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Subject: Looks a little scary to ME...GOD, are you SURE?


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Vicky
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Date Posted: 03:11:17 05/19/06 Fri

WOW...that is where my heart is this morning...it is at the place of standing before MY FATHER and just looking up and saying WOW. Today, I have come to Exodus chapter four. When I woke up this morning I knew that this would be where I would be in the WORD today and I was excited. This chapter has a great deal of personal meaning in my heart and life because this was the chapter where the FATHER stood before me and said to my heart, "Vicky, THROW IT DOWN and trust me." That was over four years ago and since that time many of you have been walking this journey with me. This morning the FATHER again takes these familiar verses and clearly has spoken into my heart. Let's look at the first three verses. Moses answered, "What if they do not believe me or listen to me and say, 'The LORD did not appear to you'?" Then the LORD said to him, "What is that in your hand?" "A staff," he replied. The LORD said, "Throw it on the ground." Moses threw it on the ground and it became a snake, AND HE RAN FROM IT.
I wonder this morning has the FATHER ever placed before you a task that made you turn and run? Has HE called you to something that when you look at it you feel certain that it is beyond your ability, and you turn to run? That is the picture I imagine in my heart as Moses threw down that staff and it became a snake...I WOULD HAVE RUN TOO. In the time I have been in this chapter this morning the FATHER has stood before me again today and has said, "Vicky, STOP RUNNING and turn around and do what I have called you to do." In my heart I have said, "BUT FATHER, what if they don't believe me. What if they say, 'GOD has not called YOU!" And HE said to my heart, "Vicky, WHAT IS THAT IN YOUR HAND?" In other words, would you please stop making excuses and look at what I have done in the past four years. Would just step out and trust that THIS IS WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO?
Can I tell you this morning that it is scary to me? The FATHER has clearly called me to go and make myself vulnerable and to ask for an opportunity that I am so afraid of. I am afraid of being told, "Nope, your not qualified...as far as we are concerned." Or "Nope, we know your history...you won't work well in our venue." As I sit here this morning and my heart wants so much what I know the FATHER wants to do with me, but I am afraid of the people that I must go to in order for GOD to do this thing.
That is what Moses was saying to GOD here in Exodus chapter four. Perhaps, you are having this same discussion with HIM this morning. I know that I have over and over during the last several months. I have procrastinated because I am afraid. Afraid of my own lack of ability, afraid of being laughed at by those in authority over me, afraid to say that I have a dream that I believe GOD put in my heart. This morning the FATHER has clearly SPOKEN...it is funny to me right now because I asked HIM to speak this chapter into my heart in a new way today. Four years ago this chapter was about letting go of my own security and picking up the security that the FATHER was offering to me. Today, again HE has said, "VICKY, throw down your security and DO THIS THING. I know it looks like a big scary snake, but if you will pick it up BY THE TAIL...I will do what ONLY I COULD POSSIBLY DO."
Ladies, I would like to encourage you this morning to seek the face of your FATHER and ask HIM if there is something HE is calling you to that you are afraid to follow through on. Ask HIM to put HIS finger on it in your life and to lead your feet to the door that HE wants you to walk through. Ask HIM to fill your heart with courage that ONLY HE COULD GIVE YOU. Then do the thing that you fear, and watch GOD WORK.
As we continue through the book of Exodus that is what we are going to observe. GOD is going to use Moses to lead HIS people out of bondage.

Before I close for today I want to let you know that I will not be posting next week. I will be leaving in the morning with my girls for Cincinnati for a few days. I encourage you to spend time in the WORD next week...seek HIS face and ask HIM to speak to your heart in ways that only HE can. Ask HIM to open your eyes and ears to see HIM and hear HIM. Ask HIM to write HIS WORD on your heart and to weave it into your life. And whatever you are doing STAND STILL and DON'T RUN FROM THAT THING THAT GOD HAS PUT BEFORE YOU.

FATHER, fill us with the determination to follow YOU even through our own fear. I know that YOU have a plan for my life. I know that YOU have called me, and yet I am so afraid of what others will say. Will they laugh at the vision YOU have placed in my heart? FATHER, I give you my heart again today. Use my life anyway you see fit. Take this heart of mine and make it beat for YOU and YOU alone. Teach me to let go of my own fears and inhibitions and to willingly follow you even when the path seems covered with scary snakes. I love you. I thank you this morning that YOU have loved me. I thank you for YOUR WORD. Thank you that it is alive and powerful and it speaks directly into our hearts and lives where we are. Grow us in YOUR likeness. Teach us how to walk.
Thank you for the privilege of coming into YOUR AWESOME PRESENCE. In JESUS MOST HOLY NAME I pray. AMEN!

Ladies, have a great week. Know that GOD has something for you and seek HIS face.

ONLY and ALWAYS Because of JESUS-
Vicky

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