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Date Posted: 10:15:16 04/27/05 Wed
Hi folks. Sorry, i need a rant. i haven't been here for a couple of weeks. For years i've been trying to tell people that my depression varies with my eating disorder - even more so since i don't self-harm so much. About two weeks ago, i had a couple of days where i managed to eat really healthily, and my mood was good. Not high, just content. Unfortunately, then the bingeing took over and, to the minute, my mood crashed, to the extent that i overdosed and slept for 48 hrs. Now i've got everyone giving me the 'taking responsibility' lecture. Don't get me wrong, i know i'm the only one who can sort this out, but if i could do it myself, i would have done years ago. The eating disorders team won't see me because it's 'only' bulimia, and i'm not even allowed to see a dietician. I'm honestly doing my best, but i'm going backwards. The only support i get is this board and a social worker who doesn't know anything about eating disorders, although she does her best. I've been looking up medication that helps in bulimia - drugs aren't my top choice but if nothing else is available they're better than nothing - but nothing is licensed in the UK. Anyone who's been in a similar situation, how did you get out of it?
Anyway, now that's out of my system, hope you're all getting by. Take care
fran
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