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Date Posted: 01:13:19 10/31/06 Tue
Author: Gemini
Author Host/IP: NoHost / 75.117.54.158
Subject: God help me.

My friend, I told you about, died, Sunday. I found out today. He was in a car wreck, only 26 years of age.

I miss him so much. He'd used to email me, every so often, just to check up on me......he'd say....."Hey Sunshine!" Though I was hardly very sunny! I've been crying off and on all day. It's been so hard.

We were internet freindns. I felt, like....'why couldn't it, have been me?' You know? He had his whole life ahead of him and I'm old, and stupid. It shoudl have been me, instead of him.

The why of it? I dedicated a rpg we used to write in, together, to him. Left him my note and a small memorial on my xanga site to him. I feel so lost and an emotional wreck.

I spent the day, at the hospital and doctor with my daughter. Her foot's not broken but she's been in pain--so they gave her a strong medication and she's been on crutches, and stuff, you know? No school. How could she lug around her huge book back and stuff? You know?

I'm just feeling lost, and I miss my friend. No words can describe how lonely I feel inside right now. I have my family of course, but my friend encouraged me to write and when I was down on myself, he'd always find a way to perk me up? You know? Finding friends like that is, hard.

God, help me.

Gem

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