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Subject: In the beginning

Author:
allyson

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Date Posted: 17:22:03 02/16/05 Wed
In reply to: dave 's message, "I want to share some honesty" on 23:18:36 02/12/05 Sat

Dave,

I really love your curiosity and honesty and inquiries because you give people opportunities to share their experiences.

I didn't feel anything at the beginning either. You are definately not alone! For me it has been a journey to trust my instincts and intuition. Something was telling me it was all real, although I couldn't feel it or talk about it. I had to know if my gut was right. It has been 8 years of will and tenacity to find out that there was something there all along. The sensation was really there. The longer I stayed on the journey the more I thought I'd go crazy. If I've come this far and it's not real, then I must have been an idiot for thinking anything was there in the first place! What was I thinking all those years? The longer I stayed in, the higher the stakes got. I kept going until it really did become real. I guess someone could say, "well, then, you must have made it real."

If I have the capability to make something real, then, shit, that's pretty cool!

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