You are in my thoughts, prayers. Please let us know you have loving family at your side during these tough times. I know you are protecting your anonymity. Keep your head up, take the pain pills, stay as comfortable as you can.
Isaiah 53:4-5
4Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.
5But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are HEALED.