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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

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Lanceter

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Date Posted: 13:25:15 10/05/04 Tue
In reply to: betsy 's message, "Re: I want to die now~~" on 09:05:55 03/13/04 Sat

Well to introduce myself my names lance, 16 and im a guy...well anyways...I'm just so sick of all this bullshit goin on, and nothing seems to be getting better. When it does, it gets two times worse. I try to be happy but I fall apart and end up fucking cutting myself..I just wish things would get better! I don't want a miserable and dying family, I don't want to feel so misplaced from everyone, I want to get my grades up, And I'm sick of being so damn lonely. And yesterday I found out my brother might have a fucking brain tumor..What's next? My cat gets sick and dies? Like I would try to think positive but everytime I do I just get smacked in the face by fate and I hate it! I just want to be happy for once in my life. Even as a kid I wasnt happy. I was raped,almost killed by accident, everyone wanted to stay away from me, I was bullied, I moved around so much and lost whatever true friends I have. Now things just seem to keep goin downwards and I don't know what to do. I can't tell my mom, cause she would break down and her hearts too fragile, nor any of my family cause they'll tell her. And I can't die cause I don't want my family to be hurt, but I want to give up and call it quits now but jeez I just can't take this anymore! I wanna fucking break down and cry I hate my life soooo much, god, being a teen sucks ass...

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marsh
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Date Posted: 00:34:32 10/08/04 Fri

I know how all of you feel, its hard living with depression and feeling like there is nothing better out there and the only other option is the end of all suffering which is death. I know that feelings we all have when we are like this is dispair, some dont have any feeling at all and thats why they want to end it, I have been through all this as well, there is a light at the end of this tunnel, we cant do anything but look up from here because it cant get any lower right,just reach out to someone and keep reaching until someone grabs your hand, youve come thus far and have reached out by typing your message right, well im reaching back, grab my hand and let me help you. email me mshaw3893@yahoo.com, i will do what i can to help you. im a great listener if thats all you need.

marsha