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Date Posted: 11:40:19 04/27/05 Wed
In reply to:
fran
's message, "angry" on 10:15:16 04/27/05 Wed
>Hi folks. Sorry, i need a rant. i haven't been here
>for a couple of weeks. For years i've been trying to
>tell people that my depression varies with my eating
>disorder - even more so since i don't self-harm so
>much. About two weeks ago, i had a couple of days
>where i managed to eat really healthily, and my mood
>was good. Not high, just content. Unfortunately,
>then the bingeing took over and, to the minute, my
>mood crashed, to the extent that i overdosed and slept
>for 48 hrs. Now i've got everyone giving me the
>'taking responsibility' lecture. Don't get me wrong, i
>know i'm the only one who can sort this out, but if i
>could do it myself, i would have done years ago. The
>eating disorders team won't see me because it's 'only'
>bulimia, and i'm not even allowed to see a dietician.
>I'm honestly doing my best, but i'm going backwards.
>The only support i get is this board and a social
>worker who doesn't know anything about eating
>disorders, although she does her best. I've been
>looking up medication that helps in bulimia - drugs
>aren't my top choice but if nothing else is available
>they're better than nothing - but nothing is licensed
>in the UK. Anyone who's been in a similar situation,
>how did you get out of it?
>Anyway, now that's out of my system, hope you're all
>getting by. Take care
>fran
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