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• She was just happy to be in her own home, in normal clothes, all nice and showered and away from the noise of the monitors that had previously been hooked up to her. She smiled softly, her hand snaking up to gently bring down his head so she could kiss his lips briefly, her lips lingering there for a long moment before she drew back. He was being so great through this all and he had been going through everything too. "The couch is good sweetheart." (NT) -- Lexi, 07:31:03 08/15/04 Sun

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• His fingers twisted gently into her hair as he returned the kiss for a long, soft moment before smiling slightly and nodding, then helping her quietly over there. He was doing everything that he could for her, but it still didn't feel like enough. Between the sheer emotional strain of the past little while, and the fact that he had cut back drastically on his usage, he was feeling pretty run down - completely exhausted, and a little bleak even though a part of him knew that he should be more optimistic and just happy she was okay. (NT) -- Colin, 07:36:58 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Will you sit with me?" She questioned softly, her brow furrowed as she gazed at him. She'd been feeling the negativeness of his attitude but she looked past it - she knew it was hard on him and desperately wished she knew how to make him feel better. Her gaze drifted down, smiling at the kitten was so happy to have her owner home. (NT) -- Lexi, 07:44:48 08/15/04 Sun

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• "'Course baby..." He settled down beside her and tugged her gently into his arms, lips brushing her jaw and then down her neck briefly. Exhaling softly, his eyes played over her features before he broke another brief smile. "I'm so glad you're out of there..." (NT) -- Colin, 07:52:45 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Me too." She smiled easily in return to him - her gaze adoring as she looked up to meet his eyes. "I was getting sick of not being able to be properly held." She sighed softly, her fingers finding his slowly. "I heard you telling me to wake up." She looked up, her eyes meeting his. "I wanted to go to sleep but you kept telling me to wake up...like always." She smiled softly - she had stayed away for him. (NT) -- Lexi, 08:06:30 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Yeah, I was getting sick of it too.." He agreed softly before squeezing her gently and then nuzzling her neck, free fingers twisted tenderly in her hair. "I was so scared, Bai... I thought you were leaving me.." Tears were not an everyday occurance for him - but he had cried plenty that first day.. (NT) -- Colin, 08:10:37 08/15/04 Sun

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• She shook her head lighty, her hand lifting to gently run down his cheek. "I couldn't leave you yet, I just got you to say you liked me...." She smiled softly, pressing a kiss to his throat gently. "I adore you." (NT) -- Lexi, 08:14:49 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Don't leave me ever." His arm pulled her carefully closer as he sighed softly - she hadn't said anything about about his saying 'the words' and he was wondering if she even remembered, but he was too apprehensive to ask. "I'm really sorry, Bailey, about all this... You never would have been hurt if not for me..." (NT) -- Colin, 08:18:33 08/15/04 Sun

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• She didn't want to put to much on him at once - she knew he was the type of guy who those words weren't to be taking lightly of and couldn't be easy for him to say them easier. She frowned though, at his final comment. "It wasn't your fault..." She looked up at him - her brow furrowed heavily. (NT) -- Lexi, 08:22:55 08/15/04 Sun

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• "It was though, Bai... He was there because of me - none of this was about you, and you didn't deserve it." He stated quietly, softly, as if he was making some great admission. His eyes shifted slowly to meet hers again, hand resting at the base of her neck and thumb lightly stroking her soft skin. (NT) -- Colin, 08:25:10 08/15/04 Sun

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• She frowned softly, shaking her head. "Nuh uh, we are partners, Colin. I was as much involved in bringing these guys down as you are - the only difference was they saw you in person instead of me." She frowned, shifting impossibly closer to him. "The doctors said that you kept me breathing till the medics got there." (NT) -- Lexi, 08:28:34 08/15/04 Sun

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• He sighed and shook his head slightly - clearly not convinced but letting it slide for now. "Consider this a warning then, 'cause I told you if you ever took a bullet for me I was gonna kill you - and I will, if this ever happens again." His lips brushed his cheek lightly before he shrugged a touch. "I wasn't going to lose you, Bai.." (NT) -- Colin, 08:32:07 08/15/04 Sun

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• "You will when you kill me." She stated easily before she smiled softly, sighing as she laid her head against his chest after she gingerly shifted herself onto his lap. "Good, I don't want you to lose me...I wanna be with you for awhile." She smiled up at him, her arm going around his neck to play in his short hair. (NT) -- Lexi, 08:34:48 08/15/04 Sun

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• "That's different." He slipped one arm gently around her waist and tucked his other hand to rest between her thighs as he just dropped his head back to rest against the back of the cough, eyes never leaving her. "Well good then... So it's decided." (NT) -- Colin, 08:38:13 08/15/04 Sun

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• She let out a low breath before she reached up to hiss kim once more, letting out a soft breath. "So my mom, she's singing your praises since the whole thing happened - she thinks your the best thing in the world." She smirked lightly. "Much different song then she was singing back when we were in college." (NT) -- Lexi, 08:42:39 08/15/04 Sun

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• He laughed gently, one eyelid dropping in an affectionate wink - it felt like years since he had laughed, and it felt good. "That's 'cause she never got to meet me then. I didn't get a chance to work my charm on her.." Of course the truth was that her mother had never seen anything but the true, raw Colin since meeting him a couple weeks ago. (NT) -- Colin, 08:46:18 08/15/04 Sun

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• She grinned lightly at that, sighing in quiet contentment before she ran her hand over the back of his head and then down to the front - dropping her hand after a few seconds. The doctor had been firm in telling them no intimacy for at least three weeks. Her head went back to his shoulder after a moment - she got wore out so easily - the drugs took a lot out of her. (NT) -- Lexi, 08:50:44 08/15/04 Sun

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• His hand soothed her back quietly as she settled back down, and he nuzzled her neck lovingly for a moment before speaking quietly. "Tired, love? Want to go lie down?" Truth was - he was pretty beat too and lying down with her seemed like the favorable choice over going for a hit. (NT) -- Colin, 08:54:56 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Yeah...just a little bit..and then I am going to be hungry." She warned him, though she didn't move from his lap at all as her eyes drifted shut and she yawned quietly. "Love you, Colin." She murmured softly, her lips nuzzling his throat softly - tenderly. (NT) -- Lexi, 09:00:38 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Okay..." He smiled slightly and then exhaled softly at her next words. Ducking his face into her neck, he pressed a tender kiss to her pulse before standing - with her carefully in his arms - to carry her into the bedroom. It wasn't until she was lying down, pulled close to his chest, and his face was burried in her hair that he murmured his response. "Love you too.." (NT) -- colin, 09:17:33 08/15/04 Sun

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• She lifted a bit to look at him - her eyes on his tenderly as she ran her fingers over his forehead, her eyes almost vulnerable. "Really?" She questioned softly, her voice softly curious and tender. She just wanted to hear from him - even though really she knew - that they weren't just words spoken out of trauma, that he truely meant them. (NT) -- Lexi, 09:21:06 08/15/04 Sun

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• He just nodded a touch, darkened gaze meeting hers for a long moment before sliding shut as a soft breath slipped from his lips - his honesty evident in the love that lined his eyes and his features. His arms tightened around her to pull her closer as he swallowed lightly. (NT) -- Colin, 09:23:46 08/15/04 Sun

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• She sighed softly, her eyes softening considerably as she gazed at him. "I'm glad..." She murmured tenderly - her eyes gentle and loving. "Will you tell me why?" she questioned softly, it was obvious he didn't have to if he didn't want to, but she wanted the reassurance, she wanted to hear from him. Her hand gently shifted to play over his chest as she rested her head back on his shoulder. (NT) -- Lexi, 09:30:14 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Me too..." He just pressed his face to the side of hers so his lips brushed her cheek just below her ear as he spoke. "Because... You are the strongest woman I have ever met, and you make me laugh, and cry, and all I ever want when I'm around you is to be part of you... And you love me back..." (NT) -- Colin, 09:35:15 08/15/04 Sun

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• She sighed softly, her arms tightening around him considerably. "So much..." was her only reply, nuzzling his neck softly, her lips warm there as her eyelashes brushed against his jaw. It was so strange, she had been so against him being her partner when he first showed up and now all she wanted was to be his partner forever.... (NT) -- Lexi, 09:38:18 08/15/04 Sun

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• A low sound slipped from his lips as his eyes slid softly shut and a hand soothed quietly over her back. His fingers twisted gently into her hair and he swallowed lightly, voice low and tender. "Did you ever imagine?" He knew he hadn't - not until these past couple weeks had he ever thought... (NT) -- Colin, 09:43:05 08/15/04 Sun

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• She shook her head, smiling softly against his chest. "No way...I never even thought I would see you again..." She tipped her chin so that she could look up at him - her brow furrowed gently. "But..you know..you were the only one I ever said I love you too before...and since." She stated softly, pressing a kiss to his chest again softly. It was true he was the only one she had ever felt enough for to say those words. (NT) -- Lexi, 09:46:56 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Same..." He agreed with a small smile and pushed his fingers quietly through her hair as he sighed in quiet contentment. "We were young and foolish back then..." And they were bound to fight just as passionately now - but chances were it would happen less frequently and they would be less bent on hurting each other. (NT) -- colin, 09:49:12 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Yeah..we were...." She smiled tenderly, pressing a kiss to his throat softly before she sighed. "I love when you play with my hair, Colin. I love when you touch me at all...the little things you know..your hand on my back when we go through a door, the way you touch my elbow if you want to me walk with you...I never appreciated little things like that...." She did now - she appreciated all the little things he did. (NT) -- Lexi, 09:58:12 08/15/04 Sun

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• A low sigh escaped him as his eyes shut slowly again - loving her made him want to be a better person, but there was so much that he had to change and he didn't know how he could. So, he just smiled tenderly, fingers fisting gently into her hair as he ducked his head to rest his forehead lightly against hers. (NT) -- Colin, 10:04:14 08/15/04 Sun

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• She yawned softly - in their silence - drifting off into a quiet sleep. It was so nice to be in her own bed and in his arms - she couldn't imagine anything else feeling better at the moment then those two elements combined. It made for easy rest and comfortable sleep. (NT) -- Lexi, 10:11:18 08/15/04 Sun

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• The moment she drifted off - he was gone too. The less he used, the more his body longed for sleep, but he hadn't had a chance to get much in lately. His breathing was low and relaxed and the creases in features finally softened completely, though his arms never loosened around her -- Colin, 10:20:07 08/15/04 Sun

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• For once in their short lives together - she woke up before he did. She smiled lightly, kissing his neck and then finding his lobe to suck their softly, her hand on his chest. "Wake up..." She murmured gently, her hand running in soothing circles over his stomache. "Wake up love, I am hungry..." She smiled tenderly, nipping at his ear. (NT) -- Lexi, 10:25:26 08/15/04 Sun

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• He woke slowly with a reluctant grunt, eyes opening for a moment before shutting again, a deep breath slipping from his lips. "Order pizza..." He literally could have slept for days and his mind ached as she woke him - but it was her and so of course he didn't mind.. (NT) -- Colin, 10:37:04 08/15/04 Sun

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• She sighed, with a small smirk, her head tilted to the side. "I am always nice to you when you wake me up at ungodly hours of the day and besides, I am going to have to sleep again in like forty minutes..." She murmured, leaning up a bit - careful of her wrapped torso - to kiss him softly. (NT) -- Lexi, 10:41:45 08/15/04 Sun

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• His lips met hers with a low groan, fingers pushing through her hair and eyes opening for good finally. "What do you want to eat?" Gaze loving, his free hand brushed lightly up and down her back - careful but not hesitant. (NT) -- Colin, 10:46:07 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Pizza is good, neither one of us have to make anything." She could barely stand up on her own for any long amount of time - much less cook. She sighed softly, tilting her head to the side as she gazed at him - she couldn't wait to make love to him again. (NT) -- Lexi, 10:52:03 08/15/04 Sun

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• He wasn't even thinking about it - because he knew things would just be even more painful if he did.. Smiling after a moment, he shifted reluctantly away from her, kissing her cheek before he stood. "I'll order.. You can stay here. What do you want?" (NT) -- Colin, 10:55:10 08/15/04 Sun

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• She cuddled into the bed - her gaze adoring as she watched him stand. "Pepporoni and pineapple." She grinned, before she shifted to pile up the pillows behind her. "Are you hungry at all?" (NT) -- Lexi, 10:56:37 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Not really." He admitted with a smile and a slightly apologetic wink before he left her there to call and order the pizza. While he waited to place his order, he flipped open one file he had left on the table there - mournfully fingering pictures of his poor beloved car.. (NT) -- Colin, 11:00:53 08/15/04 Sun

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• She had felt horrible about his car - in fact it was one of the first things she thought of when she had woken up. Absently, she hoped he would be able to get it all fixed up again, the car meant a lot to the both of them. She twisted her fingers lightly, she hadn't thought about it yet but the more she thought about it - the main painful the memories became.... (NT) -- Lexi, 11:06:56 08/15/04 Sun

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• After calling in her requests, he sighed deeply and flipped the file shut before returning to stretch out on the bed beside her and opening his arms up for her. "They're running my car for prints and other trace, and then I get it back..." (NT) -- Colin, 11:09:55 08/15/04 Sun

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• "Thats good...can it be repaired?" She questioned softly, her brow furrowed gently. "I was so upset when I saw it but then I knew something had to be going on in here - it was my fault coming in like that." She shrugged. "But its over now, and we learn from mistakes so...alls well that ends well." (NT) -- Lexi, 11:22:15 08/15/04 Sun