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Date Posted: 15:00:39 02/27/14 Thu
Author: GoodWillTalking
Subject: 9 hours later…

A very tear filled day and so grateful that so many of you get it and have left me so many things to think about. It has been pitch black over the past few weeks, but the past few days have been truly frightening in many ways. I just got a little news that gave me some hope. Thanks to a very special person out here, I made a call that clarified some things for me and gave me a little hope that I did not have this morning when I wrote this. I have not lost him and the wheels are turning so to speak. I am just exhausted in a way that is hard to describe. This has taken the stuffing out of me. Having the pain back in the area that began it all has had my nerves shot as it is, but this nightmarish email and it's many ramifications has been just unreal. John and I feel as if we have been through a war. I feel like I have battle scars everywhere.

Please believe me when I say that I am trying to hang in there. I am a little torn between giving in and letting go and continuing on with all of this. Nobody can truly know unless they are here with me. I am only human and there is only so much we as human beings can endure at once. For some, I just need to think positive (they have no idea....they just can't to say that to me because you have no idea how strong I have had to be). What has been thrown my way is something few could understand, but I see such great kindness out here today. Thank God I have you in my life. Very dark right now, but you bring light into my dark day like a beautiful warm breeze. Thank you for this. Really…..thank you.
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Praying harder than you know today. My voice is not as strong as I pray right now, but my faith remains. Praying for strength, pain relief, and guidance

What I do know is that this woman is pure evil. She has no place in nursing. I don't know what possessed her to do something like this to a patient, but I know that God has this one. She will have to face the lives that she has shattered with her visions as I know I can't be the only patient she has done this to. I don't believe in the justice system we have in America, but I do believe in God. Her day is coming........

There are things that are simply unforgivable and inexcusable. This was one of those.

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[> Re: 9 hours later… -- Hannah (Healing Light, Love, and Hope), 03:07:49 02/28/14 Fri [1]

(((Ravenbeauty)))

I am relieved and thankful that person(?) will soon be a thing of the past.

I'm hoping you will no longer see MRSA after treatments, too, as I pray and visualize you going into remission.

Love you dearly!

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[> Re: 9 hours later… -- Debbie, 03:37:31 02/28/14 Fri [1]

Raven - I just wanted you to know that I'm still praying for you. Not only that God will heal you, but also that he will intervene in this situation and work everything out in your favor. Keep the faith.

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[> Re: 9 hours later… -- Barbara, 09:19:20 02/28/14 Fri [1]

Raven,
I'm so very sorry you and John are going thru this. I've been reading all your posts and have not posted in a while. Keep praying, believing in God, and strength will come. You have perservered thru so much already. Try to let this poisonous person leave your mind and thoughts. Focus on you, visualize a happy and healthy you.
Her day of judgement will come some day. And she will have to answer for her sins.
I read in 1 of the answers to your post, that you might qualify for home health care, because of your fragile immune system and MRSA. That they could flush your port and draw blood, the things that NUT did in your Dr.s office. Maybe some phone calls can be made to find info on this. That might be your answer, a blessing in disguise. You get to keep your beloved Dr., have your other medical procedures done at home. And not have to be at the mercy of that "poor excuse for a nurse". And in doing so, your worry about John taking extra time off would be eliminated. And his fears for your health and welfare put to rest...
Whatever you decide my very brave friend... God Bless and Keep You. Know you are in my prayers...
Take Care, Barbara

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[> Re: 9 hours later… -- Mistyme, 10:07:08 02/28/14 Fri [1]

I am praying so much for you. I am sending you lots of love & very big hugs!!!

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[> Re: 9 hours later… -- Rapids, 01:08:19 03/01/14 Sat [1]

I have been traveling and not able to post but I am so sorry for the turmoil you have experienced. Far be it from me to give you advice but I hope you and John have a trusted professional to confide your fears in and I do not mean talk to another oncologist. Cancer treatment should be multi disciplinarian and a counselor or pastoral care professional can assist.
I am a nurse and my state requires annual ethical and nursing law training. Clearly the chemo nurse violated every ethical standard known to the profession. In my state. A nurse was disciplined for selling a used car to a former patient., a very minor offense. The chemo nurse was so out of bound with her evil communication. It makes my blood boil.
Praying for you dear Raven.

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[> Re: 9 hours later… -- J, 14:59:42 03/02/14 Sun [1]

The woman who is bringing you pain is not right of mind. I can tell you that much from the writing sample you posted. She is looking for something to validate herself, but it is complete speculation. Keep following your own path, Raven. You're ultimately the only one to decide it.

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