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Subject: ahhhh

Author:
Raquel

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Date Posted: 13:11:31 01/13/05 Thu
In reply to: DJ 's message, "Reflections on the moments." on 19:54:18 01/12/05 Wed

Just a sweet reminder of how very good - doing can be - for both the doer and doee. Yum, feeling it - as a possibility - feels good and is invitingly tempting...

Will someone just do me already!

And yes, it is a temptation - and a bitter-sweet reminder of how much I miss being done by a trained man in the art-form of doing.

But, the trade off I am experiencing is equally as compelling if not more so - as relating intimately within my relationship is expanding me more that you can know. I am reaching my limits - touching and scratching my edges - confronting my fears - challenging my insecurities - opening my heart - and staying within the moments of discomfort - uncertainty and closeness.

It has been a impactful ride - that I have wanted to get off of - and back on again - and I love how much I am learning - mostly about who I am. Which is one scared little pussy cat. Except - this kitty's not hiding - she's learning to trust.

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i will....	suz	13:12:41 01/13/05 Thu