"I'm sorry Siah..." The words escaped in a rush but her voice was nearly a whisper - she couldn't helping feeling guilty, like so much of this was her fault, and he had never signed up for a babysitting job when they got together. "I just... Don't always know what to do, or what you want me to do... And I hate feeling like I should, and like I'm such a kid for not..." She had gone over this explanatory apology so many times over the last sixteen hours or so - but it still came out disjointed, yet clear. "And then I see how you look at those other girls, and all I want is for you to look at <i>me</i> like that... I'm sorry..." She murmured the final 'sorry' even softer, to avoid the break in her voice - she didn't want to reinforce her immaturity by crying even more. -- .:. The Davenston's Home .:.

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Date Posted: 20:00:24 10/19/04 Tue
Author: Lilah
Subject: "I'm sorry Siah..." The words escaped in a rush but her voice was nearly a whisper - she couldn't helping feeling guilty, like so much of this was her fault, and he had never signed up for a babysitting job when they got together. "I just... Don't always know what to do, or what you want me to do... And I hate feeling like I should, and like I'm such a kid for not..." She had gone over this explanatory apology so many times over the last sixteen hours or so - but it still came out disjointed, yet clear. "And then I see how you look at those other girls, and all I want is for you to look at me like that... I'm sorry..." She murmured the final 'sorry' even softer, to avoid the break in her voice - she didn't want to reinforce her immaturity by crying even more.
In reply to: Josiah 's message, "Let a dog roam and he'll find his way home " on 19:37:10 10/19/04 Tue

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He let out a ragged breath, running his hand down his face, the expression in his eyes turning to pure agony. "No...No. Stop it Lilah." He stated roughly, his voice thick with emotion that was clogged there - so unlike him. "Don't apolagize, this isn't your fault. I'm the ass here." He let out a ragged breath, biting his lip heavily. (NT) -- Josiah, 20:03:17 10/19/04 Tue