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Bri
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Date Posted: 01/27/06 4:01:53pm
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Wolf
's message, "Re: Wolf" on 01/27/06 3:08:49am
>:) Oh, good.
:D
>I don't want to wait that long. I mean, I know it's a
>long shot that something would happen in surgery, but
>they are goign to open up my head, for gosh sakes, and
>I just want to see our...I mean, I want to see Audie
>and you before the surgery. I just want her to know
>who I am. I think about her all the time, Bri. I
>think about you, too. And, I just, I don't know. I'd
>just like to see her in person once, before I have the
>surgery. Does that make sense?
I still don’t want you to come. But if you really want to see her, I could fly in to see you. Or... I dunno. But I really don’t want you flying right now, Wolf. Could we work something out where you can still see her, and you won’t have to fly?
>Of course, if you
>think it's a bad idea and don't want her to be around
>me too much, I'd understand that, too.
Why on earth would I want that? It isn’t going to confuse her! Why would it?
>I don't want
>to confuse her or anything, especially since she seems
>to like this guy, Shy, and stuff.
Oh, God, Wolf! Don’t bring Shy into this. It has nothing to do with him. I’ve known him just over a week. He’s not her father, he’s not my boyfriend... right now he’s just someone I could sit down and have a conversation with, a real face-to-face conversation, without having to use baby talk, d’ya know what I mean? I’m leaving New Zealand in an hour, I don’t know if I’ll ever see him again or not.
>And, I don't know
>how things are between you and her "dad"; does he want
>to see her at all?
Her “dad” wasn’t there when she was born. Her “dad” has expressed no interest in acting like her father either. He chooses to ignore what happened between us, and the fact that he has a four month old daughter.
>So, what's she look like? Does she look more like you
>than him? I hope so, Beautiful. :) Does she fall
>asleep when you read to her? Does she make noises
>while you're reading to her or what? Is she really
>messy when she's feeding? Are you feeding her a
>bottle, yet? Did it hurt her ears when you were
>flying? I was worried about that. I'll bet she's a
>born traveller, though, considering the DeBarbarak
>genes. lol What color are her eyes?
She’s beautiful. She’s got light tan skin (light-tan, did that make sense? lol). People say she looks like me, and I guess I kind of see it. She’s got greenish-brown eyes and dark, dark brown hair (her eyes and hair colours are constantly changing, when she was born she had dark brown eyes and light brown hair!). I read to her almost every night, sometimes baby books like Goodnight Moon, and sometimes Tolkien’s books. We’re half-way through The Hobbit already. And it depends on how tired she is, or how often during the day she’s napped, whether she falls asleep when I read to her. She giggles and giggles when I do all the little voices in the book.
I’ve started her on the bottle, about two weeks ago. In a few weeks she’s supposed to be able to feed herself (hold the bottle herself, at least), according to one of the baby-books I brought along with me. Yes, when I feed her, she is really messy. I started her on solid foods just a few days ago, after a visit to the local doctor for her four-month check-up and the doc said she was ready. And I bought these headphones that drown out a lot of the sound from the jet, and I put them on her when we get on the plane. She sleeps a lot when we fly, or she’ll just sit there playing with her hands and feet, smiling and giggling away.
>I'm not making any sense right now at all am I? lol
Sure you are.
>Oh, yeah? Like, how do you mean? I mean, does she
>call him dada or blow bubbles at him or what? How can
>you tell?
*rolls eyes* No, she does not call him da-da. Like I said, she loves everyone, laughing and giggling when someone new plays with her, or tickles her, or talks to her. Maybe I should have he seems to have really taken to her, because he’ll sit down and talk to her and tickle her. Better?
>Since when?!
Nm.
>And, yes, I know how stupid that sounds since I
>haven't even met her. :/
It doesn’t sound stupid.
>So, you seem really happy and that's a very good
>thing. Did you work while you were travelling or just
>have fun?
Work, lots of work. Every moment Audie’s asleep during the day (and sometimes at night) I’m working, writing new pieces for the newspaper and for my book. Michael called me the other day, and gave me a really interesting piece of information concerning my job. He said that the Big Boss (aka his boss, aka the man he kisses up to 24/7) wants to have a meeting with me about a possible promotion! The only thing is, that if I do get the promotion, and depending on what I’d be promoted to, I might not be able to do much work in the field anymore, you know, not being able to travel as much. :/ I don’t know many of the specifics, but I’ll keep you in the loop when I do find more out.
>I have so
>many questions for you, about Audie, that I don't even
>know where to start, so I'll just start with the ones
>I already said above and I'll really try to contain my
>enthusiasm as much as I can, but it's hard, because
>I've been doing that for what seems a really long time
>and if I don't start asking some questions about her,
>then I'll probably burst! lol I hope you don't mind,
>but if it's really going to bug you, just say so and
>I'll just have to figure out a way to keep it locked
>up again. lol
Hey, com’on, Wolf! Ask away, I’m an open book.
>I just wanted you to know
>that I dream about Audie every night. Every night. I
>think about her all the time, Bri. I just thought it
>was important for you to know that.
That’s really sweet, Wolf.
>I didn't think it was possible, but I respect you even
>more than I ever did, now, because you've taken on
>this huge challenge and you didn't have to. You're
>such a good Mum, Bri. I mean that. I can tell by
>everything you tell me, that you're just doing the
>best job any woman could do. I really admire your
>courage.
Awww! I think that’s the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard. Thanks, Wolf. It really means a lot to me that you think that. :)
>I just wish... Well, nm that. It's not
>important now.
Come on, spill it.
>I know
>things are changing for you right now and that'll
>change how you feel about me, but I just hope it
>doesn't bump me too far down the list. :S I'd like to
>think that if you ever did need a friend, I'd be the
>first one you'd think of calling, that's all.
You’ve never been “far down on the list” and you never will be.
>Oh, did you
>know that Coah moved in with CT? That's really cool,
>eh? He's so excited about it. It's just great to
>hear him so happy about life again, you know? Have
>you talked to CT lately? What's she think aobut it?
>Is she happy? I hope so.
I haven’t talked to her lately, but after hearing that, I’ll definetly have to give her a call and bitch her out for not informing me herself!
WBS!
Bri
(Phew, that took a long time to write! lol!)
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