| Subject: Re: major mia - apology |
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fran
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Date Posted: 09:04:15 03/28/05 Mon
In reply to:
Sally
's message, "Re: major mia (sorry long post)" on 22:56:20 03/27/05 Sun
>I kind of left the other board, so hello to everyone
>again, I hope its ok that I'm here, this board seems
>more like what the old ana and mia talk was. I wasn't
>going to post but when I saw Fran's post, how could I
>not - I'm going through the same thing!
>I was ana for ages but recently (last 2 weeks) I just
>can't stop eating! I am eating ridiculous amounts and
>am just so out of control, I hate it so much and am
>disgsted at myself. I know I am just going to wake up
>a fat pig very soon. I have been purging but I know I
>only get rid of a little, really. I think it began
>when I was trying to convince people I didn't have a
>problem, so overate to compensate. I'm sorry this
>doesn't really help you, but at least you're not
>alone.
>The 'plan' I have made to combat this (only early
>days, though) has been:
>*writing down what I am going to eat each morning, and
>trying to stick to it (not much luck).
>*I have also started knitting a scarf (its almost
>winter here) and that keeps me occupied after dinner
>when I am watching tv and would be tempted to snack.
>*Also cooking only enough for 1 portion, so I don't
>have any leftovers.
>
>Good luck with it Fran, I know how you feel and will
>be thinking of you.
Thanks for the tips, guys. I've stayed with my family all day, I've just made a load of veggie soup so I'm eating healthily, and i'm going to spend all evening on the computer. I am determined to beat this. I'm really sorry if it sounded like i was saying i wanted to be ana. I wasn't - i've been there and i know how much it hurts. I wasn't trying to belittle the problems it causes. It's just that i'm so deep into mia at the moment, it's difficult to keep my rational head on.
Sally - thanks for your post - i'm glad you're here. I hope your plan goes ok - let me know how you're doing, and i'll do the same. Strength in numbers!
Anyway, got to go apply for some jobs. Take care
fran
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