Subject: Standing Up For What I think Is Right!


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Date Posted: 21:50:59 01/04/03 Sat

Today marks the new beginning for me. I was sitting down talking to a friend and my brother when I started to read a post made on Comicality's Shack Out Back Library. I was outraged when I read this post. This “silent man” has obviously born with absolutely no sence in people skills or hint of common sence.

This being said, I feel that it is my duty to prove him wrong. I will work harder than before to bring YOU, the people who read these stories, who take the time out of their lives to respond, in a very thoughtful way, the very best of my ability to write.

I am not a writer but at least I was willing to give it a shot, post my e-mail, and do some thing that I can look back on and be proud.

Mr. Silent Man, I only have this to say, “Take your little absent minded opinion, polish that sucker real shinny like, turn that son of a bitch sideways, and stick it straight up you candy ass! You think your such a perfect person, well…

DON’T SAY IT…… BRING IT!!!

So today marks the new beginning for me. CORY’S EYE’S WILL BE BACK!!! Soon and better than ever. Mr. Silent Man, you say that you are not a writer, well guess what pal, neither am I, but it is one of the most fun things I’ve ever done and I gave it a shot and if you don’t like what you read well……

I’ll be more than willing to bend over, pull my pants down to my ankles so you can KISS MY WHITE FAGGOTY ASS!!!

This is just my opinion and in no way shape or form reflects the opinion of Comicality's Shack Out Back, or the AC Annex.

Slash.

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Subject: Important Notice....look inside


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Date Posted: 11:56:30 01/04/03 Sat

I am sorry to say that due to personal issues in my life, Cory's Eye's is now on HOLD. I would like to take this time to thank some people.

Ac, you made my dream come true and for this I thank you with all of my heart. Art, thank you for your help and support durring these few chapters. You broght a diffrent view to it and I would like to publicaly thank you. And last but not least.... Jay. Jay, what can I say... You have stood by me and gave me all the support with this project and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You have given me so much love and support I can never thank you enough, not only in writting but in real life too. Jay, THANK YOU!

Is this then end of Cory's Eye's? Well to tell you the truth...I don't know. Once my life is back on track, I hope to come back to this. This has been great but at this point in my life, I don't have the heart and soul in it. That doesn't mean that it is over but for right now it is on HOLD.

Thank you All for making a dream of mine come true, even if it was a short run, I had a blast.........slash.

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Subject: Cory's Eyes Chapter 2


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Date Posted: 16:27:06 12/27/02 Fri

As I lay there trying to get some sleep, a cold chill ran down the back of my spine. It was as though someone had opened the window in the middle of a blizzard. I sat up and looked around, letting my eyes adjust to the low light in the room. Nothing had changed, the window was still closed and Mark, my roommate, was still finishing up his homework at his desk. He must have heard me sit up because when I looked over his way, he was looking right at me. He kind of scared me a little and he must have noticed because he started laughing.

“What’s so funny?” I asked him.

“You have a bad dream or something? You just sat up like I poured a bucket of ice water on you.” He exclaimed.

“No it’s weird. I was just about asleep when a cold chill went down my back.” I told him.

“Your right, that is weird. You should get back to sleep though, you had a long day. Aren’t you going to Sean’s tomorrow?”

“Ya I am. It’s gunna to be good to spend some time with him. We have a lot of catching up to do. They are going to adopt me, so I would like to get to know them.”

“Yes, you do have to get to know them. But on some way you already do know them.”

“I know I KNOW Sean, but I can’t remember that much about him. I don’t know them that well but I feel like in the short visits I’ve had with them that in some way I’ve known them all my life. They seem to know a lot about me.”

“Of course they do, they’ve read your files and from what I’ve heard, you and Sean used to be best friends so you’ve probably slept over at his house a lot.”

“Your right, I guess not having all of my memory makes things confusing at times. I’m trying to remember, I really am, but it’s so hard trying to think of things that I have no memory of. It seems the more I try, the less I remember. Then, I’ll walk past something, or smell something, and it brings back a feeling that, I don’t know, that I just remember.”

“Well that’s apart of the whole healing process Cory. You can’t just sit and think about what your life was like. You have to get up, look around and enjoy life now, in the present. You will remember, but it takes time. When you get those feelings, they are feelings of closeness, comfort, and familiarity. That’s when your mind is working on remembering. Just let it take its course and try and help yourself when the time is right. Your right, you can’t try and remember something that you can’t remember, that’s just impossible.”

“Wow, I never really thought about it that way. I mean I didn’t pay that close attention to how I was trying to remember. They only time I remembered was when I would see something. That’s when things came back. Maybe if I just let it come to me when it wants to, I’ll remember more. I don’t know if I’ll ever get back to the way I was, but that might be the way it’s suppose to be. There might be something to learn from all of this, thankx Mark, that really helped a lot but I’m tired so I’m going back to sleep. I have a lot to think about.”

“No problem buddy, what are roommates for?”

And with that, I lay back down and tried to get some sleep.

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“Hey! What are you doing? Get off of me Sean!” I yelled as I pushed him off from on top of me.

“Sorry Cory, I thought…. I thought that’s what you wanted. You did say that you love me didn’t you?”

“Uhmm… ya I guess I did but I didn’t mean…. wait. Are you…. Hummm…Do you…” My mind was racing a million times a minute. Can it be? Could he love me? Is he gay? All of these flooded my mind in a great tidal wave of emotion. It hit me like a brick fallen from the sky. All the signs, all the touches, all the times he was looking at me with those eyes staring deep into my soul, imbedding its self into my heart. All this time and he does love me. With that one unexpected kiss he just planted on me, he opened his heart and soul to me. I sat there on the side of his bed with a blank expression on my face, a look of confusion, but also a look of happiness. It was then that I knew without a shadow of a doubt that I did love him. I love him as a best friend, as a brother, and now a deeper kind of love. A love that is rare, and is only found by very few people. I did what I thought was best. I looked him right in those beautiful hazel eyes, looking as deeply as I could and whispered the words, “I love you too” to him.

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I woke up in a sweaty panic. “What the hell was that?” I looked franticly around the room to see where Sean was but he was nowhere to be found. Mark was laying in bed, fast asleep, the light from the computer seized to exist. I could only imagine that he had been asleep for a while now. I calmed down enough to let my eyes adjust to the low level of light and remembered where I was, at home, in bed.

“That must have been a dream. But why would I dream about kissing Sean?” I said to myself. I stood up and made my way to the kitchen to get a drink of water. My mind was racing so I thought I might relax a bit by having a drink and sitting down to think things through. I got a glass from the cupboard and poured myself some fresh water from the filtered jug. The cold flow of the waster ran down my throat causing me to suddenly feel the need to use the washroom. I quickly went to the washroom to relive my self when a feeling came across me. I was standing there when the sentiment of being alone swooped in on me. It was like I was missing something in my life. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it but it was there. I knew that there was more to my life than what I remembered. The emptiness was just so clear but the solution was still uncertain.

The sound of a dog barking brought me back to reality. I must have been standing there holding myself for a while because my usual morning woody was now limp resting in my hand. I finished up in the washroom and went back out to the kitchen. I look at the clock, 6:27am. “It’s too damn early to be up and awake.” I thought to myself. “Why did I dream about kissing Sean? I know I love him as a brother but could there be something more?”

My mind was racing. The thought of Sean brought a warm feeling to me. A feeling I’ve felt before but this time it was different. It was like it was the first time I felt it but I know it wasn’t, the feeling of being protected, cared for, and… well, a feeling of being loved. This realization sent a cold shiver down my spine. “Could this mean what I think it means? Am I…I…” I can’t even say it. This is too much for me right now. I need to go for a run and just clear my mind. That’s exactly what I need, a run.

A run will help me clear my thoughts. I quickly changed into my sweats for my run and left a little note for the “Warden”, which I like to call her. I closed the door and started my run. The cool air was shocking at first but I was quickly able to adjust. I started at a slow pace being as I forgot to stretch before leaving the house. The day was still new and I was going to make the best of it. I was going to spend the whole day with Sean. Who knows what he has planed for the day. He’s always doing something to make life interesting. He’s been there for me when I needed someone to help me. He’s the hinge to my door. Without him, I don’t know what I’d be doing. Just then a horn came blasting from the side of me.

“Look out you stupid little shit! I almost hit you!” a man yelled from his car.

“Sorry, I didn’t see you there. I was just running and my mind was kind of off on the moon.”

“Well you better pay attention or you’ll end up getting yourself killed.” The man exclaimed.

“I will, thankx.” I replied, and with that the man took off. I crossed the street and started to look around. The sight I saw was miraculous. I was on Sean’s street, just one house away from his. I was into my thoughts so much that I hadn’t even clued into the fact that I was running straight to Sean’s. I thought for a minute and then proceeded to his front door.

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As our gift to you, a new twist to an old story. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!

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Chapter 9

Terri looked up as she heard the boys coming into the dining room, and was unable to suppress her smile when she saw them. Each had the arm closest to the other draped over the other's back, with the hand firmly anchored on the shoulder. In Cory's right hand was what looked to her like a picture frame, and judging by the grip he had on it - it meant a lot to him.

"Morn'n Mom!" The boys chimed.

"Good morning guys. How did you sleep last night?"

The boys looked at each other, and then replied in chorus: "GREAT!!!!"

Cory giggled, and then turned to Sean. "Bro, you wanna cook breakfast again?"

"Sure, let me get the cereal and the milk." He replied with a grin.
As Sean went off to retrieve the breakfast necessities, Cory walked up alongside Terri, shyly asking, "Mom? Do you mind looking at something?"

"Sure Cory, whatcha got?"

"Sean made a surprise for me, and I need to show it off."

Cory handed the picture to his mom, and then waited expectantly to see her reaction. Sean saw him handing it to her, and quietly emptied his hands of cereal and milk, also waiting to see her reaction.

Terri smiled, and a few tears of obvious joy trickled down her face. It was certain that she re-read the poem about twenty times, but the last time she finished out loud. "… 'If only, you'll be mine, I'll be with you, until the end of time.'" Terri looked up at the boys. "Cory, that is the most wonderful gift I have ever seen anyone get - and you are worth every bit of it. Sean, that is the most beautiful thing you have ever written, I'm proud of you!"

She carefully set the picture on the table so it would be safe, then smiled. "Come here boys - group hug time!" As the hug broke off, she looked over at Cory. "I know you are going to want to put this where you can see it, but try to find a spot where the sun is not shining on it directly, that way it won't fade. And Sean, if you still have this stored on your computer, could you make a copy on a CD that I can put in the safe, in case anything ever happens to that?"

Sean was still in shock, he had figured she would like it but did not expect the intense reaction. All he was able to do was nod his head.

Cory retrieved the picture from his mom; "I'll be right back, I'm going to put this up so it does not get hurt accidentally."

Terri turned to Sean. "Put the milk and cereal away, Sean, I'm going to make us all some French Toast and sausage for breakfast. How's that sound to you?"

Instead of answering, Sean all but flew back to the kitchen with the milk and cereal; there was no way he was going to pass up French Toast - no matter if it was breakfast, lunch, or dinner!

Cory came back into the dining room, and was surprised to see nobody there. He heard sounds coming from the kitchen, so he headed in that direction and was pleased to see Sean mixing something in a bowl. "Whatcha doing, bro?"

"Mixing up the batter for French Toast, Mom decided we needed hot food!"

"Mom, is there anything I can do?"

Terri looked over from the stove where she was pre-heating the griddles. "Why don't you get the sausage out and make the patties?"

"Great - sausage patties coming right up!" he exclaimed with glee. After getting out the bulk sausage, and laying out the waxed paper on the counter, he started making the patties.

The griddles were ready, so Terri turned around to see how many patties were done. Her timing was perfect, and what she saw brought pain, then joy, to her heart. Cory was working on the 5th patty, when suddenly he paled slightly, frowned, and a single tear ran down his face. Almost immediately, his mood shifted, he grinned, and then broke out in a fit of giggles.

Before Terri could say anything, Sean spoke up. "What's so funny, dufus?"

Cory then broke out into a full laughing fit, and Terri knew there would be no answer until it was over. Amazingly, in his fit of laughter, Cory was managing to finish the patties, so she started cooking breakfast while waiting for him to come back to earth.

When he had finally managed to settle down to an occasional chuckle, Cory filled everyone in. "Sean, remember when Mikey, you, and I used to sneak down to make an early breakfast?"

"Yeah …..'

"Well, I just remembered it myself, and, (*giggle*), I also remembered, (*giggle*), how he always ragged on you, and insisted that I make the patties, (*giggle**giggle*), because YOU WERE TOO WEAK TO PACK THEM AND THEY ALWAYS WOULD FALL APART!!!!" At that Cory deteriorated into another fit of laughter.

A smile crept across Sean's face as he walked over to Cory and wrapped his arms around him. Not a word was said, but they all knew an important event had just occurred; Cory was starting to remember good times without slipping into depression.

The mood during the meal was light-hearted, as the three of them bantered back and forth between bites. Terri noticed there was a distinctive difference in the way the boys responded to each other, they seemed to be bonded even closer than they had ever been before Mike's death.

Once the meal was finished, the boys proceeded to clear the dishes. (Obviously there was no food left, two teenagers ensured that!) Just as Sean started the dishwasher, the doorbell rang.

"Well, that eliminates all of our friends!" Cory chuckled, "None of them have figured out how to push a button yet!"

Sean had to laugh; as funny as it was, it was true; everyone they knew knocked instead of ringing the doorbell.

Sean walked out of the kitchen towards the foyer, and spotted Dan standing there with his mom and two boys he had never seen. One looked to be just a little bit younger than Sean, while the other could be no more than 9 years old.

Just then, Cory walked out of the kitchen.

"CORY!!!!!!" screamed the younger kid, who immediately launched himself across the room and almost tackled Cory.

Sean instinctively went to pry the child off of his brother, when he felt a small hand on his shoulder. The other kid was standing there, and shook his head with a smile on his face.

"Don't worry - they are OK. I'm JJ, and that 8 year old tornado over there is Kyle."

Sean looked back over towards the other two. Cuddled up in Cory's arms, Sean saw a very contented little boy. He was about 4 ft 3, with wavy shoulder length deep brown hair. Just then Kyle turned his face, and Sean saw his almond shaped brown eyes, and the thin nose centered in the slender angelic face. Despite the obvious joy Kyle was feeling, Sean noticed a hidden pain in his features, a pain he had learned to recognize all too well in the last year with Cory. Sure that Cory was safe, Sean turned back to JJ.

Sean had to admit JJ was cute; the combination of collar length wavy strawberry blond hair, slim but not scrawny build, and an angelic face punctuated with an aquiline nose and full lips, was to die for! Sean then looked JJ in the eyes, and was immediately captivated; the glistening hazel eyes drew him in, and he had a feeling that they both shared something in common that few others did. The feelings did not arouse Sean, but he immediately felt as if JJ was a part of him, almost a brother. Sean managed to break the gaze, and was greeted by a look of wonder and acceptance on JJ's face. "What grade you in, JJ?"

"Sixth - I just turned 12."

Just then Dan walked up to them. "Shit," he chuckled to himself, "you could bake a potato with the energy from all the gaydar going off right now!" He then spoke up: "Boys, do you think you can coax the two leeches over there into the living room - I've got quite a bit to fill you all in about."

That evoked giggles from JJ and Sean, while drawing embarrassed glances from Cory and Kyle. Cory picked up Kyle into his arms, and the 5 of them headed toward the living room. As they were walking, Kyle spoke up for the first time.

"You must be Sean." Kyle said shyly. "Thanks for taking care of Cory, he is my bestest friend! He told me about you, can you be my friend too?"

The procession stopped as if they had hit a brick wall. Dan, JJ, and Cory waited expectantly for Sean's reply; they were all in shock, this was the most outgoing thing that any of them had ever seen Kyle do. They also knew this might be an important turning point for Kyle; for with as little as he had let each of them know about what went on inside his head, all three knew that his little ego was easily shattered.

Sean looked into Kyle's eyes, and his heart broke when he saw the longing, insecurity, and pain that they reflected. He walked over to Cory and Kyle, lifted Kyle's arms and moved them to his shoulders, then took Kyle into his arms.

"Kyle, little buddy, I will be your friend forever if you will let me." As he saw the smile appear on Kyle's face, he turned his head up and gave Kyle a quick kiss on the forehead.

The other three breathed unconscious sighs of relief, then finished going into the living room. When Sean walked in behind the rest carrying Kyle, Terri's jaw hit the floor.

Dan chuckled; "Terri, lets just say that your son's charm has struck again. His instinctive grasp of what to do when put in an emotional situation with another person impresses and amazes me!"

Terri gave Dan a confused look.

Dan pulled her off to the side, and started explaining in a low voice. "Kyle is extremely insecure and fragile, the only two friends he had were Cory and JJ. On the way in here, he managed to ask Sean if he would be his friend. Honestly, it shocked me, usually he won't even speak to anyone else unless spoken to first, but Sean had not even said a word to him yet. Instead of reacting like you would expect a 13 year old to do when asked that by an 8 year old, he took it seriously and not only said yes, but he did it in a way that let Kyle know he was serious."

Terri nodded her head in understanding, and then quietly motioned Dan to look behind him.

Dan looked around, and it was his turn to have his jaw hit the floor. The 3 oldest boys had managed to squeeze into the overstuffed leather chair, Sean in the middle, Cory on his left, and JJ on his right. Kyle had climbed onto their laps, stretched out over all three, with his head laying at the juncture of Sean and Cory's shoulders. "Dang it, where is a camera when you need it?" Dan quipped.

"Look in the tape cabinet." Cory replied. "My drawer, it’s the middle one, wrapped up in a bag in the back." A look of shock crossed Cory's face as he realized what he just said. "HOLY SHIT!!! I put that in there before we went to the mall!! I had hidden it there so that … so that… SHIT… so that Mikey could take pictures of us when we got back without you knowing Sean!! I JUST REMEMBERED MORE!!! Sean, umm, I hate to ask, but..."

Sean cut Cory off. "It has been put up since that day, now I think we can finally enjoy it the way we planned. Congrats, bro - you don't… well I guess you DO know how long I have waited for you to ask me that!

Everyone was smiling except JJ, who looked totally lost. Kyle noticed it first, and was so happy for Cory that he blurted out "Something bad happened to Cory a year ago, and he can't remember stuff. It's so cool; he just remembered something while I was here!"

Terri retrieved the digital camera, and then started to go to the study to get fresh batteries for it. As she neared the door, Sean called out.

"Mom… Could you do me a HUGE favor?"

"What's that, Sean?"

"Could you NOT look at what's on the camera already, PLEASE?"

Terri looked at her son's blushing face, and decided she probably did NOT want to know what pictures were on the camera. "OK, but you need to empty it later tonight so nobody forgets and looks."

By the time she returned, the boys had settled back in, and she was able to get the picture. None of them realized it at the time, but that picture would prove to be a prophecy.

Terri and Dan sat on the love seat, and Dan began talking.

"OK, now that you guys are done fooling around, I've got a few things to update you all on. Some of you know different parts of what I'm going to say, but we all need to be on the same page here, so I'm going to cover all of it. First off, Sharon sends her regards; she came down with a migraine this morning, and decided it was best to stay home while we got everything settled. Secondly, I received a call from the Judge confirming that Cory is fully released - you have your son back for good Terri."

Terri smiled, and Sean and Cory both gave a happy "YES!!!" Sean noticed the confused look on Kyle's face.

"What's up, little buddy?"

"When did Cory get adopted? He never told me." Kyle replied.

"He has been my brother for a long time, bud. He just did not remember it."

"OK, I understand now." Kyle replied as his face relaxed.

Cory reached around with his free arm and gave Kyle a half-hug, which brought the smile back to Kyle's face.

Dan made a mental note that Kyle had smiled more since they arrived here than he had seen him smile in the last 3 months total. He hoped that what he was about to say next would make it a more permanent fixture on that cute little face.

"OK. My next announcement concerns Kyle." Dan smiled at the youngest member of the pile in the chair. "As most of you either know, or have guessed by now, Kyle was one of my other patients in the home. After it was shut down, which by the way looks to be permanent, a few case workers from Social Services were called in for emergency placements. Kyle's case worker was one of those called in. In a couple minutes, you will understand why that is important. You see, for the last few months, I have been fighting with the home over adopting Kyle; I had approvals from everywhere else but there, and Social Services could not sign off until they either had the home's approval, or could prove it was refusal with malice."

"When Social Services went to pull everyone's records, they found out there were two sets of records being kept on each patient; one that the doctors used, and another that was used for Social Services and insurance charges. The files were coded so that the right one was given to the right people, so as soon as they were balanced against the records that Social Services had, your case worker had all the information he needed to generate an approval for the adoption. The only thing we were missing was the supervisors' countersignature, but after a phone call, the Judge was assured that if we completed the process last night, he would have the required signature this morning. Sharon already knows, but on the way here I picked up the paperwork." Dan paused for effect: "As of 8am this morning, Kyle, you are no longer Kyle Hodges; you are my SON, Kyle Calvin Richardson!"

As Terri leaned over to give Dan a hug of congratulations, the chair exploded into a mass hug for Kyle. Dan gave them a couple minutes, then went over and dug out Kyle.

When he was finally able to see his new son's face, his heart melted. Kyle had the biggest grin that Dan had ever seen, and still had tears of joy running down his face. "I have one question… May I have a hug, SON?"

Kyle managed to get one word out as he threw himself around Dan's neck: "DADDY!!!!"

It took fifteen minutes before Kyle pulled back from Dan, and another ten for JJ to finish welcoming his new brother.

After everyone was settled back in, Dan continued. "I made some arrangements for a tutor, if it's OK with you Terri. Both Kyle and Cory need time to make adjustments to the sudden changes they just went through, and with Cory getting the memory flashbacks as fast as he is, it's better that he not be in a public school if a bad one hits him. I believe the best support for both boys is sitting next to them right now - their brothers, so I have made arrangements for all four boys to be tutored at the same time. I figure that way they can help each other adjust. Would it be OK for them to be home-schooled by the tutor here, Terri? That way if Cory needs to go off to recover, he will have a familiar place to go to."

"I think it’s a great idea, I was worried about Cory at school anyway." Terri replied. "Also, you are right, this would be the best place, and Cory can go to either his or Sean's room if needed."

"What about Soccer?" Sean asked.

"You will still be considered a student at the school, and your coach should have no problems with you still being there. We will finalize everything tomorrow; so it looks like you guys get an extra day this weekend."

That satisfied Cory, but just as Dan was getting ready to ask if anyone had any questions, Dan's cell phone rang.

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A HUGE thanks to Bill W. for his assistance editing the existing chapters of Memories - I will shortly be posting a Special Edition with additions and corrections suggested by Bill W. - Watch for its debut shortly!

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Chapter 8

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Hey all, this is Mike, you know, the dead guy? Hehehehe. Bet you thought I was out of this, didn't you? Actually, I thought before this chapter started I'd fill you in on some things. You see, up here we have the opportunity to have you people down there write our life experiences or those of our families for us. Well, as soon as I moved up here, I started watching over my brothers – I was watching when they found out at the mall what happened – and have been there every second since then. (It's cool not having to sleep – you ever try to keep up with 2 teenagers? – If I wasn't already dead it would kill me!) *giggle* Honestly, I love both of them very much and do whatever I can from up here to protect them.

Anyways, I was looking for someone to write this out for me, at first I wanted a guy named Comicality to do it, but he literally has a line stretching to Eternity of people waiting for him to write their stories – it's a wonder the poor guy ever gets any sleep! I was hanging with a few of the guys here (the boys were actually sleeping for a change) when Bob made a suggestion. (You might have heard of him – Robert Heinlein) He suggested checking out someone who had just joined the Shack – even though the guy had never written anything, he was destined to write a few stories. I flipped on the connection and looked at who he was talking about. (Its great up here – our internet connection speed is measured in TB/sec!!!) This guy had just posted a part of his past, and I immediately saw he was the perfect match. He went by the handle of acfan – so I started the process that allowed me to kick-start him with a dream.

Considering who acfan is in real life, I thought it was ironic that he would write this – and NO, I'm not telling who he is – you have to read more chapters to find that out! The only bad part is he couldn't write a poem even with me giving him the words – so I had to arrange for slash to do them for him – which is double irony! (And I'm STILL not telling why it's ironic or who they are!)

Anyway, I better stop rambling here – there's still more to tell – so in this chapter I'm gonna have AC tell you some things bout Dan Richardson, Cory's shrink. He figures into this more than you might think – so pay attention! I know that you want to find out what happens when Cory shows the poem to Mom – but I'm gonna make you wait! (Hehehe, I can be sooooooo cruel sometimes!)

Later –and remember, we are watching over you!
Mike

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Hey, this is Dan, I heard y'all wanted to hear a little bit more about me - I have no idea why though! You already heard about the fiasco at the home - I thought I was calling in a few favors and ended up with them owing me more! I'm kind of glad it worked out in the long run; Cory was not the only kid being damaged by that place, if it wasn't for his roommate Mark he would have lost it quick. Fortunately I have friends in the court system, so when Teri went up to see Judge Lewis he immediately assigned me to Cory's case as soon as he saw what was happening.

Now for a little about myself - I'm a happily married bi- man. I finally figured it out about 5 years ago, but I am already committed to my wife and son; and have let both of them know the truth. Sharon actually told me she suspected it shortly after we were married, but our love for each other has overcome any misgivings she had. The ironic part is that my son, JJ, has come out to me - and it appears that he is fully gay. At 12 years old we have told him there is still a possibility he might be bi, but the three of us are sticking together to help him through no matter how his genes are programmed. Oops - I was telling you about me, wasn't I? I'm 38, skinny as a rail, thin face with a nose I think is WAY too large, supposedly deep brown eyes, naturally curly brown hair, and according to everyone else I have a cute butt! At six foot tall and 150 pounds I don't see how, but anyway….

Well - we hung around Terri's place until we were sure that Cory was going to be OK after the fiasco at the home. It wasn't two minutes from the time I left the driveway that my cell phone went nuts. I looked at the caller ID and saw it was Judge Lewis. The first thought that came to mind was "Oh shit, Social Services wants Cory!" I answered it expecting the worst, but what I heard shocked me.

"Dan," Judge Lewis started, "Pick up Sharon and JJ and get your butts down to the courthouse ASAP!"

"Sharon, JJ … Why?… What's happe…?"

Judge Lewis cut me off. "You know that so-called 'angel' that you were asking me to look into you adopting? He has two of my officers hopping on one leg and two others singing soprano right now - so get your ASSES DOWN HERE before I lose any more men!" He paused for a quick breath then said: "And IGNORE the FUCKING speed limit - JUST GET HERE!"

I was in shock - I had NEVER heard him use language like that! Before I had a chance to respond, he hung up. I called home and told Sharon to wake up JJ and be ready to go, then opened up the throttle on my Camaro and proceeded to fly low. I slid into the driveway to see an obviously confused wife and equally irritated 12 year old boy standing on the porch. I waved them into the car, and started explaining to them as I flew downtown.

"It appears that Kyle is having 'issues' with some of Urbandale's finest at the courthouse. According to Judge Lewis, two officers must have got kicked in the knee, and as he put it two others are singing soprano."

At that moment I heard barely suppressed giggles coming from the back seat. "He kicked them in the nuts, huh Dad - hehehe." Said JJ.

"I'm glad to see you're listening" I replied. "Because you are probably the only person who can calm the little shit down."

"Why is he at the courthouse?" asked Sharon.

"Well," I replied, "by the time we were done at the home tonight it ended up being shut down by the State Police!"

They both fell silent, and I knew that if they didn't find out at the courthouse what happened I would be explaining it over breakfast in the morning - I guess we will miss church again tomorrow.

An explanation is in order about Kyle; I know you are wondering how this all fits together. You see, last winter his mom was killed in an auto accident when a truck hit an ice patch on I-80. His father was a total prick and had his parental rights terminated a year ago, and there was nobody left to take care of him, so he ended up at the home. Social Services called me in because he had MAJOR problems, and after I first met with him I knew that normal therapy would not work. I brought him home over the weekend to see if maybe having another kid to talk to in a neutral environment would help - and got the shock of my life. Kyle immediately hit it off with JJ - within a couple hours they were inseperatable. We started alternating weekends - one he would come to my place, next JJ would visit him at the home on Saturday and Sunday. Unfortunately, they would not allow JJ to sleep over or Kyle to come over every weekend, and I did not want to push my luck forcing them to - not with working with Cory at the same time. So a couple of months ago I asked Judge Lewis to look into the legality of us adopting Kyle - by that time JJ had convinced him that he could trust me. (Which put me on his short list of adult males he trusted - I was the only entry on the list.)

There was only one other person that Kyle would have anything to do with at the home, and that was Cory. For the last couple of months they had taken to sharing their appointment times - so it became a double appointment group session instead of two one-on-one sessions. It seemed to do both of them good - they helped support each other, and would yield to whichever had the most pressing thing to discuss.

As we pulled up to the courthouse, I saw an officer waving me into the "police only" spot in front of the door. "Damn," I thought, "he must have REALLY gone off the deep end!"

We walked in to find an officer blocking access to the courtroom, and could just hear the sound of Kyle mouthing off to someone inside. "OK, JJ - you go first." I said.

"Thanks Dad - nice to know that you still need me to deal with your problems!" he replied with a sarcastic grin.

JJ opened the door. "KYLE CALVIN HODGES! ZIP THAT LIP AND PLANT YOUR BUTT ON THE GROUND ….. NOW!!!!" he yelled.

We followed him in the door, and I swear even the termites were frozen in shock! Kyle was sitting on the floor with a look of absolute amazement on his face - he had never seen JJ reprimand him for anything, so he knew he had really screwed up. Judge Lewis was sitting there open-mouthed, since he had never seen a display like that from JJ either!

JJ walked over to Kyle - as he walked up Kyle looked down at the floor and started crying. JJ kneeled in front of him and gently put his fingers under Kyle's chin, lifting up until they were looking eye-to-eye. "Hey little buddy - sorry I yelled, but you were so wild it was the only way to get through to you. I got outta bed and hurried over here for you, you think we can sit down and let my Dad and the judge figure out what's goin on?"

Kyle nodded his head, and then after JJ stood up he jumped up and wrapped his arms around JJ. Somehow (I still haven't figured out how) JJ carried Kyle to the witness chair and sat down with Kyle cuddling up on his lap.

Judge Lewis started shaking his head in disbelief, and then waved toward Sharon and I. "Could you two please join me in my chambers - we have some urgent things to discuss. Boys, will you be OK out here by yourselves?"

Both boys nodded, so we headed into the chambers. "Dan, Sharon …" Judge Lewis started, "we have an urgent problem …."

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Chapter 7

Sean woke up with his face just inches from Cory’s face. “Ewww … Morning breath!” he thought to himself. He had to stifle a giggle as he slowly snuck out of the bed and shuffled to the bathroom to empty his bladder. As he finished he thought to himself “great – looks like he’s gonna sleep for a bit more, that will give me a chance to take care of something real quick.” He looked over at Cory sleeping on the bed in the early dawn light, and felt as if his heart would burst from love and pride – his Cory was on his way back. Sean quietly went to the study and fired up the computer, after making sure the speakers were off so nobody was disturbed.

Sean went to the closet while the computer was booting and got out his old laptop, then connected it to the hub. After both machines were running, he used the laptop to unlock the file he had hidden deep in the main computer, then mapped that file to a drive letter so he could access it. In no time he found what he was looking for, and after 15 minutes of formatting it so it looked just right, he printed it out and put it in a frame he had laid up a while back. “I really hope he likes this” he thought. “I’ve waited so long to give it to him”. With that thought a single tear ran down his cheek, he wiped it away and wrapped up the frame in some tissue paper. He then closed out the file and put the laptop away – even though the passwords required were unguessable, he did not want to take any chances of someone figuring out how he kept his most private writings and journals hidden.

He then logged into the Shack and checked out the posts, he had a hard time suppressing a laugh when he saw the latest in the war between acfan and the Duck. “I really wish I could meet acfan” he thought. “He sounds like such a cool guy!” He then posted an update to everyone on the happenings of the last 2 days; he figured it was only fair after all the support they had given him over the last year. When he heard his mom moving around – he sat up with a start. “Shit! I better hurry up and get back to the bedroom before Cory wakes up so I can get this hidden where I want it!” he thought.

He shut down the browser, and then cleaned the cache before shutting down. (Old habits die hard) He managed to sneak back into the room without waking Cory and hid the package in Cory’s underwear drawer. Sean didn’t relax until he was back in the bed with Cory, and then received a pleasant shock when as soon as he was settled in Cory rolled over in his sleep and snuggled tightly to him. The feeling of the one person he loved more than anyone else in the world so close to him relaxed Sean and he immediately drifted back to sleep.

About 10:30 Sean awakened with a start – to find Cory straddling him tickling him under the armpits! In between fits of laughter, Sean managed to get out “Cory… Unless ... you want … your … butt … pressure … washed … you … better … get … off … me … NOW!” Cory took one look at Sean, then with a huge grin jumped off of the bed and ran to the bathroom. Sean was right on his heels, and the two boys proceeded to try to fill the toilet with the contents of their bladders. As they finished, Sean commented: “We better get some clothes on – I’m gonna grab some clean stuff outta my room, I’ll meet you in yours in a few minutes.”

“Ok, bro – I’m betting Mom is wondering where we are at anyways” Cory replied. “Damn, it feels weird calling her Mom after the last year!”

Sean just smiled. “It may feel weird, but it’s almost the best thing I’ve heard in a long time – besides, for you feeling weird should be normal – since you ARE weird!”

Cory slapped Sean’s butt. “I may be weird – but only because I’ve been hanging around YOU and it’s rubbed off on me!”

They giggled and hugged, then separated to their rooms to grab some clothes.

Sean had just finished deciding what he was going to wear when he heard a sound behind him. He turned around to find Cory standing there holding the package he had wrapped earlier, still wrapped up, with a smile on his face and tears of joy running down his cheeks.

“I found this in my drawer, it says ‘To the number one person in my life from Sean’.” Said Cory.

Sean walked over to his bed, and motioned Cory to sit next to him. “Come on over bro – why don’t you open it?”

Cory sat down, then proceeded to carefully unwrap the package, making sure he was able to save the wrapping paper. Once he had the paper folded up to save, he looked at what was contained in the picture frame. ”Oh my God…” Cory reached over and pulled Sean into a bear hug, the looked back at the contents of his hands.

The background was a semi-transparent picture of both of them when they were 10 – standing in the back yard with their arms over each others shoulders, wearing matching Speedos. They both had huge grins on their faces. Superimposed over the top of the picture was a poem:

I sit here, Dream and wonder,
I look into your eyes and fade away.
You tempt me, you lure me,
Your innocence will let me dream today.
Your eyes, they look in beauty,
They send the sense of lovingness.
And they forbid me to look away.
Those eyes, they make me slowly drift away.

Today, is the day,
I’ll never turn my back and walk away.
I’ll tell you, I love you,
I’ll take my chance, in a twist of faith today.
If only, you’ll be mine,
I’ll be with you, until the end of time.

Sean Short May 12, 2002

Sean looked at Cory: “Flip it over bud, please?”

Cory got a puzzled look on his face, and then flipped it over. On the back was hand-written:

For Cory with all my love, August 2002.
I have waited for the day I could give this to you,
You will forever be a part of my heart and soul.
Sean

Cory carefully laid it off to the side, and then looked over to Sean. When he saw the worry in Sean’s eyes, he wrapped himself around him. “Thank you Sean – I will treasure that forever – I love you, it’s the best thing you have ever given me.”

After holding each other for a while, they got up to finish getting ready. “Sean?” asked Cory

“Yea. Bro?”

“Would you mind if I took this to breakfast and showed Mom? It’s so beautiful I need to show it off.”

Sean blushed. “Sure Cory – thanks for the compliment.”

The boys re-enacted the pose from the picture, and went to the kitchen with arms over each others shoulders.

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Subject: IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!


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acfan
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Date Posted: 18:38:13 12/04/02 Wed

This is to officially announce that from this point on Slash is joining me in the effort to keep Memories alive - it will be a joint effort, so things might get really interesting now!

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Subject: Now that you've got your own place, it seems sorta quiet doesn't it.


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EMoe57
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Date Posted: 18:33:52 12/04/02 Wed

I like where you are going wit it. I hope you are planning to continue posting more chapters in this story.
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