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Date Posted: 02:34:38 11/02/12 Fri
Author: GoodWillTalking
Subject: A couple more Facebook postings

Here are two more postings from Raven.

Guys, I've just heard from Linda Evans, and she needs to reschedule our show, which works out perfectly considering what I am going through right now. The universe has a way of working things out. It gives me a little more time to piece myself back together again to do this last show. I wrote her back and told her about what happened on the 24th, and how I had to cancel my shows with Jaclyn Smith and Mark Pavia after being given this latest news, and what she wrote back was one of the sweetest things I have ever read in my life. What a beautiful woman she is (in every way). Her assistant Laura has been an absolute doll (who I have been dealing with). I will give you a new date once we get it rescheduled. I want so much to do this last show. As it is, it broke my heart to cancel my shows with Mark and Jaclyn, but I knew I could not piece myself back together enough in time for either show. I was still in shock and utterly heartbroken. I will keep you posted.

In the meantime. my Oncologist called in Soma for me to try, and I am getting a much stronger Percocet prescription for the pain. I have tried repeatedly to talk to someone at Sloan Kettering over the past two days to get more answers, but because of the storm they are unreachable in the department where I would be going (if my insurance approves it). I'm trying. I'm really trying. I love you....♥

Lately there has been nothing but fear, darkness, and bad news. All of this has begun to take an incredible toll on John and I in ways we could have never foreseen. We know I'm in trouble now to the point of no return unless a miracle occurs. I guess because I am at this stage in my life that I realize that all the things that I felt were so important most of my life are suddenly meaningless now. I thought I had all the answers, but when you get to a point like this, you suddenly realize that you never did. The things that I felt were so important most of my life seem almost silly now in retrospect. Life is about people. It's the people that cross our paths whether we have met them in person or not. There will always be evil in this world, and people that will break your heart, but there are also the ones that will touch your life and leave their mark forever. You have been those people. You come from all walks of life with troubles of your own and yet you have come out here day after day throughout this battle and have done nothing but lift me up and fill my heart with love and hope. Real people with imperfections, flaws, humanity, love, light, laughter and all that makes us human. Your love and belief in me has given me hope when I couldn't even muster up a smile. I wanted you to know that no matter what happens from this point forward, I have been blessed to have known you. Blessed to have such lovely people cross my path in this manner. Blessed with many gifts that I took for granted most of my life. Blessed with a great deal. These beautiful notes and emails that you leave me are indescribable. Thank you for showing me hope. I love you from the heart. God bless you now and always. Just know that you have been a lighthouse for me even before I was diagnosed with cancer. I will never forget any of this. ♥

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[> Re: A couple more Facebook postings -- Angie Smith, 04:11:10 11/02/12 Fri [1]

Dear Raven I just want to remind you that even Jesus prayed that fateful night to God not to have to go through this but finally said not my will but yours. So He would know your fear and how you feel. You have been such a blessing to so many people. God gave you a real purpose in this life and you took it and gave it your all. When that day comes believe me you will hear the words "Well Done my good and faithful servent. I love you as if I know you and I will continue to pray for you. You are a bright light in a dark world.

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[> Re: A couple more Facebook postings -- Audrey, 02:28:53 11/04/12 Sun [1]

I find myself thinking of you during the day in awe of your strength and courage and hoping you continue to fight. I thank you for sharing yourself with all of us. I am so grateful to you and the dedication you have to us. I will be thinking of you and John.

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[> [> Re: A couple more Facebook postings -- Anonymous, 05:07:40 11/06/12 Tue [1]

Hi Raven,

I hope you will get the care that you so deservedly need. I know that you mention that you also were going to be hit by Hurricane Sandy. We were hit by it and lost power. Have power now but are still waiting for gasoline stations to open. No fuel. It is so heart breaking all of the devastation. Another Northeaster is coming Wednesday and say we will lose power again. Hope you are not in its path. Will always be in touch if I can be and sending you lots of love and hugs. Stay Safe.

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