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Date Posted: 05:42:40 05/30/05 Mon
Author: Bella
Subject: baby boy you stay on my mind..
She had been sitting on the couch in some boyleg hot pants and a cropped camisole that exposed a strip of tempting flesh across her stomach. In truth, she had been waiting for Travis to show up, which he would eventually, but some how she had found herself on the phone with another boy .. One she had shared so much of herself with - the same one that had broken her heart. Though she would say she had never been in a real relationship before, it was a lie. Talking to this boy now was something she hadn't been counting on, but it definitely brought back some memories. Good ones even .. and it made her wonder where it all went wrong. She wasn't entirely sure, after he hurt her badly the first time, why she was letting him back in again .. even slightly..
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- He'd spent a long day at work and was looking forward to just relaxing with her, so he hurried, taking the steps two at a time to get to her door. It could be a relaxing night, but knowing her, it could just as easily turn into a huge headache and a disaster. He was never sure these days - it was a good thing he liked her so much or he might have been long gone with all the shit she'd had to put up with since they'd gotten together. (NT) -- Tripp, 05:47:56 05/30/05 Mon
- She said the other boys name and glanced idly to the opening door, laughing gently and rolling her eyes a touch as he complimented her, twisting her hair idly around her fingers. She only half noticed it was Travis who'd walked through the door.. (NT) -- Bella, 05:50:52 05/30/05 Mon
- He looked at her questioningly as he wandered through the living room to the kitchen to get himself a glass of water. He paused there, retracing his steps and remembering the name of a boy being said. After a sip of his water, he pressed his lips together, and tipped his head a bit, wandering back out into the living room, his brow furrowed with thought as he listened in to her end of the conversation - noting her body language, etc. (NT) -- Tripp, 05:54:42 05/30/05 Mon
- She was kind of flirting with him. Teasing, really. It was playful, anyways. The boy soon had her laughing again and she pulled her feet up onto the couch, tucking her knees up to her chest. This boy .. she remembered his lips now, how they had felt against hers .. remembered his eyes and the things he would say. She turned around a little and finally took full notice of her boyfriend, letting out a sigh and a half hearted smile. Things with Travis seemed so difficult sometimes, compared to her old real relationship with someone. Someone her own age. She put down the phone after having said her goodbyes and moved on over to him, pressing a kiss to his lips "Hey baby, long day? You look stressed.." She was trying so hard at this relationship thing now, though.. (NT) -- Bella, 06:02:20 05/30/05 Mon
- He hadn't been stressed until he'd overheard her conversation - completely what he didn't need at the end of a long day. "It was pretty long.. who was that?" He tipped his head, holding her at arms length after the kiss she pressed to his lips, not drawing her up in his arms like he normally would. (NT) -- Tripp, 04:58:03 05/31/05 Tue
- She came back down from standing on tip-toe to kiss him and her brows furrowed a bit at his questioning, shrugging a little "Just some boy I used to date." She poke casually - she felt no reason to lie to him about it. She tugged on the bottom of his shirt a little and moved through to the kitchen "You hungry?" (NT) -- Bella, 05:03:15 05/31/05 Tue
- He frowned a little bit and shook his head. "No, not hungry." The expression on his face indicated that he wasn't quite comprehending the entire situation. "And what did that boy you used to date want?" He normally wouldn't be paranoid like this but based on her track record, the way she was talking to him, and the fact that he didn't trust her half as far as he could throw her, he wanted to investigate a little. (NT) -- Tripp, 05:32:45 06/01/05 Wed
- She tugged her hair back over her shoulder and looked at him for a moment before she spoke, pursing her lips a little "Just rang to make some amends. We didn't really leave off on a good note. No big deal.." She wasn't aware that he didn't trust her.. (NT) -- Bella, 05:36:14 06/01/05 Wed
- Well she ought to have done it when he was not there, or perhaps before she met him, or something like that. He set his jaw lightly. "Certainly sounded like things were going well, definitely headed toward a good note." (NT) -- Tripp, 05:38:09 06/01/05 Wed
- She rolled her eyes a little at him, muttering a somewhat exasperated 'oh my god' under her breath and she pushed past him to get herself something to drink "Don't make this into something it's not Travis." (NT) -- Bella, 05:40:44 06/01/05 Wed
- "It would be good if I knew what the hell it was!" He frowned, trying his best to keep his voice down. "Honestly, Bella, that didn't sound like 'making ammends' to me, and if that's your idea of making ammends you need to figure something else out." (NT) -- Tripp, 05:52:43 06/01/05 Wed
- She frowned a bit at his yelling and his words, placing her hands on her hips "What exactly did it sound like I was doing to you, then?" To her, well, she had just been trying to get her way - maybe trying to befriend the boy again. She hadn't thought anything past that. (NT) -- Bella, 05:55:31 06/01/05 Wed
- He frowned, rubbing a hand over his eyes. "Like it was more than just a previous relationship. Sounded like something fresh to me." He sighed a little bit, and shook his head. Honestly? Was this all worth it? He was going to leave her.. that's what he would do.. things would be so much easier that way.. (NT) -- Tripp, 05:57:16 06/01/05 Wed
- She looked hurt, if nothing else and the threat of tears started to bubble "Do you honestly think I'd cheat on you?" This was what she had been trying to avoid, this hurting feeling, mostly by keeping herself from him. She guessed it had backfired. (NT) -- Bella, 06:00:14 06/01/05 Wed
- "I don't know, Bella. I don't know - you haven't got the best track record and it wouldn't be the first time you'd gotten cozy with a guy since we've gotten together." He frowned, running a hand through his hair and pacing a bit. "Christ, Bella - you're my girlfriend. I want to be able to trust you to go out in public without jumping another man." (NT) -- Tripp, 06:04:28 06/01/05 Wed
- She folded her arms across her chest "Name one guy I've supposedly gotten cosy with aside from you, Travis. Name one." He wasn't being fiar to her at all.. (NT) -- Bella, 06:08:13 06/01/05 Wed
- "That's the biggest problem, I don't even know their fucking names!" He scowled, crossing his arms over his own chest, taking his own defensive stance. "Random guys in random bars, everytime I turn my back for two seconds. I'm constantly chasing after you, having to convince you to stay with me and I'm sick of it. If you like the other men so much, they can have you - but I will guarantee you one thing, Gabriella - they won't love you the way I did." (NT) -- Travis, 05:46:29 06/07/05 Tue
- She frowned at that, holding back her tears, swallowing a touch, her arms wrapping around her stomach. She almost felt like she was going to be sick .. he'd never told her he loved her before. She wasn't the big slut he - not to mention everyone else - seemed to think she was, however. She wasn't entirely sure of how it was her fault that they came on to her. "You don't trust me at all, do you?" (NT) -- Bella, 05:54:02 06/07/05 Tue
- "Not half as far as I can throw you. How can I trust you when everytime I turn around, you're entertaining some new john?" He sighed a little - maybe it was just a culmination of everything that had gone on since they'd gotten together - getting his face kicked in, with the added insult of having to chase her down and try to convince her anew everyday that a serious, monogomaus relationship would be the best for them. Everything between them seemed to be fighting, and he was just tired of it - he'd never been a scrapper, but it seemed like everything was just throwing punches. (NT) -- Travis, 06:08:17 06/07/05 Tue
- She sighed a little bit, running a hand through her hair and trying to temper her breathing to hold back the tears. Well, now that she knew he loved her .. or did love her .. it was an entirely different story. She didn't know what to do or say at the moment, but starting over seemed to be the best idea she had. "Can we start over, Travis?" Her tone was soft as she spoke. She didn't just want to be thought of as some slut he met in a bar once. (NT) -- Bella, 06:13:52 06/07/05 Tue
- He frowned at that - once he'd started, he was hard to stop -- "What? So I can sneak around and get my face pounded in again? I think I'll pass on that." He would regret it in the morning, he was sure, but right now, he was on a rampage and he simply couldn't be stopped. (NT) -- Trav, 07:06:49 06/07/05 Tue
- She frowned a touch at that and glanced away. She wasn't sure how things were supposed to be with her and him - but she definitely didn't want it this way. She was feeling kind of stupid for even suggesting to start over at the moment. "So I guess I'm not worth it, am I?" His words hurt a lot and a few stray tears began to roll down her cheeks as she sat sideways on one of the kitchen tables chairs, whiping her tears away with the back of her hand (NT) -- Bella, 07:13:59 06/07/05 Tue
- Normally her tears would have completely broken him wide open, and her words - but he was out of control by this point - he'd made his mind up about it and that was that. "You are worth it, but I'm tired of fighting the odds, fighting everything - fighting you. Everyday, I feel like I am pulling you, kicking and screaming into a relationship you don't have any real interest in." He wiped a hand over his face, unable to focus his eyes on her sitting at the table for any period of time lest he himself break down. (NT) -- Travis, 07:15:56 06/07/05 Tue
- "I never said I didn't have an interest in it. I just asked if we could start over.." She buried her face in her arms, not particularly caring that she looked and sounded like the child she was..or seemed to be, anyway (NT) -- Bella, 07:18:55 06/07/05 Tue
- "Not now, but every other day. Remember when I had to convince you that we didn't have to go out to the club every night? That seems to be all you're interested in. Bella, you're the way you are, and I'm the way I am, and I don't think that can change." He sighed a little bit, shifting uncomfortably - he was not usually a fighter, he would more typically flee from a situation such as this, but he couldn't just leave her here unless he had some sort of confirmation from her that it would be okay for him to leave. (NT) -- Travis, 07:22:54 06/07/05 Tue
- If he noticed she had an interest in the relationship now she didn't see what his problem was, or why he couldn't just accept her offer to start over again. She tried to silence herself, realising what a fool she must look like. How much of a kid she must look like to him. She didn't want him to leave, but she wasn't exactly sure if she wanted him to stay while she was like this either. She whiped her tears away and placed a hand over her mouth and pursed lips, looking away from him. She didn't know what to say. If he wanted to take up her offer of starting over now then she'd likely accept it, but she didn't know what tomorrow would bring.. (NT) -- Bella, 07:30:45 06/07/05 Tue
- That was all it took, she was defeated - he had accomplished what he'd unconciously set out to do - to hurt her, he supposed, the way that she'd seemed intent on hurting him since the beginning. He wasn't cruel by nature, but he was tired of feeling bad about the whole situation. "I'll call you tomorrow." That was all he said as he headed toward the door, his steps deliberately slow in case she had anything else to add. (NT) -- Trav, 07:41:31 06/07/05 Tue