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Ashley-liv jameson
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Date Posted: 09:54:28 04/14/06 Fri
In reply to:
Myselfasiam
's message, "Friends" on 23:37:16 12/04/05 Sun
hi their, i'm 19 and have struggled all my life too, and understand, i was brought up in hong kong where the only out come from high school was getting into a good uni which is why my parents moved me too scotland. which is where i am now, i am studing sculpture at edinburgh collage of art and have worked so dam hard and now i am struggling at this very minute actually with an art essay, i am terrible at them. At school i was always so aware of other people and how much smarter they where knowing in the back of my head i will never be like that and it hurts as i wish i had the same intellegence as others my familly are great and i love them very much but like you i feel they dont really get it. plus my confidence is bad i dont have loads of good friends and the pals i do have are older and smarter and on a whole different level then me which is hard. i have a boyfriend who just found out he is dislexic but i feel its more to do with lazyness:) but i support him but he still doesnt fully understand how i feel some times.
my course is extreamly hard for me and i know art shouldnt be that hard but what people dont realise it is its full time 9 to 5 every day of the week, mondays we have cvcs which is the essay part of it and we have lectures and the tutors talk so god dam fast i feel sometimes he is talking in a whole new language. and he is so intemadating i cant go up to him and be like right what did you just say!? i feel like i am back in primary school confussed nerves and shy and i hate that, as i'm not like that i am happy, cherpy and i love life but i just hate essays.
well if i havent scared ya off then it would be great to here about you and your struggles if i have scared ya sorry. but its nice to write to some one you dont know and get it off your back! even if i am putting my essay off.thank you
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friend? i hate essays!?