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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Kristi [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 09:36:03 06/18/04 Fri In reply to: betsy 's message, "Re: I want to die now~~" on 09:05:55 03/13/04 Sat >>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm >>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my life, >>Help me die >I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried many >times and only ended up in hospitals. I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont really have any friends either to talk to. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: truus [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 23:32:49 08/19/04 Thu >>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm >>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >life, >>>Help me die >>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried many >>times and only ended up in hospitals. > >I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >really have any friends either to talk to.

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: rem [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:50:38 09/17/04 Fri >>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but >I'm >>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >>life, >>>>Help me die >>>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried >many >>>times and only ended up in hospitals. >> >>I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >>me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >>car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >>happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >>really have any friends either to talk to. try 3000 miles and then left with no money no car and no job

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Barb [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:30:13 10/13/04 Wed I am in a similar situation, the money is running out, my separated husband isn't helping me. I put myself through Real Estate school...now need that money, had to quit that. Can't find a decent job, my dad died last year the same day I had a major car accident because someone slipped me a mickey, ended up with a DWI, lost my summertime job I had for 9 years due to Federal Veteran Preference....yep, I understand!>>>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but >>I'm >>>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >>>life, >>>>>Help me die >>>>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried >>many >>>>times and only ended up in hospitals. >>> >>>I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >>>me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >>>car was repossesed, I really dont know what else >could >>>happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >>>really have any friends either to talk to. >try 3000 miles and then left with no money no car and >no job

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Yuri Binder [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:54:00 09/18/04 Sat >>>>>There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - you will see. Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created you and make your goul in life. Millions of people will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! Love you in Christ Jesus, Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Gar [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:34:43 09/19/04 Sun >>>>>>Jesus will not visit you. You act as if Jesus will magically appear before you and actually talk with you. Guess what, he won't. I believe in Jesus, but life is a test and the tester does not give the answers; they are for the student to find. By keeping yourself alive, you YOURSELF may learn things about life and God and what brings you happiness. Perhaps you have not reached that stage yet, but that does not mean that you should just give up. Finding yourself and finding what makes you happy means trying NEW THINGS, and you can't try new things when you're dead. And you may say that death would be a new experience, well, yes, indeed death is a new experience but it is one we are all destined for eventually so why not try to figure out what NEW THINGS ON THE WORLD OF THE LIVING MAKE YOU HAPPY FIRST afterall life is so short. I'm sure many jump off a building and halfway down say "what the hell was I thinking" just before their head hits the pavement. There's alot more to learn in life than that one final lesson. So stay alive. Find something that makes you happy. Believe in God yes, but don't think God is some instant magic cure all that will help you - only you can help you because God has given you this life to live under your own freewill to find yourself. Thus, you should live because the future may be brighter than the past; and you have the freewill to decide what you want to do. There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect >love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too >can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can >talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all >yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, >all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right >now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - >you will see. >Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created >you and make your goul in life. Millions of people >will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! >Love you in Christ Jesus, >Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Gar [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:38:40 09/19/04 Sun >>>>>>Jesus will not visit you. You act as if Jesus will magically appear before you and actually talk with you. Guess what, he won't. I believe in Jesus, but life is a test and the tester does not give the answers; they are for the student to find. By keeping yourself alive, you YOURSELF may learn things about life and God and what brings you happiness. Perhaps you have not reached that stage yet, but that does not mean that you should just give up. Finding yourself and finding what makes you happy means trying NEW THINGS, and you can't try new things when you're dead. And you may say that death would be a new experience, well, yes, indeed death is a new experience but it is one we are all destined for eventually so why not try to figure out what NEW THINGS ON THE WORLD OF THE LIVING MAKE YOU HAPPY FIRST afterall life is so short. I'm sure many jump off a building and halfway down say "what the hell was I thinking" just before their head hits the pavement. There's alot more to learn in life than that one final lesson. So stay alive. Find something that makes you happy. Believe in God yes, but don't think God is some instant magic cure all that will help you - only you can help you because God has given you this life to live under your own freewill to find yourself. Thus, you should live because the future may be brighter than the past; and you have the freewill to decide what you want to do. There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect >love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too >can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can >talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all >yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, >all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right >now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - >you will see. >Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created >you and make your goul in life. Millions of people >will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! >Love you in Christ Jesus, >Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: JUST ME [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:44:26 09/19/04 Sun >i HAVE CALLED ON HIM MANY TIME BUT HE NEVER ANSWERS OR TALKS BACK>>>>>There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect >love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too >can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can >talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all >yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, >all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right >now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - >you will see. >Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created >you and make your goul in life. Millions of people >will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! >Love you in Christ Jesus, >Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: lestat [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 21:54:07 09/22/04 Wed how fucking dare you tell this person that jesus will save them, are you mad. Jesus hasn't fucking saved anybody, he is a mythical character like all the other gods. People have a right to die even if they can't bring themselves to take their own life. Have you ever tried to kill yourself? its not that fucking easy. To all you people out there that want to die I say go for it whats the worst that awaits you? All these christian wankers say you'll go to hell right, well how does that differ from your life at the moment. We all gotta die sometime at least let it be your way nobody elses. And for all you fucks that want to hekkle this opinion suck my motherfucking dick

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Kris [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:41:16 10/21/04 Thu If I do heckle you, can I suck your dick? >how fucking dare you tell this person that jesus will >save them, are you mad. Jesus hasn't fucking saved >anybody, he is a mythical character like all the other >gods. People have a right to die even if they can't >bring themselves to take their own life. Have you ever >tried to kill yourself? its not that fucking easy. To >all you people out there that want to die I say go for >it whats the worst that awaits you? All these >christian wankers say you'll go to hell right, well >how does that differ from your life at the moment. We >all gotta die sometime at least let it be your way >nobody elses. And for all you fucks that want to >hekkle this opinion suck my motherfucking dick

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: FUCKHEAD [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:38:56 11/05/04 Fri >how fucking dare you tell this person that jesus will >save them, are you mad. Jesus hasn't fucking saved >anybody, he is a mythical character like all the other >gods. People have a right to die even if they can't >bring themselves to take their own life. Have you ever >tried to kill yourself? its not that fucking easy. To >all you people out there that want to die I say go for >it whats the worst that awaits you? All these >christian wankers say you'll go to hell right, well >how does that differ from your life at the moment. We >all gotta die sometime at least let it be your way >nobody elses. And for all you fucks that want to >hekkle this opinion suck my motherfucking dick AMEN RIGHT THE FUCK ON!

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Joe [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:57:42 11/06/04 Sat >I agree with you totally. Will someone please tell me how to end my life! I seriously want to know. I can't do this anymore. I don't want to shoot myself. I just want a clean, certain death. If someone knows a reliable way to end this suffering please, please let me know. Please, please I beg of you. how fucking dare you tell this person that jesus will >save them, are you mad. Jesus hasn't fucking saved >anybody, he is a mythical character like all the other >gods. People have a right to die even if they can't >bring themselves to take their own life. Have you ever >tried to kill yourself? its not that fucking easy. To >all you people out there that want to die I say go for >it whats the worst that awaits you? All these >christian wankers say you'll go to hell right, well >how does that differ from your life at the moment. We >all gotta die sometime at least let it be your way >nobody elses. And for all you fucks that want to >hekkle this opinion suck my motherfucking dick

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Person [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 09:19:09 10/28/04 Thu God is cool, but you seem a little to excited

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: gee [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:14:12 11/01/04 Mon wtf. fuck off. i've tried that & all that's gotten me is more pain. >>>>>>There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect >love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too >can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can >talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all >yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, >all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right >now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - >you will see. >Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created >you and make your goul in life. Millions of people >will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! >Love you in Christ Jesus, >Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Marrow [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 17:07:31 11/01/04 Mon >>>>>>There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect >love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too >can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can >talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all >yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, >all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right >now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - >you will see. >Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created >you and make your goul in life. Millions of people >will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! >Love you in Christ Jesus, >Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY Jesus is just a fairy tale. Even if he did exist he would just be anouther dead soul woundering around.

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: fuckhead [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 00:37:04 11/05/04 Fri >>>>>>There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect >love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too >can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can >talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all >yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, >all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right >now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - >you will see. >Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created >you and make your goul in life. Millions of people >will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! >Love you in Christ Jesus, >Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY YOU'RE JOKING RIGHT?

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: dawn [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:47:04 11/05/04 Fri >>>>>>>There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect >>love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too >>can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can >>talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all >>yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, >>all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right >>now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - >>you will see. >>Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created >>you and make your goul in life. Millions of people >>will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! >>Love you in Christ Jesus, >>Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY >YOU'RE JOKING RIGHT?

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: jpp [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:21:42 11/07/04 Sun >>>>>>There is a reason to stay alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >Do not kill yourselve! I know - there is a perfect >love... and HIS NAME IS JESUS. I found HIM and you too >can find HIM. He is SOOOOOO REAAAAAAAL!!!! You can >talk to HIM, you can hug Him, you can express all >yourselve to Him and He will UNDERSTAND all your pain, >all your sufferings. Just try. Close your eyes right >now and call HIM into your life. He will visit you - >you will see. >Please stay alive, find out the reason why He created >you and make your goul in life. Millions of people >will become happy as you fulfill your destiny!! >Love you in Christ Jesus, >Pastor Yuri Binder, NY, NY

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Kelli [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 05:13:43 09/07/04 Tue >>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm >>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >life, >>>Help me die >>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried many >>times and only ended up in hospitals. > >I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >really have any friends either to talk to. I feel that way everyday and i don't have anyone to talk to because no one understands they think it's stuipd but i'll talk to you if you want someone to talk to.

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Nick [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:53:37 10/26/04 Tue >>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but >I'm >>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >>life, >>>>Help me die >>>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried >many >>>times and only ended up in hospitals. >> >>I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >>me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >>car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >>happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >>really have any friends either to talk to. > >I feel that way everyday and i don't have anyone to >talk to because no one understands they think it's >stuipd but i'll talk to you if you want someone to >talk to. Use a Walther p99 40 cal, it should do the trick!

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Cath [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 04:49:00 11/06/04 Sat Do you not think that by you not dieing in the car crash meant it's not your turn

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: James V. [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:09:50 09/16/04 Thu You have a lot to live for! Don't give up! Keep smiling, James V. >>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm >>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >life, >>>Help me die >>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried many >>times and only ended up in hospitals. > >I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >really have any friends either to talk to.

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: rem [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:52:28 09/17/04 Fri >You have a lot to live for! Don't give up! > >Keep smiling, >James V. > >>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but >I'm >>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >>life, >>>>Help me die >>>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried >many >>>times and only ended up in hospitals. >> >>I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >>me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >>car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >>happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >>really have any friends either to talk to. I need a friend, now!

[> [> [> [> Subject: i want to kill my self Author: nick eagles 911 [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:38:17 10/07/04 Thu >>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to kill my self >>>but i have to much to live for. I tried to die by taken pills . >>>. I hate my life i want to take it. > >>>Help me die >>I feel like im not wanted where i am in life, I really want to die; >>but i only ended up in hospitals. > >I feel that way right now, nothing but one thing is keeping me do it my girlfriend . >, I dont have any friends either to talk to.

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Jose [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:48:11 10/08/04 Fri Its funny, but I don't feel suicidal, I think I'm already dead. I don't feel angry anymore, just the calmness of someone who is empty and tired. I have friends to talk to, but there nothing to say except that I wish I wasn't the person that I am . I wish my father could be proud of me one time and not think that I 'm some kind of demented waste of life. I wish that I wasn't such a dissapointment. I wish I still had faith, and that I could feel the presence of God,or someone . I wish that there was someone with me right now who could love me because they chose to not because of some obligation. I wish I could feel something more than the numbness that has become my new home. I wish that I didn't have my memory. That I woke up tomorrow and nothing was real. I wish I could mentally stop my heart from beating, why can't someone put me out of my misery, why do I get to live , me , a worthless empty shell, while so many good people die. How can this not be hell? how can I fear death when this is hell. When I was born, iwas very sick, at about six weeks I almost died, I always felt like maybe I was supposed to, maybe something got mixed up and I lived instead, maybe God forgot about me, maybe He doesn't know I'm still alive . I wish I didn't hate my father, I wish I could forgive him, But something tells me that we'll never be close , that whatever happened to him in his young life, whatever hardships that he went through, his bitterness has completely consumed him. I think that is what's happening to me now . I wonder if today was my last day, would I know it, could I tell

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: jim [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:45:58 10/12/04 Tue >>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm >>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >life, >>>Help me die >>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried many >>times and only ended up in hospitals. > >I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >really have any friends either to talk to. i feel the same way also, email me if you want to ok,

[> [> [> [> Subject: God.. Author: Mark [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:54:14 10/30/04 Sat Tell me about it.. Im 17..Im supposed to have a life in front of me..Ive taken prozac..it made me worse..I cut myself up..and periodicallybecome extremely depressed. Eevrything productive has something negative to it.Theres no reason to keep living..life sucks..Everyone on this earth stinks..all they do is hurt..death seems better at least for me.

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: misplacedh [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:49:49 10/30/04 Sat Married for 9 years, wife plotted to leave me and take the children 5 months ago, I got a job out of town, she had her 3rd affair while I was out, got a PFA on me because the county she lives in all you need to get one is to say you are in "fear" of the spouse, she put me in jail when I went to ask why she did it, watched me walk in shackles to the hearing, had me evicted from my house, through this I lost my job, kids cry when they see me and beg me to let them live with me, I tried to hang myself and the cord snapped, can't get a job now, car payment due again, no hope, no help, no salvation except death

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: dark angel [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:48:49 10/31/04 Sun >>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm >>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >life, >>>Help me die >>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried many >>times and only ended up in hospitals. > >I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >really have any friends either to talk to.

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Pam [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:11:35 11/01/04 Mon >>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm >>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car >>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my >life, >>>Help me die >>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried many >>times and only ended up in hospitals. > >I feel that way right now, no job, boyfriend abuses >me, bleached hair blonde and it started falling out, >car was repossesed, I really dont know what else could >happen to me. I feel so helpless and alone, I dont >really have any friends either to talk to. I know that you are hurting and I have been and am there too. Life seems so difficult and so maddening sometimes, but I have survived an abusive marriage, more than ten years on my own and a marriage that I thoght would save me, but threatens to kill me.

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~ Author: Alicia Hoffman [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:06:27 11/03/04 Wed I will talk to you. I have been there and done that myself. Life is sometimes a shit sandwitch and sometimes you are forced to take a bite. God has a purpose to your living. I don't know what it is, but there is one. I hurt so bad, I pray for death, but I'm still here. One day at a time. But, listen, we can talk to one another and cry on each others shoulder. It's easy to die, it's the living that is a pain in the ass. Send me a e-mail. Tell me about yourself. Your not alone.