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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
marsh

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Date Posted: 00:34:32 10/08/04 Fri
In reply to: betsy 's message, "Re: I want to die now~~" on 09:05:55 03/13/04 Sat

I know how all of you feel, its hard living with depression and feeling like there is nothing better out there and the only other option is the end of all suffering which is death. I know that feelings we all have when we are like this is dispair, some dont have any feeling at all and thats why they want to end it, I have been through all this as well, there is a light at the end of this tunnel, we cant do anything but look up from here because it cant get any lower right,just reach out to someone and keep reaching until someone grabs your hand, youve come thus far and have reached out by typing your message right, well im reaching back, grab my hand and let me help you. email me mshaw3893@yahoo.com, i will do what i can to help you. im a great listener if thats all you need.

marsha

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Author:
Alison
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Date Posted: 12:25:01 10/09/04 Sat

>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm
>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my life,
>>Help me die
>I feel like you, I really want to die; I've tried many
>times and only ended up in hospitals.

I know exactly how you all feel. I've been depressed since I was very young. I actually remember contemplating suicide when I was 8 and many more times up until now. I was sexually abused as a child, raised by cold parents who hardly talked to me, nevermind encouraged me or loved me, i was beat up at home... Despite the emotional and physical abuse at home, I was physically and emotionally abused at school too because we didn't have money. I've been poor all my life. Now I'm 20 and I can't take it anymore. I feel so alone. I've never had a boyfriend because I don't know how to love anything since I've never been loved, I feel ugly all the time and I'm going bald. It's even better when your own parents call you ugly all the time. I felt depressed for so long, that now I feel nothing. I feel dead inside. I hate waking up in the mornings. I sorta believe in God and that's probably the reason I'm still alive today. But i always wonder what I did to deserve any of this. To sum things up, I'm a pretty bad case. I really want to kill myself.

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Author:
John
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Date Posted: 13:45:35 10/10/04 Sun

Hello,
I know that you guys are going through a rough time right now. I want you to know that there are reasons to live. I have been through rought times myself. I disagree that no one cares. The first thing you have to do is start caring for other people. If you do that then we can change this irrational belief that no one cares. You must start putting others before yourself. Poeple are selfish. Most were raised that way...and even if you werent it is human nature to take care of yourself first and screw everyone else. If any of you need a real live person that cares...send me an email... I will be happy to give a phone number you can call me at. Any time day or night. I will listen. I wont judge. I have done many things I am not proud of. People are not perfect. I am not one of those religious advertisers....just someone like yourself that wont promise anything...but I will try to help if I can. I am just another pserson that cares. Please be safe. John