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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
Avan

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Date Posted: 14:13:18 08/02/04 Mon
In reply to: FAT FAT bolunic 's message, "I want to die now~~" on 23:18:20 07/19/01 Thu

i want to die i just cant eat ne more, can stop thinking about the shit is killing me, i wish it was death an not just a feeling, i wanted to die since i was 13 or younger this shit is just getting worse and worse im 23 now so imagine 10 years of terror, i just have somenthing left in this world, an angel that i thought god sent to me, i wont argue about his existance so nway now im just feeling im losing her, she donst listen ne more? but like faithless
said not to hold ur loved one again.... i lived for her she knows is my only reason, now i just will pray and see what happendes, a miracle? prolly just death

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[> Subject: Re: PLEASE LET ME DO IT

Author:
KRISTEN
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Date Posted: 00:55:50 08/21/04 Sat

WENT TO THE PAWN SHOP TO BUY A GUN YESTERDAY, FINALLY DECIDED THE VISINE AND VODKA WAS SCARY, DECIDED THE WRIST SLITTING DID NOT WORK LAST TIME, DECIDED NOT TO EAT ALL MY DEPAKOTE AND PROZAC, DECIDED I WILL NEVER CARE ENOUGH TO CARE, MY BABIES ARE GONE AWAY ALL 3 OF THEM, I DO NOT WANT TO BREATHE, I KNOW I CAN DO THE VODKA AND THE SIMPLE INSERT INTO MOUTH AND PULL TRIGGER. IT IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO FAIL LIKE THAT.
GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD, I AM GOING TO THE PAWN SHOP, I JUST GOT PAID!!