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• {}Her tiny frame was covered in sweat, her dark hair clinging to her damp forehead. A contraction hit and she winced, clamping her teeth down on her lip as she cired in pain. Sh elooked ot the door, chocolate mirrors hoping ot see Joel come in. She almost cried realizing he was stil outside. She wanted him in here with her. At the moment the doctor was checking her out.{} "Miss. Matterson, you are almost fully dialated, you can begin pushing momentarily."{}She nodded, her breath harsh as she fought the pain.{} (NT) -- Bionca, Fri, Aug 15 2003, 4:33pm PDT

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• he could hear her cry from where he was sitting, but he couldn't go in there..not to comfort her..it wasn't even his child..Yeah, he knew he was being a selfish bastard, but thats what he'd always been..but hey, Cory wasn't even here..he wanted nothing to do with the kid..at least he was making some kind of effort..if thats what you could call thsi.. (NT) -- Joel, Fri, Aug 15 2003, 4:39pm PDT

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• {}"Okay Bionca I want you to start pushing."{} A nurse came over ot hold her hand and swipe her forehead with a clothe. Tears glistened in Bionca's eyes, it should be JOel in here with her....Pushing her hurt away she focused on getting her baby out. Taking a deep breath she pushed with the next contraction, whimpering as she did so, straining not to cry out more. She squeezed the nurses hand, eyes shutting as she pushed harder. As the contraction ebbed away she stopped pushing and took deep breaths to steady herself.{} "Okay, very good Bionca. Now with this next one push harder if you can. This baby is ready to come."{}Sh enodded and did as he instructed.{} (NT) -- 'Onca, Fri, Aug 15 2003, 4:43pm PDT

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• he frowned a touch, mentally kicking himself..he hadn't heard anything for a short while and was beginning to get worried, doing his best to stop himself from just barging right in there..being his stubborn self this wasnt really that hard to do, but the fact that he loved her drew him to the door, leaning his head against the wall (NT) -- Joel, Fri, Aug 15 2003, 4:49pm PDT

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• {}As she struggled a cry of emense pain escaped her throat, ending with a sob. She was panting, her delicate features marred by furrowed brows, and the pain that was clearly etched on her face.{} "The head is crowning."{}The doctor informed her, looking up.{} "Just a little bit more, come, help your child enter the world Miss. Matterson."{} She nodded, though whimpering as she did so. She could tell this baby was very big, and it was going to be a vey trying time squeezing it out through her tiny frame. Once again her cries pierced the air as she pushed with the contraction tightening her abdomen.{} (NT) -- 'Onca, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 10:45am PDT

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• he frowned as he heard her cry again, his hand balling into a fist, his mind told him to stay, but his legs were shaking and walking in the wrong direction..it seemed his heart was more powerful than the hurt and stubborness, he opened the door walking over to her, his hand grasping hers, the other hand whiping away a loose tear "Shh..it's okay, 'Onca..I'm here.." but what if she didn't want him to be there..? (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:18pm PDT

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• he frowned as he heard her cry again, his hand balling into a fist, his mind told him to stay, but his legs were shaking and walking in the wrong direction..it seemed his heart was more powerful than the hurt and stubborness, he opened the door walking over to her, his hand grasping hers, the other hand whiping away a loose tear "Shh..it's okay, 'Onca..I'm here.." but what if she didn't want him to be there..? (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:19pm PDT

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• {}She looked up at him, and through her pain and her tiredness she offered him a smile, chocolate eyes shining up at him.{} "Joel..."{}She said softly, happiness in her voice. But all was shattered as another contraction hit and her face became a mask of pain. She clamped her teeth down on her lip.{} (NT) -- 'Onca, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:22pm PDT

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• his lips touched her forehead, but he turned away..he hated seeing her like this..helplessly in pain..and he couldn't do a thing about it..He sighed, his hand going red from being squeazed so hard, but he didn't bother to let go..she needed him..he'd be there..just like he'd always said and only realised a few minutes ago.. (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:26pm PDT

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• {}The pain subsided momentarily and she let out the breath she had been holding.{} "The shoulders have passed Miss. Matterson. One more good push and you should be holding your child."{}She felt drained, adn didn;t think she oculd take anymore of this. But when the next contraction hit in mere seconds, she gribbed the rail beside her and face squinting in pain she pushed with all her might. The cry of a baby filled the air and relaxing against the bed she realized it was finished. And in moments they were handig her a blanketed infant, nestling the blue hatted baby in her arms.{} "Its a boy Miss. Matterson."{]The nurse said, smiling down at her.{} (NT) -- 'Onca, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:30pm PDT

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• he swallowed as his head turned back towards the child, smiling a touch at the big brown Bionca eyes the little boy had. He raised a brow at her, pulling back his red faced hand, rubbing feeling back into the fingertips "Watcha gonna name your kid..?" well..He wasn't going to say 'our kid' because, well..it wasn't his..simpla as that (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:36pm PDT

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• {}She had picked up on the "your kid" but didn't allow it to bother her, she needed to give Joel time. She ran a fingertip down the baby's cubby cheek, and then turned her smiled yet tired face up to Joel.{} Isaiah...."{}She looked down at the baby once more, smiling, he was so gorgeous. She placed a kiss on his forehead. he let out a little squack of protest.{} (NT) -- 'Onca, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:40pm PDT

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• he smiled a bit..he was going to be a noisy one "Hey Isaiah.." he tried to smile..it was pretty weak, but it'd do. He didn't want the extra responsibility of a kid that wasn't even his. He knew he was being hypocritical, because, Shyloh wasn't his kid either..but that little girl meant the world to him and he loved her to bits, but this kid..This was Cory's business and he should be the one here beside Bionca at this point in time.. (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:47pm PDT

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• {}She knew he was going to need feeding and so freeing herself slightly from her gown she began to feed Isaiah, he latched on to the offered nipple hungerly, little smacking noises made as he began to feed greedily. She looked up at Joel.{} "Can you call the babysitter and see if oyu can talk to Shy, just tell her that she has a new brother..."{}She'd have to call Cory sometime soon as well, or take 'Sai to see him. He deserved to see his child.{} (NT) -- 'Onca, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:54pm PDT

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• he nodded, a small smirk on his face "Yeah..but first..can I have a go..?" what..? Isaiah looked like he was having fun! (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 2:58pm PDT

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• {}She looked upat him and smacked him on the arm.{} "Don't even think about it. I am so tired and sore any thing like that is the furthest thing from my mind right now."{} She gave her own smirk with her next words.{} "Now go call Shy, Bambi."{} (NT) -- 'Onca, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 3:01pm PDT

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• he stuck his tongue out at her, mumbling something about her being the evil wench from the Wizard of Oz before pulling out his phone, dialing the number, handing the phone to Bionca after a few minutes of speaking to the little girl "She wants to talk to you, wench.." (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 3:07pm PDT

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• {}She stuck her tongue out and took the phone.{} "Hey baby."{} ++"HI mommy! I have a brother?"++ {}Yes you do, his name is Isaiah."{}There was silence on the other end, and then, ++"Thats a weird name."++ {}She laughed.{} ++"Is Joel his daddy?"++ {}This stopped her smile, she looked at Joel and then down at 'Sai.{} "Well, he can be if he wants to be...."{}The little girl was quiet for a little while.{} ++"I like Joel...can I talk to him some more?"++ "Sure thing baby.....She wants to talk to you again."{} She handed the phone back to him, and switched 'Sai to the other side.{} (NT) -- 'Onca, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 4:15pm PDT

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• he bit his lip..yeah, he could only hear one end of the conversation, but he allready knew what Shyloh was saying "Hey baby girl..excited about seeing your brother..?" (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 5:49pm PDT

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• ++"I guess....."++She went quiet.++ "Daddy....are oyu going to like the baby more then me?"++She asked worriedly.++ (NT) -- Shy, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 5:52pm PDT

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• his voice also toned down a bit, shifting uncomfortably "Nah..course not, Shy..I'll always be your number one fan.." (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 5:55pm PDT

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• ++She giggled and then went quiet again.++ "Good....don't tell mommy, but...I don;t know if I want a baby brother."++ She told him in a conspirital voice.++ {}She was watching him, and noticed him get uneasy and his quiet tones. Sh eforwned a little bit, propping "Sai up on her shoulder to burp him.{} (NT) -- Shy, Bi, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 5:59pm PDT

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• he smiled a touch, with a small sigh "Yeah...I wont tell her..don't you worry. Well, Shy I gotta go now, I promise I'll see you soon..Wanna say bye to Mummy..?" (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 7:43pm PDT

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• ++"No....Sally's puttin in a movie. Bye!"++Sh ethen hung up.++ {}She watched him turn off the phone before asking.{} "won't tell me what?"{} (NT) -- Shy/Bi, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 7:47pm PDT

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• he grinned, shrugging "Can't tell you..'s a secret.." well, an unsung secret..but thats what secrets were supposed to be, right..? Either way, he wasn't going to tell Bionca that Shyloh didn't want this 'new kid' around either.. (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 7:50pm PDT

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• {}Just then a nurse came in to take 'Sai up to the neonatal unit. She kissed his cheek before handing him over and then layed down into the bed, sighing audibly. She was tired and warn out, ad oh so sore. her eyes traveled to Joel. She held out her hand to him for him to take it.{} (NT) -- Bi, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 7:53pm PDT

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• "You trying to break more of my fingers..?" he questioned, a brow raised as he showed her is still lightly red glazed hand (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 7:56pm PDT

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• {}She winced slightly at the sight of them. She took them in her own hand and brought them to her lips.{} "I'm sorry JOel.....I had no idea I was doing that."{}She was looking at his fingers in horror, unable to believe that she had caused that tothe man she loved. She then looked up at him and coujldn't help giggling a little bit. It was slightly funny when you really thought about it.{} (NT) -- Bi, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 7:58pm PDT

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• he grinned, the hand troking her soft hair "Don't worry about it..Im just trying to regain feeling in them.." he smirked cheekily (NT) -- Joel, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 8:04pm PDT

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• {}She grinned up at him.{} "Didn't know i was that strong did oyu."{] She yawned softly, a hand coming up to cover her mouth.{} (NT) -- Bi, Sat, Aug 16 2003, 8:06pm PDT