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Date Posted: 08:48:25 12/22/06 Fri
Author: Richard
Author Host/IP: 145.detroit-12rh16rt.mi.dial-access.att.net / 12.75.43.145
Subject: Tired... so dismayed...

I think that I am loosing my mind. The other day I put a bank deposit envelope in the outgoing mail slot of the mailbox stand of our condo complex. All kinds of speed thinking went on with that. As with… being it is in the box… rules, I’ll have to go in, fill out forms, months of bureaucratic scrutiny… and so on. I left a note… the kind postal person put it in my mail slot. This wouldn’t be a big deal only I have been doing stupid things right and left everyday. I am always adjusting, recouping… I feel the stress, tons of stress, constant bad headaches, neck-aches, body-ache period. Stress from owning my so neat luxurious condo… undeserving, good things don’t happen to me, others have worked hard to get their homes… so much to do to fix up the place right… etc. The my costly son… who I bumped into his poor social skills lately… he <u>is</u> growing which keeps me helping him… but he has so much growth to do… so much to unlearn and make room for new learning… his monster person mom… gave him the mind-set of always getting something for nothing, always on the take, poor communication skills like too often not letting someone finish saying what they going to say… always assuming what they’re going to say and responding to the make believe and not the person’s intent… cost him (me) about a hundred bucks this last time at the repair shop. His mind is so focused on defense and on the take mind set; he often cannot hear what is said even. Medical appointments… my short bowel syndrome takes up so much time adhering to its demands… no time for all these appointments… gotta go anyway… dehydration effects & malnutrition compounding aging body; aging body compounding dehydration effects & malnutrition… Then of course, there is the brain chemical deficiency caused chronic depression and anxiety… and Dictator’s Bush and his administration henchmen’s Medicare Prescription Drug Program that mainly is a windfall welfare benefit for the pharmaceutical manufactures and insurance companies and badly screws the beneficiaries… I only have coverage for the first $2,000 and nothing thereafter until I reach $5,000 in costs, which of course when in the ‘gap’ cannot afford to buy the drugs to advance anywhere near that amount. Stuck with make do drugs or nothing.

My car insurance went up $70 per 6 months because I moved into a less densely populated area.

So tired!

Shit,
RICHARD

Thanks for reading this long grumble.

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