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Subject: 由一位 基督徒 變成一位 尋真者


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Date Posted: 18:59:41 08/10/04 Tue

A piece of very good and honest sharing posted in 《談天說道》論壇:

我看完聖經,我沒有什麼感受,反而會有好多問題出現,覺得有很多不合理的地方。我看過一些靈修書,看完不覺得有什么得著,反而又是有很多問題出現,有些更是負面的感覺。我真的不明白為什麼你們會沒有問題?我看過別人的見証,我不覺得有什麼感動的地方,反而我會覺得都只不過是心理作用的東西。我之前看過「價值觀重整」一書,我覺得很有問題,而且很懷疑,所以我才post「基督徒的價值觀在這個社會能否生存?」一文。我連天主教的「正視人生的信仰」一書我也看過,但我不感再看下去,因為越看就越多問題。我發覺我「越尋,就越尋不見,叩門,就不開門」。

這的確是我的感受,這些感受都是負面的,試問我又怎能說出造就人的說話來?如果我不能說出造就人的說話,我就會被人排斥,被人說我是魔鬼,但你有沒有想過我心內的感受?你是要我閉口不題嗎?還是要我掩著良心強行去說一些正面的說話?這算是誠實的話嗎?耶穌又教我們:「是的就說是,不是的就說不是」我有心尋真道,你卻要我強行閉口不題,究竟你是神還是耶穌是神?

耶穌教人愛世人,但自稱基督門徒的人卻不一定愛世人,我有點被排斥的感覺。是否我這個久病不愈的人,就沒有資格去尋道?沒有資格去認識神?說來,我又開始明白,為什麼我越尋就越尋不見?就是因為我找錯門路,找上了一些「叩門,就不開門」的教會、會友、基督徒、留言版。

親愛的天父,我開始累了,為什麼這世上總是有這樣的基督徒?為什麼我總是尋不見你?你容許你的門徒在我面前阻住我的去路,我相信是有你的原因。是要叫我清楚知道你的門徒的模樣嗎?還是要我學習懂得分別哪些才是你的門徒呢?天父啊,你要使我徘徊在門外要到幾時呢?你何時才肯讓我進入你懷中呢?天父啊,如果我被阻難不能尋見你,求你來進入我心內吧!阿們!

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我是由一位 基督徒 變成一位 尋真者

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Another piece of sharing.Liberal17:26:45 08/11/04 Wed


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