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Date Posted: 23:36:39 08/01/03 Fri
Author: Kesiyah
Subject: .....

She knocked hesitantly on the door, more then a little nervous. This had been going on long enough though, and they really needed to start talking again, they had been best friends for so long. So here she was, with a peace offering of pizza, popcorn, and icecream, enough brad pitt and vin diesel to last them the rest of the night. She shifted from one foot to another, she had cried the whole entire night before, after get home from seeing Jake. She needed a friend.

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She was still dealing with her own problems, and half-expected that to be Zeke - he was the only one who really stopped by anymore. Pale blue lounging pants low on her hips and a matching hoodie unzipped over a white tank top, she pulled open the door - brows raising in quiet surprise as a hand moved absently to her stomach. "Hey... you.." (NT) -- Kali, 23:39:10 08/01/03 Fri
She smiled a little shyly. "Hey...I brought over...food." Food was always good. "And...Vin..and Brad." She held it out, offering manner. (NT) -- Kesi, 23:40:34 08/01/03 Fri
She accepted it without hesitation, pausing a moment to hug her friend spontaneously but quietly. "Food is good..." (NT) -- Kali, 23:42:47 08/01/03 Fri
"I figured it would be." She smiled, making her way in and setting it down on the table. "But Vin and Brad, they are even better." She winked teasingly, before she sighed, running a hand over her hair. "I'm sorry for everything Kali." (NT) -- Kesi, 23:43:50 08/01/03 Fri
She closed the door after her and then crossed her arms under her chest, shifting from one foot to the other. "I'm sorry too, Kesi..." (NT) -- Kali, 23:47:37 08/01/03 Fri
She sighed softly, a small smile on her face. "Truce then?" (NT) -- Kesi, 23:48:40 08/01/03 Fri
She nodded, not hesitantly but a little unsurely - she knew things would get better fast now, but for the moment she was a little unsure. "Of course... I've missed you alot..." (NT) -- Kali, 23:50:42 08/01/03 Fri
"Me too, there was just so much going on..." She sighed, shrugging. "Between you and Zeke, and me and Jake, and just everything was so up in the air.." Her arms crossed against her bare midriff, after Jake's talk about B.C. she was alittle nervous herself. (NT) -- Kesi, 23:54:17 08/01/03 Fri
She nodded a touch, taking the icecream into her little kitchen area to give herself a moment to push away the tears - she tried not to think about how much she wished her friend, or anyone really, had been with her when she was in the hospital, and when her and Zeke were fighting, and when she was so worried about Jake... (NT) -- Kali, 23:56:25 08/01/03 Fri
She had felt the same way, but she had felt betrayed. Kali had been there for Jake, without even seeming to think about how badly Kesi needed support. "So what should we watch first?" She questioned, her voice soft, she had a feeling they had a lot to work through. (NT) -- Kesi, 23:58:23 08/01/03 Fri
She lingered in the kitchen a few moments, grabbing drinks for both of them and swallowing and sighed softly before speaking. "Um, I don't really care.. Anything, Kes." (NT) -- Kali, 00:00:20 08/02/03 Sat
She bit her lip, sticking in a movie, but turning it down. "You know I've never been good at serious conversation Kali, but if you wanna talk 'bout anything, I am open to it." (NT) -- Kesi, 00:01:33 08/02/03 Sat
"I know..." She offered the glass to her friend, nestling into one of the couches - she didn't really know what to say... It almost seemed too late. (NT) -- Kali, 00:03:49 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded, taking the glass with a muttered thanks before she took her eyes to the tv. She needed someone to talk to about why she had been crying the whole night - but wasn't comfortable bringing up Jake to Kali. (NT) -- Kesi, 00:05:12 08/02/03 Sat
"Kesi... Obviously I missed you so much, and it hurt so bad, when I was going through everything with... the baby... not to have you around... But it hurt too that, with everything going on with Jake, you wouldn't talk to me about any of it..." Her voice was soft - she hadn't even told her friend herself that she'd lost the baby, she had just assumed Jake had told her. (NT) -- Kali, 00:09:38 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed, it had been a while since it all started, and they had all had to grow up in the time since. "i was jealous of you Kali, jealous that he seemed to care more about you, that you knew more about him that I did.." She probably still knew more then she did. "...that you got to see him when I didn't." She shrugged. "It was all just so hard, I was young, and thought I was in love very soon into it all, and he would just block me out sometimes." She shrugged. "Plus, i didn't want you to think I was just...stealing your friend away from you." (NT) -- Kesi, 00:12:43 08/02/03 Sat
She had figured it all out over time, but it still didn't change much. She sighed softly and nodded a little. "I'm sorry.." (NT) -- Kali, 00:15:10 08/02/03 Sat
She shrugged a little. "It's all, slowly, working itself out...." She was still hesitant to bring up her relationship with Jake. (NT) -- Kesi, 00:17:30 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded again, eyes falling to her hands in her lap - she talked about their relationship with Jake on occasion, whenever he was having trouble with something, and didn't really find it weird from his end anymore. "That's good.." (NT) -- Kali, 00:20:25 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded a little. "Yeah, Zeke said things were going better between you two kids now..." She let a smile grace her features. (NT) -- Kesi, 00:22:25 08/02/03 Sat
She brushed her fingers through her hair and nodded, glancing to the television - no one understood how much it still hurt, and she couldn't really understand why. "Yeah... Getting there.." (NT) -- Kali, 00:23:59 08/02/03 Sat
"He was looking pretty rough there for awhile too." She murmured softly, Zeke was still drinking more then he should be. (NT) -- Kesi, 00:25:51 08/02/03 Sat
"Yeah, well it's not like we were arguing over what movie to watch, Kes." Hurt lined her voice - she knew that there was stuff going on with Zeke that he wouldn't tell her, 'for her own good', and it made things harder.. (NT) -- Kali, 00:28:49 08/02/03 Sat
She fell silent at that, she was horrible at making conversation. All she wanted at the moment was Jake, out of jail, and there to hold her. She obviously couldn't get along with anyone else. Silently, her gaze went back to the tv. It was hard imagnie the carefree days of just around two years ago. (NT) -- Kesi, 00:30:18 08/02/03 Sat
She crossed her arms over her chest and slouched into the couch, tears welling in her eyes - not only was Jake no longer solely her friend, but her only other best friend didn't really need or want her anymore. She'd never accepted change well, and this was unimaginably even more difficult. (NT) -- Kali, 00:32:38 08/02/03 Sat
She did want her best friend back, but it was hard when they both had so many problems, and neither of them was compeltely ready, or comfortable enough to share, or strong enough to deal with the others problems. "It's wierd, not knowing what to say." (NT) -- Kesi, 00:34:26 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded, swallowing and brushing absently at her eyes. "I want to take it all back..." The old saying ' what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger' seemed unbelievably ridiculous right now. (NT) -- Kali, 00:37:22 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded, her eyes playing over the room slowly. "I know the feeling..there's so many things you play back over in your mind you know? Like if I had done this, or said that..maybe a lot of this stuff wouldn't ahve happened." (NT) -- Kesi, 00:39:19 08/02/03 Sat
Hugging a pillow to her chest, she sighed deeply - she'd always been the more open, and emotional, one, but even now found it hard to know what to say - afraid of burdening her friend with extra problems. "I'm just... Tired..." (NT) -- Kali, 00:42:30 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded a little. "Thats understandable, I can see how you would be.." She was too, she just wanted to be young again. "We shouldn't be this weighed down..we're only seventeen." (NT) -- Kesi, 00:43:24 08/02/03 Sat
"It's not fair... I shouldn't be crying in bed every night, and visiting my best friend in jail, and never speaking to or seeing my other best friend... What happened to these being the best years of our lives?" She shook her head - angry, and sad, and tired. (NT) -- Kali, 00:46:07 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed softly, her hands playing with a pillow in her arms. "I don't know...." She tilted her head. "Does it bother you that Jake and I are together?" (NT) -- Kesi, 00:47:28 08/02/03 Sat
"No." She stated simply but honestly - it only bothered her because they hadn't trusted her to be happy for them, and because it had stuck such a wedge between them. (NT) -- Kali, 00:48:37 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded a little, looking down, her voice soft. "i love him." She had never been one ot fall in love like the other girls did... (NT) -- Kesi, 00:49:25 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded a touch and sighed softly, eyes still on the television. "He's an incredible guy." And once again she knew something about him that her friend didn't know, but, as tempting as it was, it wasn't her news to share. (NT) -- Kali, 00:52:05 08/02/03 Sat
"If I tell you something.." She bit her lip. "Do you promise not to tell him, or get angry with me?" (NT) -- Kesi, 00:53:05 08/02/03 Sat
"I promise, and I won't..." She glanced to her friend, head tilted delicately. (NT) -- Kali, 00:53:52 08/02/03 Sat
"Sometimes...we go on these visits you know? And we have sex almost everytime..." Her brow furrowed. "I don't know why, but lately, I've been feeling like...cheap." Her brow furrowed. "i mean, it's not his fault, but he's just kinda..not even rough, just...not..gentle." She didn't know if she was making any sense. "And then, next thing you know..the guards knocking, and we're scrambling for our clothes, and i get a kiss nad sent away." She lifted her eyes. "It's like I get there, some polite conversastion, we have sex, and I leave...and it's getting so hard for some reason..." (NT) -- Kesi, 00:56:57 08/02/03 Sat
Her brows furrowed a touch as she gathered her thoughts - if she wasn't friends with Jake, she would have easily been mad at him or disappointed. "With Jake - alot of guys obviously - but him specifically, girls are his weakness, y'know? That's why he tried to avoid private visits with you for a bit at the beginning, 'cause he knew how hard it would be for him to restrain himself... I know that he cares alot - like, alot - about you, honey, and he treasures every and any moment you're with him, but it's just kinda his thing. I don't know how to explain it." It wasn't really an excuse, but she was doing her best to explain the complicated way Jake worked. (NT) -- Jake, 01:03:19 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed softly, though it was obvious the subject was still waying on her. "Yeah, I mean, I guess it's to be expected, right?" (NT) -- Kesi, 01:05:07 08/02/03 Sat
"Yeah... He's not even 21 too, remember - and I've heard it's a bad age for guys..." She watched her friend quietly, wishing she knew better what to say. "And you don't have to have sex with him every time you see him, right? You're allowed to be a little selfish... He might pout a little, but he'll get over himself eventually." (NT) -- Kali, 01:09:39 08/02/03 Sat
She shook her head lightly. "I could never say no to him." She smiled a little, shrugging her small shoulders once more. "I think I just miss being able to be with him all night, this leaving right after rough sex." She shook her head. "Not quite my style." (NT) -- Kesi, 09:51:39 08/02/03 Sat
She had never had to deal with anything like that with Zeke, but could still try to understand. "That's understandable... All this has gotta be tough on both of you.." (NT) -- Kali, 09:56:10 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded slowly, her arms brought up to her chest. "I know he doesn't mean to be like this anyways." She sighed softly. "Only how many more years to go?" She laughed humorlessly. (NT) -- Kesi, 09:59:45 08/02/03 Sat
"No, I would be surprised if he did..." She glanced to her friend again and then back to the television, smiling a little sadly. "Too long." (NT) -- Kali, 10:01:11 08/02/03 Sat
"Dylan's trial is coming up soon...I already got my papers..." She frowned a littlle, her arms tigthening around herself. "I don't even want to see him." (NT) -- Kesi, 10:03:07 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed quietly, brows furrowing. "I bet you don't....." (NT) -- KAli, 10:04:55 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed softly, before she focused back on the movie, taking a sip of her pop. There was so much sadness in both thier lives. (NT) -- Kesi, 10:07:26 08/02/03 Sat
Shifting to curl up on the couch, eyes still of the tv, but she wasn't paying much attention. Things may have been kind of weird, but it was comforting just to have her friend there. (NT) -- Kali, 10:09:22 08/02/03 Sat
She stretched out on the opposite couch, yawning slightly, but growing a little more comfortable. (NT) -- Kesi, 10:12:03 08/02/03 Sat
She absently twisted a strand of her hair around one finger, speaking absently. "I've never known Jake to be like this about a girl, if that helps, Kesi." (NT) -- Kali, 10:14:47 08/02/03 Sat
She smiled softly, watching the tv for a moment. "Thats what Jaden told me too." She ran a hand through her hair, looking back to her friend. "I guess we'll just see what happens." (NT) -- Kesi, 10:18:25 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded a touch and met the other girl's gaze for a moment. "Guess so." (NT) -- Kali, 10:19:42 08/02/03 Sat
"Where's Zeke at tonight?" She questioned, though she had a good idea already. He was begining to run with his brothers more and more lately. (NT) -- Kesi, 10:22:13 08/02/03 Sat
"I don't know..." Her voice quieted a touch - he told her alot less nowadays, and she rarely knew where he was or what he was doing when he wasn't with her. (NT) -- Kali, 10:23:36 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded a bit. "I went out with him like, a week or two ago, he got pretty trashed." (NT) -- Kesi, 10:26:23 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed softly - it was so hard, things not being right between them. "He doesn't tell me anything anymore. Like, I have enough going on that he doesn't want to worry me more or something... But he doesn't understand how much harder things are like this." (NT) -- Kali, 10:29:47 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed, shaking her head. "Does these guys understand how crazy they make us?" (NT) -- Kesi, 10:32:15 08/02/03 Sat
"I don't know... I don't think so." She frowned sadly and shook her head, hugging the pillow closer to her chest. (NT) -- Kali, 10:39:05 08/02/03 Sat
She huffed, shaking her head. "I should have met Vin, and married him." She tossed a playful smirk towards Kali. (NT) -- Kesi, 11:34:25 08/02/03 Sat
"And I'm way prettier then Brad's Jennifer." She echoed her friend's huff and glanced to her. (NT) -- Kali, 11:36:16 08/02/03 Sat
"of course, that woman has spent half her like in a tanning bed to get to be my colour." She grinned lightly, leaning back into the arm of the chair. (NT) -- Kesi, 11:49:56 08/02/03 Sat
She smirked a little, nestling deeper into the couch. "That's right." (NT) -- Kali, 11:51:10 08/02/03 Sat
She rolled her eyes slightly "So, my 'rents are fighting again." It was a pretty common occurance, her parents were passionate both in their love, and in their anger. (NT) -- Kesi, 11:52:23 08/02/03 Sat
"What about this time?" She adored her friend's parents, but them fighting was really nothing new. (NT) -- Kali, 11:53:44 08/02/03 Sat
"I honestly, am not sure. I think it was something to do with my mom drinking while my dad wasn't home, and then finishing off his mix stuff..." She rolled her eyes, glancing at the clock. "I am sure they are getting to making up by now, which means, I probablty shouldn't even bother going into the main house tonight." (NT) -- Kesi, 12:11:09 08/02/03 Sat
She laughed lightly and rolled her eyes - Kato and his alcohol... "You could just stay here tonight..." (NT) -- Kali, 12:12:31 08/02/03 Sat
"I think that may be a good idea, you know how they get." She shook her head, she'd been traumatized at a young age. "We have enough movies to last all night, but I may pass out before then." (NT) -- Kesi, 12:14:41 08/02/03 Sat
"Me too..." She smirked a touch. "We must be getting old... I can't stay up past 11 anymore, it seems." (NT) -- Kali, 12:16:44 08/02/03 Sat
She smiled lightly, nodding. "we are getting old..I'm convinced." 'She cocked a brow, "About time for us to move out of our 'rents place." (NT) -- Kesi, 12:20:21 08/02/03 Sat
She shook her head slightly - she didn't know if she would be moving out any time soon. "Yeah, I don't know if I'm ready to live on my own..." She hated being alone, and she couldn't expect Zeke to be with her all the time, and Kesi had Jake. (NT) -- Kali, 12:25:14 08/02/03 Sat
"We were supposed to be getting a place together, remember?" They'd had it all planned out, but it didn't seem like that would be working anytime soon. (NT) -- Kesi, 12:35:26 08/02/03 Sat
She smiled a touch and nodded, brushing her fingers through her hair. "Yeah... We should find a nice big place and then our guys can still hang around, and it'd be good.." (NT) -- Kali, 13:01:05 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded, smiling. "Yeah, lots of windows, and such....everyone is friends, it would work out well." (NT) -- Kesi, 13:02:40 08/02/03 Sat
"It would work." She agreed, smiling again - she didn't know if they were being realistic or not, but it was nice to pretend. (NT) -- Kali, 13:04:01 08/02/03 Sat
She didn't either. "I just know I have to get my own place before Jake gets out of jail." (NT) -- Kesi, 13:05:08 08/02/03 Sat
"Why's that?" They had a while still anyway before that, but it wasn't so bad to think ahead. (NT) -- Kalia, 13:07:28 08/02/03 Sat
"Just cuz, I wanna be able to spend all the time I want with him, without explaining it to my 'rents all the time." (NT) -- Kesi, 13:18:08 08/02/03 Sat
She nodded a touch in understanding. "Yeah, that makes sense.." (NT) -- Kali, 13:19:14 08/02/03 Sat
"You got it pretty lucky, your 'rents have no issues with Zeke." She rolled her eyes. "I swear, my dad is the biggest hypocrite in the world sometimes." (NT) -- Kesi, 13:22:10 08/02/03 Sat
"Zeke's hard to have issues with though. Jake's got a bad rep." She smirked a touch - she could just imagine all the things Kesi's dad would have to say. (NT) -- Kali, 13:23:11 08/02/03 Sat
She frowned a bit, shaking her head. "Jake's got his head on striaght, and thats what matters." (NT) -- Kesi, 13:30:51 08/02/03 Sat
"I know that, Kesi." She wasn't the one who had to be convinced. (NT) -- Kali, 13:32:10 08/02/03 Sat
Yeah, Kali knew everything about Jake,and thats what got her so upset all the time. "Yeah..." (NT) -- Kesi, 13:37:43 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed quietly and nestled back into the couch, toying absently with the edge of a pillow. (NT) -- Kali, 13:39:07 08/02/03 Sat
She yawned softly, her eyes closing for a moment. "i can't believe how tired I get." (NT) -- Kesi, 13:42:25 08/02/03 Sat
"Me too..." She smiled a touch, just absently, and tugged a blanket over herself. (NT) -- Kali, 13:43:51 08/02/03 Sat
She sighed again, swallowing as her eyes drifted shut for a moment, she was trying to get the energy to stay awake. (NT) -- Kesi, 13:50:49 08/02/03 Sat
She turned down the volume on the television a bit and stretched out, smothering a yawn. "Way past my bed time." (NT) -- Kali, 13:52:14 08/02/03 Sat
"Me too, I'm wiped." She smiled over, before she stretched out again, lettnig out a soft breath. (NT) -- Kesi, 13:58:21 08/02/03 Sat
Draping an arm over her eyes, she sighed softly. "Night 'Kes." (NT) -- Kali, 13:59:49 08/02/03 Sat
"Night Kali." She murmured softly, closing her own eyes nad pulling the throw over her. (NT) -- Kesi, 14:02:24 08/02/03 Sat
It didn't take her long to drift off to sleep - it was later then she typically stayed up nowadays, and she was always tired anyway... (NT) -- Kali, 14:03:40 08/02/03 Sat

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