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>God bless you! >My wife and i just watched your vidio and read your >testimony and were moved by how God has healed you and >has blessed you with a powerful ministry. >You are a blessing to others and a blessing to me and >my wife. >Thank you for sharing your testimony with us and with >others >The devil wants to ruin our Christian walk and ruin >our testimony.Stay strong in Gods amazing grace. > With love, > Richard > >>http://www.free2live.org.uk >> >>I was an atheist, brought up in a "haunted house" >>filled with fear. I >> >>was reared with an alcoholic mother, a very distant >>angry father, and an >> >>alcoholic grandfather. A blind grandmother and a >>neurotic great aunt >>aided in rounding out this dysfunctional family along >>with a twin sister >> >>and other siblings at least 12 years our senior. >> >>After leaving home for school, i was told my boyfriend >>(age 13) had >> >>committed suicide. This was when i began to dwell on >> >>death...what did it >> >>mean...what is it.. >> >>The rest of my schooling seemed to be a waste of >>time...because >> >>i could not think of work, only of death. Because of >>surgery, i had to leave school early. For one year i >> >>went home to live with a drunken mother i hated, with >>a fear filled >> >>household and , in the end...decided to go into >>nursing. >>i pondered.....death....but received no answers...It >>was at >> >>this time i got into the occult. and things went >>downhill from there. >> >>Inside i wanted to die...I was a black hole i could >>not get out of. >> >> >>I took an overdose of drugs stolen from the hospital >>ward, >>cut arteries in my wrists and waved goodby to the >>world I awoke in pain >>and with stitches. i was not sure if i was really >>alive. >> >>They placed me in a room about 6x4 and i stayed there >>for several years. >> >>With 36 plus drugs a day, strapped in a straight >>jacket on occasion No >> >>window, no visitors, no furniture. just a mattress on >>the floor. no >> >>clothes on me...where was I. I did not know it then i >>was in a padded >> >>cell. After 17 months they moved me for short >>periods, to have >> >>treatments. they did not work. I hated life, feared >>everything, felt >> >>alone. There was no God... >> >>The doctors advised therapy that meant outside the >>grounds in a >> >>hospital. >> >>High security wing of a psychiatric hospital In other >>words..an >>asylum. >>On one occasion i managed to escape but was captured >>and returned. the >> >>consultant told me "Liesl Stop running away,you are >>here for >> >>life, the quicker you accept this the easier for us >>and the easier for >> >>you. This is now your home for life." >>I wanted to die Another time i escaped and got ; >>into the black market drug scene. >>became an addict ..My plan was to die from all these >>drugs. >>I escaped again to die, on the way went into a hall >>Heard a man say, >>*God can do anything absolutely anything >>He can heal the sick, Heal the mentally sick and set >>the drug addict free! >>I went to leave the *God* bit made me angry,,, >>a lady at the door said *Jesus loves you! He knows >>what a mess you are in, >>he really cares, a new record was in my mind,I >>returned to the hospital. >>After many escape attempts those that succeed, and >>those that >>failed...some Christian visitors came to see me in >>hospital.. >>They laid hands on me and i was healed.... >>It was after that that i accepted jesus into my >>life... >>accepted him as Lord and Savior... >>Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever. >>These are not mere words but reality. >>http://www.free2live.org.uk

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