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Date Posted: 03:43:07 05/03/13 Fri
Author: GoodWillTalking
Subject: New Raven message

I honestly pray from my heart and soul that God blesses each and every one of you for the many beautiful notes and pictures you have posted out here for me. It's an amazing gift you have given me, and continue to give, whether you have heard from me or not. Those are true friends who understand that I may not be able to leave responses at a time like this as I used to. I've had a great many things thrown my way since this all began, but your girl is not giving up. I got lost in the pain from the chemo and the shattered wrist, and the new threat with this "M" protein found in my blood. It's easy to see why someone as strong as me might waver and begin to lose faith, but I'm still here (with my faith intact). Most of us with this rare cancer do not survive past 18 months, but I am still here (I'm 19 months out now from the date of my diagnosis). I'm going to prove to those hospitals who sent me home to plan my funeral, how wrong they are. How dare they give me an expiration date when God is the one who makes the final decision. I've fallen for their many "There's nothing we can do" moments, but then I've gotten back up again. We have no expiration date. No doctor should ever tell his or her patient how long they have to live (nothing can be gained by this but fear and heartbreak). The only Oncologist who believed in me and kept me fighting was the one who is no longer practicing at the cancer center I've been going to. We are still in a frightening holding pattern, but I am praying very hard that we hear something soon. I only trust HIM. He's sharp and he has never led me astray. We are praying we will know something soon any day now (I have not started the Gleevec yet, but will do so here very soon).

The Ortho said that my wrist has knitted about 60% so far according to the new X-Rays we had taken. I am craving and drinking milk like crazy (Organic). I believe that all this milk, prayer, and Comfrey Salves at night before I put my brace back on, is the reason I am doing better. I can finally take my own shower again (carefully). The brace is so much better than that horribly, painful, heavy as hell cast.

If you truly love God, and believe in his message, you make changes in your life (and I've done this). I realized that there simply is no room in my life for anger, and hatred (justified or not). No matter how badly we have been wronged by others during this journey we call life, we must learn to let it go or drown in it forever. It's not easy, but it will only weigh you down and eat at your soul until there is nothing in your heart but revenge, anger, and hatred. I'm a late bloomer as I only truly found God when I learned I was dying. I remember the first time I prayed. I felt I had no right to do so after all these years and how convenient now that I had been given this diagnosis, but I swear to you that it's never too late. I have felt him with me when I pray. I know in my heart that he is with me every step of the way. Please know that no matter what you are going through, it's never too late to pray or turn to him. He's a forgiving and loving God. Faith is all we have at a time like this, and I feel blessed to have found him.

If the Gleevec works, I plan to return to my show and my column. This monster is not taking me down. It's in God's hands now. I'm still fighting. I'm still here. Never let anyone tell you how much time you have left (they don't know). Never let anyone make you feel there is no hope because there is always hope. Never give up on people because there is so much good that still exists in so many of them. Let the light in and push the darkness out. Never give up on yourself. I love you guys more than I could ever begin to express to you. Thank you for giving me something so beautiful as your love and support all of these years. God bless you now ans always. I love you. ♥

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[> Re: New Raven message -- Hannah ((((healing light & love)))), 04:59:05 05/03/13 Fri [1]

Dearest Ravenbeauty,

Your wrist is mending nicely - the healing process has not slowed down. An excellent sign! Everyone who has you in their hearts and prayers will walk beside you until you have won this battle!

Love you!
Hannah


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[> Re: New Raven message -- Barbara, 08:52:50 05/03/13 Fri [1]

Raven, I'm so glad to hear your positive outlook on everything. You are so strong, and I know with the power of Faith and Prayer you will come thru this... I've only replied a couple of times to your posts. But I've been quietly lurking, and including you in my nightly prayers. I feel that with prayer and faith we can overcome a lot.
I wish I could express myself as well as you do. But I want you to know that I admire you, I wish only the best for you, and I hope you will meet with your Oncologist soon and be able to start your Gleevac.
Keep your chin up and know that you are loved and admired by hundreds and hundreds of people, as you have touched so many hearts. Wishing you only the best Raven.


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[> Re: New Raven message -- Anonymous, 09:26:57 05/03/13 Fri [1]

Hi Raven,
So nice to hear from you to know how you are doing. I tend to get worried when your not checking in for awhile. I never ever gave up on you and knew that you would not give up from the very start. I tend to be very stubborn too. I am glad for you the way that things are falling into place and that you even may start your spoilers. I can't imagine how you must feel being able to see our favorite actors and actresses back to work on One Life to Live and All My Children. You fought to get them back and kept us fighting until they came back. All thanks goes to you for steering us in the right direction as to who to contact and how to watch General Hospital and keep them on the air.. I must admit that being able to watch them again makes my day. Sending you all my love and praying that you heal quickly.XOXO


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[> Re: New Raven message -- Sherri, 17:55:46 05/03/13 Fri [1]

I have been quietly following your posts for many months. I didn't know why but I was just drawn to your story. You have been so open and so positive and I just sat back in admiration. But now I know why God brought me to your site all those months ago. I am now going through the worst experience of my life having found out after 24 years of marriage that my husband was living a lie of a life. I cannot express how devastating this has been. I never saw it coming and neither did any of our family or friends. I have so much love and support through this with family, friends and most importantly God. You are right He never leaves us and is always there for us. Your posts of the fight and strength you have in you have encouraged me so much. If you can fight this hard and continue to get up over and over again when you get knocked down, I can too. Thank you so much for sharing. It has helped me more than you will ever know. I am
praying for you.


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[> Re: New Raven message -- wherly, 16:00:27 05/04/13 Sat [1]

You are a true blessing to those whose lives you touch. I pray for you and John.


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[> Re: New Raven message -- guest, 09:49:01 05/05/13 Sun [1]

keep fighting...We all believe in you


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[> Re: New Raven message -- Starlett, 02:10:28 05/07/13 Tue [1]

YOU GO GIRL! Glad to hear you are still fighting. I will continue to keep you in my prayers

Thanks again for keeping us updated GoodWillTalking.


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[> Re: New Raven message -- Celena, 11:42:17 05/07/13 Tue [1]

Raven, thank you. You are a strong and gracious woman. All my most heartfelt prayers and wishes go out to you.


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[> Re: New Raven message -- Ana, 18:15:56 05/07/13 Tue [1]

Ravenbeauty,

Thank you for updating us on your condition. It takes great courage and strength to share the good, the bad and the ugly.

I thought I would share this verse I heard yesterday from Isaiah 30:21 (NET)

"You will hear a word spoken behind you, saying,
“This is the correct way, walk in it,”
whether you are heading to the right or the left."

Keep trusting and leaning on God and he will guide you, where no doctor can.

Keep fighting babe!

XOXO

Ana :)


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[> Re: New Raven message -- jordan, 12:16:17 05/09/13 Thu [1]

My best friend who has uterine cancer and myself are always praying daily for you..We get daily hospital bills because her work cancelled her insurance illegally. May God bless you and all your followers.


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[> Re: New Raven message -- JanLovesAMC, 07:06:36 05/11/13 Sat [1]

Hi Raven! So glad to hear you are hanging in there & staying positive. Although I don't always post a note, I am reading your comments & keeping you in my prays. I believe many others are as well.


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[> Re: New Raven message -- Anna, 00:47:16 05/22/13 Wed [1]

Dear Raven,

I'm so happy you are doing better and better. Keep up the amazing work!! HUGS!!!!! I always think about you!

Love your friend,
Anna


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