Raven, i am overjoyous to read this, I truly believe it is a direct message from the savior himself! I don't care what anyone says, if you seek God's face earnestly he will show himself to you, but in his own way, and this was it. Take heed to his instructions as well Raven:
"So repent, child, and return to Me, so that your sins may be wiped out, and you may receive My refreshing Life. Come to Me with your heavy burdens."
It's the best thing I'VE ever done, and let me tell you, when God blesses you and gives you your breakthrough, HE....D-E-L-I-V-E-R-S, I am a direct recipient of this, always praying for you! YOU ARE INDEED NEXT IN LINE FOR A MIRACLE.
-xoxo Brinard
Thanks for sharing those encouraging words. I went through a horrible tragedy several years ago and felt just like you; will God even listen or care? I felt that I was not as devoted to Him as I could have been. But if your God is anything like the one I believe in, He is always on time and He makes no use of coincidences. He chooses His soldiers to fight the tough battles and to protect the innocent and weak. He rewards them with Eternal Life.
I cannot stress to you enough how strong, gracious, and beautiful your spirit is, Raven. It is no coincidence that you are one of His many soldiers fighting (your illness) and protecting (in this case teaching) the innocent and weak (in this case,people who may have the chance of preventing or sensing early detection). Many may not have had the strength or courage to share their story. Many may have just given up. You are an inspiration to many and have opened the eyes and minds of people. Not only on your illness, but the power of faith, forgiveness, and life in general.
I do not know you personally, but I have walked some hard roads myself and always wanted to know why me? But if I am serving as a representative of God's character and strength, I ask, why not me?
God Bless you! We all pray for you! We all have your back!