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Subject: Re: So...


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Date Posted: 17:53:57 09/09/05 Fri
In reply to: Shani 's message, "So..." on 09:25:14 09/09/05 Fri

I am very confused because my life is going really well, but I still binge/purge. It is not a planned binge. I say to myself, ok, you can indulge a little and after a while I can hardly stop myself and then I'm thinking I'll just purge. After I feel such a relief, but I don't want to hurt my health and I have not been acting mia for years. I had a lot of trauma in my life this last year and that is when I started bp again. It is also difficult because people will tell me how good I look because I've lost weight, and I know deep down that I'm not being healthy and I truly DON'T want to be mia, at all. I vomit, no other means of purging. Every time after I am relieved, but disgusted because I think about the harm I'm doing to my body and I think about potential death. I see the shrink every other week. I'm on anti-depressants and my life is back on track. I feel like since I started BP when I had tremendous personal problems this last year, now it is kind of a copeing mechinisim for all stress. Any advice? Hope everyone is doing well.

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