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Date Posted: 09:57:11 10/02/06 Mon
Author: Mikki
Author Host/IP: 24-180-81-45.dhcp.bycy.mi.charter.com / 24.180.81.45
Subject: Dave
In reply to: Dave 's message, "Re: Goodbye for now" on 10:39:41 09/27/06 Wed

I'm sorry you feel that way about what I said. You said that you had found your companion reading all your posts on ths board. I am not an idiot to think that she has been reading mine as well. You know how she feels about me, how jealous she is about me, and I don't want her reading anything I have to say. I have poured my heart out here about what I am going through, and I don't feel comfortable having her reading my posts.

I am not doing "an end run" around my responsibility in what is going on with my life. I have taken all the responsibility for what has happened with you, my husband, my daughter, and my former therapist. Yes, my life has been chaos as of late, and being in partial has helped me get over you, and deal with everything else going on in my life. Drama? Well maybe, because my life is like Peyton place right now.

Nor am I trying to run you off the board. I offered to leave and after this post I will be gone. If you have figured out a way to block her out of this board than that is wonderful. It doesn't mean that I feel safe here. I was expressing how I felt about it,, and I am sorry you took it so hard. All I want for you is to be happy, and I think if I back out of this situation, you may just do that. I can't have Karen reading my posts under any circumstances, nor can I have her call here under "private number" on my home phone. I can't deal with it, I won't deal with it, and it is time for me to move on. I will always remember the good things we had. You were a true friend to me,and I will miss you terribly. But you made a choice to be with her instead of me, and I accept that now. I just can't be here to read about it, nor have her read about me. Like I said before.......I can't deal with it now. I am too sick to deal with anything right now. No drama, it's the way it is. I'm sorry if you took it so hard. You are needed on this board, I am not. So that is all I have to say about this. Everyone is invited to keep in touch via email, if not, I wish you all the best. Keep fighting the fight...

Love, Mikki

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