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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
marilyn

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Date Posted: 06:53:00 09/05/04 Sun
In reply to: kevin 's message, "Re: I want to die now~~" on 13:45:14 04/20/04 Tue

ok, Kevin, you can tell me why I shouldnt die. Im interested in what you have to say. and you can go on and on. Im listening. I live in Canada, and " googled": "I want to die" because thats all I can think about. So I got you. Any ideas?

>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm
>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my
>life,
>>>Help me die
>> I hate everything about life. it's so incredibly
>>stupid. i've thought about slitting my wrists but all
>>that turned into was cutting them until they're
>>nothing but one huge wound, yet i'm still too afraid
>>to cut vertically and get it over with. why am i still
>>here? i'm just stupid i guess...
>
>NO you are not stupid... I can tell you the reason you
>are still alive but to tell you with out going on for
>ages, I will just say that there is a reason for it
>and if you want to know then email me and I will share
>it with you and anyone who really wants to know... I
>have been there and at times can semi slip back to it
>but I now know and walk above it.....all my love be
>with you all, Kevin... handshigh@optusnet.com.au

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Author:
JO
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Date Posted: 05:15:39 09/06/04 Mon

>dont kill yourself. many people love you and they will get hurt if you do something like that
>
>
>ok, Kevin, you can tell me why I shouldnt die. Im
>interested in what you have to say. and you can go on
>and on. Im listening. I live in Canada, and "
>googled": "I want to die" because thats all I can
>think about. So I got you. Any ideas?
>
>
>
>
>>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but
>I'm
>>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my
>>life,
>>>>Help me die
>>> I hate everything about life. it's so incredibly
>>>stupid. i've thought about slitting my wrists but all
>>>that turned into was cutting them until they're
>>>nothing but one huge wound, yet i'm still too afraid
>>>to cut vertically and get it over with. why am i
>still
>>>here? i'm just stupid i guess...
>>
>>NO you are not stupid... I can tell you the reason you
>>are still alive but to tell you with out going on for
>>ages, I will just say that there is a reason for it
>>and if you want to know then email me and I will share
>>it with you and anyone who really wants to know... I
>>have been there and at times can semi slip back to it
>>but I now know and walk above it.....all my love be
>>with you all, Kevin... handshigh@optusnet.com.au

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Author:
Gary
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Date Posted: 13:03:19 09/08/04 Wed

I hate when people say they care. No body cares at all. If they cared they would take the time and feel the sorrow while you were still here. People always pretend to care after you are gone but that is just a meaningless pile of shit. Parents are supposed to care for their children no matter what age. I am 18 and a pretty good kid. I'm going to college and I am running Track for the University. So I would say I have done pretty good for myself but my parents tell me that I am not welcome in their home. I just recently told them how lonely and depressed I am again. They know that I have tried to slit my wrists, I did it right in front of them with glass but it is harder than it looks or sounds. I have tried many times but never succeed. I am just saying that the people I thought cared about me the most I realize don't give a shit about me. They know I want to die but they tell I disgust them because I lied to them. Not big lies even. Little lies like about a girlfriend or drinking. Normal kid lies. Anyway the more love I need, the more I am told to fuck off and it hurts way to fucking bad to have no one care about me. I know I can't kill myself but I really wish I could die. Thank you for listening.

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Author: why wait [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 23:52:47 09/08/04 Wed i noe how u feel i feel so alone like no one cares wen they say they do every morning i go to sleep sad and wake up sad my life is one disaster after another i haf more bad stuff hapn in my life than good.

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Author: Gary G [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 03:51:55 09/18/04 Sat It is amazing how everything is always someone else's fault. How about accepting that lying is wrong and inexcusable instead of expecting everyone else to cover you in cotton wool and love you?

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Author: edwin [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 11:26:27 09/26/04 Sun >It is amazing how everything is always someone else's >fault. How about accepting that lying is wrong and >inexcusable instead of expecting everyone else to >cover you in cotton wool and love you? wool and cotton are totally materials. cotton is from a plant, wool is from a sheep. therefore, there is no such thing as "cotton wool" ty

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Author: edwin [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 11:27:32 09/26/04 Sun >>It is amazing how everything is always someone else's >>fault. How about accepting that lying is wrong and >>inexcusable instead of expecting everyone else to >>cover you in cotton wool and love you? > >wool and cotton are totally different materials. cotton is from>a plant, wool is from a sheep. therefore, there is no >such thing as "cotton wool" > >ty

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Author:
Nancy
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Date Posted: 13:05:54 09/23/04 Thu

>I hate when people say they care. No body cares at
>all. If they cared they would take the time and feel
>the sorrow while you were still here. People always
>pretend to care after you are gone but that is just a
>meaningless pile of shit. Parents are supposed to care
>for their children no matter what age. I am 18 and a
>pretty good kid. I'm going to college and I am running
>Track for the University. So I would say I have done
>pretty good for myself but my parents tell me that I
>am not welcome in their home. I just recently told
>them how lonely and depressed I am again. They know
>that I have tried to slit my wrists, I did it right in
>front of them with glass but it is harder than it
>looks or sounds. I have tried many times but never
>succeed. I am just saying that the people I thought
>cared about me the most I realize don't give a shit
>about me. They know I want to die but they tell I
>disgust them because I lied to them. Not big lies
>even. Little lies like about a girlfriend or
>drinking. Normal kid lies. Anyway the more love I
>need, the more I am told to fuck off and it hurts way
>to fucking bad to have no one care about me. I know I
>can't kill myself but I really wish I could die.
>Thank you for listening.

Hi, Gary. I want to commend you for going to college and being a disciplined athelete besides. You have so much potential, and I hope that you can be one of the few gems of this Earth that dare to shine in spite of the negativity that permeates our environment. I am sad that your parents have shut you out of their lives. It sounds like they forgot the little boy who they conceived and brought up. You slitting your wrists in front of them was a huge shock and probably incredibly horrible for them to watch; but if you did that, you probably wanted to give them a wakeup call--"notice me, damn it, I am still here. Don't you care about me? Aren't you proud of the person I am? Don't my successes mean anything to you?" And so on. Gary, we have to love ourselves as best we can in spite of the pain. The best revenge in the world is to live a happy life. You have power within yourself to be strong. Don't let others take that power away from you. (((hug)))

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Author:
marsha
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Date Posted: 00:42:36 10/08/04 Fri

I know how all of you feel, its hard living with depression and feeling like there is nothing better out there and the only other option is the end of all suffering which is death. I know that feelings we all have when we are like this is dispair, some dont have any feeling at all and thats why they want to end it, I have been through all this as well, there is a light at the end of this tunnel, we cant do anything but look up from here because it cant get any lower right,just reach out to someone and keep reaching until someone grabs your hand, youve come thus far and have reached out by typing your message right, well im reaching back, grab my hand and let me help you. email me mshaw3893@yahoo.com, i will do what i can to help you. im a great listener if thats all you need.
You are a great person Gary, Dont give up, we are here for you.
marsha