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Gill
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Date Posted: 23:16:54 03/25/01 Sun
Well, I couldn't quite make my mind up whether or not to post this one.
I'm definitely getting "addicted" to this Forum. Funny what Chris says about slaking thirst, because, having gone to bed really late last night (due to Forum addiction) I then awoke really early this morning, literally very thirsty (bodily) and immediately hungry to know what you guys and gals may have posted during the rest of your day, which was my night. Then came one of the "crucifixtions" I have suffered so much all my life: INDECISION.
SHOULD I get up, get a drink and switch on that whirring, wonderful little maching of mine and meet you all once again? Or no, should I really stay in bed one more hour, get some sleep, better for my body, I'm meant to be exhausted, right? Back and forth, back and forth, welcome to the core wound, my god have I had to suffer this so much all my life, no wonder I'm crazy and stressed out. Do I listen to the body; remember what Janette said about discriminating intelligence; oh no, that means making a decision based on what? Let's greenlight this here indecision process and, yes, here it is, another judge who says I should somehow miraculously know exactly which decision to make at any one moment and if I don't there's something wrong with me.... Except that now I know there's nothing wrong with me; this is an affliction of the human race. How wonderful those rare times when it's just CLEAR what I should so, or when the Queen really takes over and just moves me where I need to go. My mind would quite happily give up this impossible job it has been given.
Anyway, as you've gathered, I did get out of bed and switch on my whirring maching. It's a beautiful morning here; I greet you all out there (in here) across the Atlantic and welcome you to this new day ahead. May it be a good one for All!
Blessings,
Gill
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