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• He was just getting out of the shower and emerged around the corner with a towel tied around his waist, another smaller one being rubbed vigorously through his dark hair. He stopped nearly dead in his tracks when he saw the little boy - he hadn't even thought about any babies besides the one they'd lost since the whole event.. and this one, to say the least, shocked him a little bit. He paused, his jaw working lightly as he looked at the child as though it were some sort of alien. (NT) -- Fallon, 18:49:55 12/10/04 Fri
• She looked up at him, picking up Greg and holding him to her chest as he nestled his dark head beneath her chin, his dark eyes on Fallon curiously. "Gabby had a doctors appointment and the twins are with my mom but she was going somewhere or other with them and needed me to watch him..." she explained quietly, her brow furrowed as she gazed to him - a little unsure of his reaction towards the child. It had been hard for her at first, even today when she saw Gabby so swollen with her baby, literally glowing with happiness....but she couldn't resist her little nephew, he was perfect and sweet and so cuddly... (NT) -- Diamond, 18:53:25 12/10/04 Fri
• He may have been cute and perfect and cuddly but he was not the little girl that Fallon had grown so attatched to, almost haunted by since she'd died. He took the towel away from his head, his lips pursed a little bit and nodded his understanding, watching the child as though it might explode at any moment, an unidentified bomb with more than enough opportunities to blow. He paused a moment longer, his dark eyes still on the baby, and then turned on his heel. "Let me get dressed." (NT) -- Fallon, 18:57:14 12/10/04 Fri
• She sighed softly, nodding as she let him go. There was nothing she could do to help him through this - he had to work through it the same way she did. They had different circumstances though, yes, she had carried the baby in her womb and bonded with it over the six months that she had it, but he had actually seen her, he had held their baby in his arms before she died. Sitting down on the couch, she let little Greg cuddle up with her while she murmured soothingly to him in Spanish, easing her hand over his back as she took in his sweet baby scent. (NT) -- Diamond, 19:04:22 12/10/04 Fri
• He busied himself in their room for quite some time before he finally got around to pulling a white cotton tshirt and a pair of faded old bluejeans out of his bureau. He felt like bumming around today - actually, he felt like shit but he would do his best to put on a good face for her, and try his best to be nice to this little tyke, he just wasn't ready to accept it, and cuddle it the way that she was doing. He almost thought to be angry at her for moving on, but this step forward was better than nothing. Putting on his best game face, he took a breath and wandered back out of their room, offering a smile. "Hey.." (NT) -- Fallon, 19:07:46 12/10/04 Fri
• It was her nephew, what was she supposed to be do? A low sigh slipped from her lips as she turned her eyes to him. "Hey..." She pursed her lips as the little boy watched Fallon with wide eyes. She silently hushed him before she shifted to stand up with him in her arms. "I am going to lay him down in the guest room." There was no way she was going into the nursery, even though the crib would be so much better for him - it was their baby girl's room and Greg would be ok in the bed in the guest room. Her eyes drifted him before her brow furrowed. "You ok?" (NT) -- Diamond, 19:11:53 12/10/04 Fri
• He rubbed a hand through his hair, obviously aggitated - he had thought he might be able to handle it, but the clenching in his heart and the nauseous feeling that overcame him suggested otherwise. His dark eyes flitted across the little boy's face and he forced another smile, his jaw clenched tightly against his unruly stomach. There was a sadness in those eyes, though, that suggested that all he could think of was his little girl, and that suggestion was accurate. "Yeah, I'm okay, don't worry." (NT) -- Fallon, 19:28:46 12/10/04 Fri
• She let out a soft breath, spending a good amount of time in the bedroom getting the baby to sleep before she came back out. Her eyes searched him out, features softening in concern as she gazed at him. Quietly, she moved to where he was sitting, cuddling up on his lap as she laid her head on his shoulder - silent. He would talk when he was ready to, they were much the same in that aspect. Her hand just shifted to draw his arm around her waist, her own eyes sliding shut. (NT) -- Diamond, 19:31:57 12/10/04 Fri
• He stared straight ahead for a good long time, putting things into prospective, filing things away in his mind, working his way through it until he could finally come up with something decent to say. "It's just hard, Diamond.. you understand, right?" He had not been aware of the difference in how this entire ordeal had affected them until he'd seen her with the baby and realized that he couldn't imagine having another child in the house in the immediate future. (NT) -- Fallon, 19:43:24 12/10/04 Fri
• She nodded quietly,pursing her lips as she nodded. "Yeah, I am sorry...I shouldn't have brought him here..." She shrugged a little, pursing her lips. That was a major difference between them - she wanted to experience it all again, to do it all right now. Initially, she hadn't wanted too, but now, seeing Gabby and even Angel with Christian, she was jealous of them. If someone happened to this next baby, she would definately have to do something drastic such as just overdose or something but it was a chance she would just have to take. (NT) -- Diamond, 19:46:44 12/10/04 Fri
• He shook his head adamantly at that and swallowed a bit, his dark eyes narrowing as they wandered off to space, not focusing on any one thing but rather a thought. "No, it's alright that you brought him here. I just didn't realize that it's that... hard.. to see you with a baby.. to have one in the house." No, he hadn't expected for it to hit him like that, and he didn't anticipate a recurrence when the baby awoke - he would slip out of the house. He definitely wanted another baby but he wasn't quite ready to start thinking about it - he was definitely thinking that they, or at least he, would have to see some kind of psychologist about this whole grieving process. (NT) -- Fallon, 19:51:41 12/10/04 Fri
• She pursed her lips gently, her brow furrowed asshe looked up at him. "It's not alright, your not comfortable with it and I should have checked with you first before I brought him over. As soon as he wakes up I'll take him to the mall or something.." She shrugged a bit, letting out a soft breath as she turned to rest her head against his shoulder. "Gabby just..was helping me a lot this morning..so I wanted to do something for her.." Her eyes slid shut once again as she cuddled closer to his strong form. (NT) -- Diamond, 19:54:21 12/10/04 Fri
• His sinewy arms surrounded her firmly, keeping her planted right there on her lap, his eyes finally refocusing and turning to her, and he nodded a little bit. "Well, I should be dealing by now.. is this your wakeup call for me?" Making him realize that he needed some kind of serious help - that it wasn't normal for him to mourn for their baby for so long. He sighed and rested his shin on the top of her head lightly, cradling her against his chest protectively. "I just don't know what to do." (NT) -- Fallon, 19:58:21 12/10/04 Fri
• "I know baby..." She let out a soft breath, her eyes turning to his. "Today was the first time I could look at Greg really, much less hold him..." She sighed softly, brushing her lips against his gently when she could reach him. "Maybe your right, you know, maybe we do need some kind of counseling or something...I don't want to get married and start out our life as, you know, a married couple wit' all this weighin' us down.." She smiled slightly, her eyes focused on the blank tv just out of habit. "Started lookin' at weddin' stuff today...." (NT) -- Diamond, 20:03:02 12/10/04 Fri
• The mention of the wedding brought him out of his funk easily and he disregarded everything she said about the counsellor and the damper on their start as a married couple and focused on the wedding planning she'd done that day. He perked considerably, one hand moving to the small of her back to rub lightly, a soft smile playing over his lips, the first touch of a genuine smile all evening. "Oh? And you're not making me and my boys wear baby blue tuxedos, right?" (NT) -- Fallon, 20:12:36 12/10/04 Fri
• She laughed softly, shaking her head. "I don't know, do you think you want a big thing or just a small, private deal? And who are your 'boy's' going to be?" She shifted to face him a little bit more before an almost girly smile crossed her usually so tough features. "I saw a really, really pretty wedding dress and there were these flowers, they were gorgeous." She cleared her throat suddenly, her brow furrowed gently. "But, I mean, if you wanted to like, elope or something, I would be perfectly fine with that also." (NT) -- Diamond, 20:23:44 12/10/04 Fri
• "Well we don't need anything too big, do we? But big enough to show off..." So he had some money, and he liked to flash it around once in a while, and this was certainly an occasion during which you could flash off your money and get away with it - plus she deserved it for putting up with all of his shit. "Baby.. as big or small as you want it.. and I want to see that dress." He raised a brow, looking down at her, the body that had sprung back so easily. (NT) -- Fallon, 20:36:45 12/10/04 Fri
• "No, I don't think we need anything to big..." She smiled lightly, letting out a soft breath - her eyes dreamy. "It's really girly, but so gorgeous..." She bit her lip, her eyes sparkling gently before she grinned, gazing up at him. "And no baby blue tux, nice and black and slick..and you'll look so damn hot." She grinned lightly, shifting to place a kiss to his lips, warm and tender. "Big or small, honey, it'll be perfect." She sighed gently, her hand trailing down his cheek softly. She didn't think that she would have gotten through this with anyone but him. (NT) -- Diamond, 20:45:36 12/10/04 Fri
• It was true - it had taken him a while to figure out that she was the woman he was meant to spend the rest of his life with, but once it had caught on, he'd run with it. "Wait.. Aren't I not supposed to see you in your wedding dress before the wedding or something like that?" He wasn't, to say the least, very well versed in the manners of weddings, but he knew what he had picked up from sappy movies and such that she'd made him watch. He pressed a kiss to her cheek lightly, grinning. "Yes, it will be perfect, no matter what." (NT) -- Fallon, 20:47:35 12/10/04 Fri
• "Yeah..something like that. Your not supposed to see me in the dress, but I can show you in the magazine, right?" She questioned softly, her eyes still dreamy and thoughtful. "Sometimes I think I would love this big elaborate christmas wedding with lights and tons of flowers and music and all the nine yards." She smiled lightly, shrugging. "Then others I think we should just run off somewhere and elope and forget about ceremony and all that." She shrugged a bit, letting out a soft breath. "I love you." She felt the need to remind him. (NT) -- Diamond, 21:03:40 12/10/04 Fri
• He loved the way that she lit up, like a child, when she spoke about the wedding and other things of associated importance and excitement. It was probably the best thing he could recall doing in his miserable life, proposing to her - and it had done wonders for her as well. He smiled, pleased that the mood had changed from it's previous nauseating state and to something much happier - he could almost forget about the sleeping child in the next room. "Love you too baby.. but I definitely want to show you off in your dress.." (NT) -- Fallon, 21:08:14 12/10/04 Fri
• She smiled gently, tipping his chin down so that she could place a full, pressured kiss to his lips, her eyes sliding shut as she let out soft breath against his mouth. Her hand gently slid down his jaw. "I can't wait to marry you." She stated, shifting so she was straddling his lap, her head ducked, her hair falling along the side of her head as she pressed her lips to his neck, kissing down then back up to his lips again, tugging gently on his lower lip with her teeth teasingly. They hadn't been intimate since she lost the baby so even this contant was....heated. (NT) -- Diamond, 21:20:20 12/10/04 Fri
• The hand that had been resting on her back easily moved to her hips, his blood boiling even with her small movement across his lap, a soft, almost tentative sigh coming across his thin lips, his other hand losing itself in her dark hair easily, his lips meeting hers with a heated intensity. "I can't wait til you have my last name.." (NT) -- Fallonm, 21:26:33 12/10/04 Fri
• She sighed deeply, a low groan escaping her lips as she tilted her head to the side so that she could accomadate his kiss more - her eyes sliding shut. Her hands gripped heavily onto his shoulders, her hips shifting on his before she drew back with a ragged breath. "I need you.." She murmured softly, her lips kissing down his neck to that sweet spot that she knew drove him crazy. Her lips tucked there, sucking heavily to leave her mark there. (NT) -- Diamond, 21:33:41 12/10/04 Fri
• His jaw tightened, as did the muscles in his abdomen as he pressed down against her and he let out a sharp breath. Didn't take much to get her riled up these days.. He applied a bit of pressure to the back of her head as she nipped him at the neck, the pain was strangely satisfying, his other hand still pressed to the small of her back, holding her to him - he found that he could get worked up just as quickly as she could, and breathed another long sigh. "I'm all yours, babygirl." (NT) -- Fallon, 21:36:29 12/10/04 Fri
• She sighed heavily, standing up and drawing him to stand up with her, guiding him to the bedroom - shutting the door behind him. Greg would sleep for a couple of hours, they had plenty of time. A hand slid up the skin of his abdomen to tug off his shirt, tossing it aside before she grinned gently. "You just showered....and your going to get all hot and messy and sticky and...sweaty..." She grinned, her hands sliding over his skin before her lips took over, sliding down his chest before she kissed all the way down to his stomache, kneeling down on the ground in front of him, her hands going to undo his pants. She was a different girl then she had been when she used to turn tricks, but she still knew all those old tricks... (NT) -- Diamond, 21:48:57 12/10/04 Fri
• He sighed shakily as she went to her knees before him, he was like an anxious high schooler, or that's how he felt anyways. It wasn't that he didn't want her, that's not why they hadn't been intimate since the loss, it was more, for him, the fear of birth control not working, or hurting her, or ruining some sort of internal thing... frankly, he was afraid, but one could only be afraid for so long before they had to face their fears, and he was more than happy to do it now. (NT) -- Fallon, 21:56:50 12/10/04 Fri
• She shifted to draw off her shirt, tossing it to the side before she worked at sliding off his jeans and boxers, allowing him to step out of them before she slid her hands down his legs slowly, her eyes up on him for a moment. There was no other man in the world she would be in this position for - on her knee's below him - looking up at him with her gaze so adoring. Her lips gently, finally, wrapping around him, pleasuring him in the most humble, loving way she could think of. (NT) -- Diamond, 22:04:04 12/10/04 Fri
• He sighed heavily this time, his breathing increasing to a more frenzied type of pace as she pleasured him, his fingers falling through her glorious, silky strands of dark hair, one corner of his lower lip tucking itself in his teeth. (NT) -- Fallon, 22:08:02 12/10/04 Fri
• She let out a ragged breath, growing more frantic as he got more into his minstrations. Her fingers wrapping around his thighs as she moved over him quickly, urging him to enjoy it as much as he physically could. She loved how he started breathing heavy, was encouraged by the way the low moans got stuck in his throat.... (NT) -- Diamond, 22:10:27 12/10/04 Fri
• He shifted, teetering uncomfortably on the edge of intense pleasure that he wanted to share with her rather than experience on his own, he reached for her, pulling her to her feet and to the bed in a fit of desperation, shedding her of whatever strips of clothing she still had on and lowering his hips to hers in a ragged movement. (NT) -- Fallon, 22:18:52 12/10/04 Fri
• She let out a soft sound as she fell to the bed, helping him get off her clothes before she pressed her hands to his chest, holding him back before she turned to the bedtable - digging through the drawer for a condom - ripping it open and getting everything set before she spread her legs for him, a sound of pleasure escaping her lips as her body arched in immediate reaction to him. "God." She stated softly, her head pressing back into the pillow as she swallowed and took in the sensations. (NT) -- Diamond, 22:22:14 12/10/04 Fri
• He reached for her hands, pulling them over her head, his palms against hers, entrapping her hands against the cotton sheets of their bed, the bed that had been so long without any lovemaking.. His lips drank her in as his body meshed with hers, travelling over her collarbone, down over her chest, back up to her neck, the tender flesh at her throat, his hips bucking against hers until they found that perfect rythm. (NT) -- Fallon, 22:29:10 12/10/04 Fri
• It didn't take long before she was lost in pleasure, just a writhing, trembling, damp mass of person so caught up in the mindless oblivioun that nothing else mattered to her. His name was cried out every so often, loving how long and dragged out it was, he was amazing, she had nearly driven him to the point of release and he was still holding back to bring her all the pleasure he could. She couldn't go on birth control yet, thanks to the pregnancy, but the condom should be sufficient and really, right now, she wasn't thinking about it at all - even though she knew he hated them and they had only used one...well, one other time. (NT) -- Diamond, 22:36:50 12/10/04 Fri
• He groaned heavily but kept himself in check, encouraging her both vocally and with the intense movements of his body, as he slowed the movement of his hips to an almost torturously slow and intense pace, his lips nipping at the lobe of her ear, her jaw, anything he could find, his fingers curled around hers. (NT) -- Fallon, 22:39:13 12/10/04 Fri
• She let out a soft cry as her body suddenly bucked up against his sharply, her eyes squeezing tightly shut as her fingers tightened on his. Her breath turned ragged and she just stiffened lightly as her body errupted in a crashing ensemble of pleasure - tears striking her eyes sharply as she gasped for breath - of course in so much amazing pleasure.... (NT) -- Diamond, 22:44:23 12/10/04 Fri
• He allowed her to ride out her peak before he turned himself in, allowing himself to succumb to the intense emotions, feelings - it had been important for him, though, to make her feel good, and get the most enjoyment out of this all - he worried the most about her and this was no different. He groaned heavily as he found his, burying his face against her neck, murmuring her name. (NT) -- Fallon, 22:51:27 12/10/04 Fri
• She ran her hands over his broad, muscle-ridden back as he he came down from his own height, her eyes showing the slight hint of the tears that had been shed, but mostly they just reflected the complete contentment she felt. They had needed that to just secure their relationship - not that they were based on sex anymore - but it was a good assurance that they both still wanted one another with such an intense velocity that couldn't be contained within ones self or eased by another. (NT) -- Diamond, 22:53:41 12/10/04 Fri
• He shifted against her, his movements finally slowing, one hand moving to tangle lightly in her hair as he pulled back to get a look at her - that flushed expression that she carried when she'd gone all the way to cloud nine and then back again, and smiled. "I love you baby.." He leaned down to press a simple, chaste kiss to her lips. (NT) -- Fallon, 22:59:02 12/10/04 Fri
• She smiled lovingly, letting out a slow breath as she stretched beneath him. "I love you too..." She gently ran her hand down his jaw before she sighed, making a face at the form of birth control they had chosen. "So yucky." She stuck out her tongue, pressing her lips to his once more. "You should go take care of that while I go check on Greg..." (NT) -- Diamond, 23:00:42 12/10/04 Fri
• In fact, he had been known for his extreme dislike for condoms - he was allergic, actually, to the latex, and he would pay for it, in a mild form later, but he wasn't ready for any children again yet. He rolled away from her, brushing a soft kiss to her lips, and went to dispose of the disgusting thing, returning to the bed, and turning back the covers for her, for some hardcore snuggling. (NT) -- Fallon, 23:04:35 12/10/04 Fri
• She checked on Greg, who was still sound asleep, then went and cleaned up a bit before she climbed back into bed with him, this time below the covers. Immediatly she snuggled up to him, her hand resting on his chest. A content smile played on her completely sated features as she nuzzled in next to him, her head tucking beneath his chin perfectly. (NT) -- Diamond, 23:10:53 12/10/04 Fri
• The thing that he adored probably the most was the way that she fit so perfectly into his arms, and against his body. He nestled her close, his dark eyes sliding shut and a contented sigh passing over his lips. "It's too bad it's not nighttime.. I'm ready for bed now.. you take a lot out of me, babydoll." (NT) -- Fallon, 04:30:35 12/11/04 Sat