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Date Posted: 04:08:39 06/15/01 Fri
Author: cindy
Subject: i've read all the previous chapters but i never had time to reply! all i can say is........wow!
In reply to: Andrea 's message, "Dance With Life -- Chapter 6" on 07:52:26 06/14/01 Thu

>
>Chapter 6 –
>
>Robin and Anna turned around just in time to see the
>car speeding towards them. Robin felt her mother’s
>strong and bare hands grab her shoulders and push her
>out of the way just in time so that Robin would be
>merely brushed by the car.
>
>Everything seemed to happen in some sort of
>slow-motion movie. Robin felt the rocky ground pound
>against her face as she was thrown out of the way.
>She didn’t have time to process the pain she intensely
>felt on her bleeding forehead, nor the deep cuts on
>her legs. The only thing that she managed to grasp
>was the shattering and screeching sound of tires, and
>then that frightening sound she wished she’d never
>heard even as it occurred. A body being dropped
>savagely on the ground. Suddenly, she couldn’t even
>remember how to breathe. Her heart literally stopped
>and she managed to turn around, grabbing her forehead
>with both hands. Her eyes frantically searched the
>night until they fell upon Anna’s motionless body.
>
>“Mom…” Robin barely let out of her throat. “Mom.” She
>repeated, louder and clearer.
>
>She used all the strength in her being to get up. In
>this endless slow-motion maze, she ran towards her
>mother. Anna was lying on the ground bleeding from
>the head and from serious wounds in her sides – among
>other things.
>
>“Mom?!?” Robin repeated in a panic as she finally
>reached Anna. “Oh my God…” those three small words
>escaped Robin’s throat like sharp knives. “Mom? Can
>you hear me?? Mom!”
>
>Robin bent down beside Anna and placed her hands on
>Anna’s shoulders to turn her around but stopped
>herself. She noticed the blood tripling down her own
>hands and she automatically jerked away as a
>frightened look came across her face.
>
>“Mom…” she said once again, trying to get a reaction
>out of Anna. “Somebody help me! I need help!” she
>shouted at the top of her lungs as her eyes filled
>with tears.
>
>“Robin!”
>
>Robin turned around at the sound of the familiar
>voice. She saw Jason running towards them as fast as
>he could.
>
>“Jason…” Robin managed to let out when he finally
>reached them.
>
>“Robin…. Are you okay?” he quickly inquired,
>concerned, as he reached to touch her face.
>
>“Don’t touch me.” She immediately told him as she
>tried to remain calm. “Help her…” she added in a
>dramatically pleading tone. “…I can’t…You have to
>stop the bleeding…” she literally begged of him as
>fear grew in her eyes.
>
>Jason rushed to Anna’s side and kneeled beside her.
>He gathered her into his arms and started doing
>everything he could to stop the bleeding.
>
>“Do you have your cell phone?” Robin hurriedly asked
>him.
>
>“In my pocket, here.” He said, out of breath as he
>held on tight to Anna’s body.
>
>Robin didn’t wait for him to hand it to her. She bent
>over his shoulder and reached down in his jacket,
>leaning against him momentarily. She grabbed the cell
>phone and quickly dialled 9-1-1, never leaving her
>mother out of her sight. Her voice was trembly and
>heart shattering as she spoke.
>
>“They’re on their way…” she informed him after she
>hung up. “How is she doing?” she breathed out as her
>heart pounded in her chest.
>
>She stayed a few feet away, unable to bring herself
>too close. Her hands were shaking as if she had no
>idea what to do with them. She stared intently as
>Jason kept trying to stop the blood.
>
>“You need to…” she started saying, feeling so helpless
>and useless at that moment.
>
>She stopped herself, unable to add anything more. She
>brought one of her hands to her face, trying to take
>deep breaths and remain as calm as possible. Her eyes
>were fixed on Anna’s face. The sirens of the
>ambulance resounded in the night when they arrived,
>but Robin didn’t even hear them. She didn’t even hear
>Jason calling her name.
>
>“What?” She absently inquired, turning to look at him.
>
>“Did you touch her?” Jason asked her again.
>
>“No. I…yes. But, I didn’t get any blood on her….I….”
>she babbled, unable to think straight.
>
>She paused, physically restraining herself from pacing
>around Jason. She kneeled beside him and looked back
>and forth between Jason and Anna.
>
>“Jason…” He heard her say in that familiar, concerned
>tone.
>
>He looked up to her with an expression that did
>absolutely nothing to reassure her.
>
>--
>
>The elevator’s doors slid open as Anna was rushed in.
>A worried Robin and a blood-covered Jason followed.
>As soon as Bobbie spotted them, she rushed towards
>Robin.
>
>“No. I’m not leaving her.” Robin said determinedly as
>Anna was wheeled into surgery.
>
>“Robin…” Bobbie started, taking Robin’s arm softly.
>
>“No.” she protested. “Let me go in there. I need to
>be with my mother….” She added.
>
>“Robin, you can’t go in there.” Bobbie said,
>soothingly and paused. “She’s in good hands.”
>
>Robin took a deep breath and finally nodded, glancing
>occasionally at the doors behind which Anna had been
>taken.
>
>“You need to be checked up too…” Jason added from
>behind, in a rusty voice, as if he hadn’t spoken in
>years.
>
>“I’m fine.” Robin said in a stronger voice than she
>actually expected. Her eyes then met his and a softer
>expression came upon her face. “She has to be okay…”
>she whispered as her eyes filled with tiny tears.
>
>“I’ll let you know as soon as I have more details. I
>promise.” Bobbie promised as Alan made her sit in a
>chair nearby, carefully.
>
>--
>
>Minutes went by so slowly; they felt like days. All
>the while, a frightening thought kept haunting Robin’s
>mind. The idea of losing her mother once again nearly
>paralysed her. She couldn’t allow herself to even
>think like that right now.
>
>Tired of waiting around for some news, Robin stormed
>out of the emergency room. She needed some air. She
>needed some space. She found herself on the roof of
>the hospital, under the pouring rain. The bandage on
>her forehead became soaking wet as Robin just stood
>there, taking a deep breath. She stared into the
>distance as the rain showered on her head. She
>couldn’t distinguish which were raindrops and which
>were tears at this point.
>
>She braced herself and lowered her head slowly. Just
>then, she felt a warm hand softly land on her
>shoulder. She turned quickly to look at the company
>she was finding herself with. Her eyes grew even more
>vulnerable as she stared at Jason. He didn’t speak a
>word at first. He simply looked at her, concerned
>maybe, or maybe simply curious. Robin couldn’t really
>depict the look in his eyes. His face seemed softer
>than usual. After a few seconds, she finally looked
>away as he stood there by her side. They both looked
>straight in front of themselves, watching the rain
>fall for a moment.
>
>“If you’re here to tell me to go back inside, you can
>save your breath.” Robin caught herself whispering
>even before she could stop herself.
>
>“I’m not.” Jason softly replied. “You’ve never needed
>anyone to tell you what to do. I know that.” He added,
>glancing at her. “But,” he said, hesitating for a few
>seconds, “it is pouring rain.” He pointed out.
>
>“I don’t really care.” She replied, softly.
>
>Jason stayed silent. This instant suddenly felt so
>familiar to both of them. Robin couldn’t help but
>find a certain comfort in Jason’s silences. It was
>like old times – at least for a little while.
>
>“I can’t lose her…” she whispered, emotionally, as she
>finally turned to face him.
>
>“You’re not.” Jason said reassuringly.
>
>“I couldn’t do anything…” she finally spoke as her
>voice broke Jason’s heart. “All of a sudden it was
>like…” she began and then stopped herself.
>
>Jason waited but Robin couldn’t bring herself to
>finish her sentence.
>
>“Like what?” he asked, gently.
>
>Robin paused and looked at him straight in the eyes.
>
>“Like you.” She said, feeling her eyes well up with
>tears. “That night you got shot in our living room…”
>she said, remembering how it felt like to be unable to
>help him. “I couldn’t help you and tonight I couldn’t
>help her.”
>
>“You helped a lot more than you imagine.” Jason told
>her in a shaky voice.
>
>They both paused for a moment and Jason felt Robin’s
>heart break beneath his eyes.
>
>“I can’t lose her…not now. I just can’t.” she
>whispered as she let the tears flow under the rain.
>“I lost her once, and my dad. And then it was
>Stone…and you…” she added tearfully. “I can’t lose
>any more…”
>
>“You never lost me.” Jason said instantly.
>
>“I did.” Robin rectified in a gentle tone.
>
>Jason paused and looked intently in her eyes. She
>looked strong but he knew she was breaking up inside.
>If it felt as bad as it did for him, he couldn’t
>imagine the pain she was in.
>
>“The only way you could have lost me was if I had
>died.” He told her in a caring voice.
>
>Robin looked at him and then smiled sadly.
>
>“The only way I lost you was because you let me.” She
>whispered as her heart broke in pieces at the sound of
>her own words.
>
>“I know…” he whispered, in a barely audible voice.
>
>“Then why are you here now?” she asked in a heart
>shattering voice.
>
>By the time she had finished her sentence, both, Robin
>and Jason were in tears. Jason didn’t answer her.
>
> Inside my skin
> There is this space...
> It twists and turns
> It bleeds and aches
>
>
>He simply moved closer, cupped her face with his hands
>and stared into her eyes. The rain was pouring down
>their heads but they didn’t seem to care. The
>emotional stare seemed to last eternally, though it
>only lasted mere seconds. Jason then leaned down and
>let his lips brush against hers, softly at first.
>
>
> Inside my heart
> There's an empty room.
> It's waiting for lightning;
> It's waiting for you
>
>
>The heartbreaking kiss quickly grew more passionate
>and Robin found herself kissing him back with all her
>heart.
>
>
> I am wanting, and...
> I am needing you
> To be here
> Inside the absence of fear
>
>
>The kiss left them both breathless and Robin finally
>pulled away slightly and rested her forehead against
>his. She closed her eyes as an invisible tear rolled
>down her cheek. Jason emotionally held on to her,
>never wanting to let her go. Robin reached her arms
>up and placed her hands over his and slowly took his
>hands off of her face. All through the gesture, her
>heart pounded in her chest. When she looked into
>Jason’s eyes, she saw the pain. She saw the love and
>she almost wish she hadn’t seen it.
>
>“I can’t…” she whispered, emotionally. “I’m sorry. I
>just…I can’t.” She added in a shaky breath. “I’m
>sorry.” She merely mouthed again as she pulled away
>from him.
>
>She looked at him one last time and walked away from
>him, back into the building, leaving him standing in
>the rain.
>
>
> Muscles and sinew
> Velvet and stone...
> This vessel is haunted
> It creaks and moans
>
>
>“I’m sorry too.” He whispered to himself as he watched
>her disappear behind the door.
>
>
> My bones call to you
> In a separate skin.
> I make myself translucent
> To let you in, boy...
>
>--
>
>Inside, Robin walked into a poorly lit room and her
>heart nearly stopped as she saw her mother lying on a
>bed, unconscious. She slowly walked towards the bed,
>in complete silence and pulled up a chair to sit by
>her side. Her eyes travelled to Anna’s bruised face
>and Robin closed her eyes in pain.
>
>
> I am wanting, and...
> I am needing you
> To be here
> Inside the absence of fear
>
>
>She slowly reached for her mom’s hand and held it
>tight with both her hands. She bent her head forward,
>breaking down in tears and kissed her mother’s
>fingers.
>
> There is the splendor of this
> Secret inside of me
> And it knows that you're no stranger,
> You're my gravity
>
>She stayed there, in the dark, holding her mother’s
>hand as the night slowly, but surely, passed them by.
>
> My hands will adore you
> Through all darkness, and they will
> Lay you out in moonlight
> And reinvent your name
>
>Jason stood outside the door, soaking wet, as he
>watched over her still.
>
>
> For I am wanting, and...
> I am needing you
> To be here...
> I need you near...
> Inside the absence of fear.
>
>Song credits: Jewel – Absence of Fear

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  • If this was what we saw on GH.... -- JasonGL, 19:36:12 06/15/01 Fri
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