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Subject: me too...

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Suz

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Date Posted: 16:54:11 01/03/05 Mon
In reply to: KB 's message, "Aftermath of Fullness" on 07:32:24 01/02/05 Sun

Feeling full. A fantastic weekend. The tip-top of a peak. And then a slight further lift off and another peak and then another. Love lives on each mountain top and lays softly in each valley. Soft and tender. Full of love. Full of happiness. Just full.

Feeling stiff too. A new year, a continued Saturn return. I too am 30. Beginning a new life, leaving an old one behind. Wondering when the metamorphosis will be completed. Exhausted soul underneath the sloughing skin.

Walk through stiffness you say? Leave your door open instead of closed? Hydrate instead of remaining parched?

You have stepped into my world for a few moments. I too live there in my parched room, waiting to receive what is looming beyond the next bend. Closing out the frustration and the feeling beyond the closed door. Only realizing as I read that what is created is what I live in.

Open the door and hydrate you say...but then they would see me....maybe they would see me....and maybe I would see them too. I will try it....

Walk through frustration...ok, i will try that too. One step at a time. One tiny step at a time....Just a little movement in this life of mine. I am used to leaps and bounds--of course minus the feeling attached to the leaping.

I am going to take it skow this time and feel every single bit if the inching forward. Every single peak, every single valley, every single piece of the old life as it fades into the distance....every single squeeze of the solar plexus as I wait for what is around the next turn...every single new adventure that presents itself.

Cheers to a new year. To inching along in this life. To the paradigm of loving and being loved. To keeping doors open in our rooms and in our hearts.

I love you all.

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Subject	Author	Date
yes	Kristen	23:24:33 01/03/05 Mon
2005 -- Suz, 14:07:49 01/04/05 Tue girlie time -- Kristen, 16:27:22 01/05/05 Wed