| Subject: Memento Mori |
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Shadow
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Date Posted: 20:22:01 06/06/02 Thu
In reply to:
Moonbeam
's message, "/\/\00/\" on 20:00:53 06/06/02 Thu
*sighs, and turns her head slightly to look at Moonbeam.* Ok, I'll tell you. In a way, Rave had saved me, although he didn't know it. He did something for me. *takes a deep breath, hard to go on* Lets start at the begining I guess. Well, first horrible event was my mothers death. Once bitten. I don't even really remember her, so I have grown up with only my father. Later, much later I guess, I was old enough to join a herd. My father was a hermit, of a sort, and as I grew up I was explorative. I had been brought up in a....protected enviroment. The first herd was evil, and in fact my father had a tendency to be evil so I, as result, was bad. Not evil, just bad. I met another, his name was Merlin. We lived in the same herd for a long time, a very long time. We loved each other. As the herd grew and time went on the herd grew to dislike our relationship. So we left, journying back to where I lived for the first portion of my life. We found my father.......dead. Twice bitten. I couldn't stand to stay there, not where he had died. Alone. So we left and went across the land, then swam a channel 'till we reached an island, we had heard about it. Remember, me and Merlin were both still evil, my personality was much like what you saw. But we didn't know any better, thats the way we grew up and had lived. Then he died too, the only one I had ever loved,-and then ever thought I'd ever love- gone. Once burned. It had hurt me, scorched my heart. I was only just starting to smolder when I left the island, any way to get away from there. I found CM, here in Waterfall Valley. Then Rave came, cool water of a sort. My heart is still burned, but it isn't still on fire. So you see, it seems impossible to me that he could leave, die too. It is too much of a pattern. I can't stand it anymore, there's nothing left for me here. Or anywhere. *lays her head back down, softly*
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