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Date Posted: 06:40:07 11/26/03 Wed
Author: Robin
Subject: I wish....

I wish that there was less stress in my life. I wish that I didn't always feel so completely overwhelmed. I wish that I could cry. I feel that I would scream. I wish that the heaps of guilt that weigh me down could just slide off my shoulders. I wish that time would pass more quickly so that all the tests would be done and we would know how bad mom's cancer is. I wish that time would slow ;I am never in a rush to go thru another of Ricki's days ...he would have been 10...dec.3rd. I wish that I were back in Ontario where he is buried so I could take him A helium birthday balloon like usual. I wish that time could stop ...I am so afraid that this will be mom's last christmas...she is truly my best friend. I wish that this constant feeling of falling backwards would go away...I wish that I could be a better mom instead of the cranky zombie that I seem to have become. I wish that my buddy Joanne was here cuz I know that I am always safe with her. I wish that light and hope could touch my heart and lift me out of this dark place....
I am having a very bad day...

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[> Oh Robin, my heart goes out to you. (m) -- Sheila, 08:58:20 11/26/03 Wed

I wish that I could help you by taking away some of the stress. It is amazing how overwhelming life can be at times;especially when a loved one is ill & our angel's birthday is approaching. I am praying that your Mom's cancer will be treatable. I am also best friends with my Mom, so I can understand your concern & pain & worry.

My prayers will be with you as you go through this incredible hard time. Hugs~~~Sheila


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[> (((HUGS)))) Robin! I have no magic words -- lynece, 13:48:25 11/26/03 Wed

But I can listen and understand some of your pain. I'm coming up on Little Jon's 8th bday and I can't believe it's been that long. I'm also getting depressed earlier.

I hope your Mom's cancer can be treated and that you have many more years with your best friend.

Thanks so much for sharing with us.
Love, L.


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[> My prayers are with you, -- Heather, 15:08:53 11/26/03 Wed

It all seem so very dark before the light.
You and your Mother will be in my prayers.
Hang in there, it has to get better RIGHT.


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[> Robin -- Jo, 18:05:22 11/26/03 Wed

I am going to phone Jennifer and get her to get a balloon to Ricki on his birthday. Please be comforted - I know that she will arrange to get it there.

Give me the exact name of the cemetery - she isn't familiar with that area like you and I are, and I don't remember the name, but I know where it is and where Ricki is, too.

I luv you lots sweetie pie - I'll let you know when I get a hold of Jennifer tonight.

Jo


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[> [> OK, I've called Jennifer......m -- Jo, 18:37:24 11/26/03 Wed

She'll call me as soon as she has the balloon at Ricki's grave. She knows the cemetery and I told her what road to take and how far back he is on that road.

She is honoured to do this for you Robin - and she told me she'll keep you and your mother in her thoughts.

Luv you sweetie...

Jo


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