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Date Posted: 17:05:19 03/02/06 Thu
Author: chrys
Subject: Re: love gone wrong
In reply to: chrys 's message, "love gone wrong" on 20:33:01 02/28/06 Tue

oh god, i know, lump. i may just walk over there b/c if i don't i may puke. haha taking the stage away, you should see what talking does to me. i can write anything but i can't talk. the woman i am sorta helping write a book is the complete opposite. she can say anything in the world but give her a pen and paper and she freaks.

fuck i need to stop making excuses and go over there. he once told me i was welcome there anytime, i just never take that shit seriously, lol.

but i can't torture myself forever. well, i could try, i'm pretty proficient at it. i know in my heart of hearts beneath the fear that i want to go over there, and that i need to right some wrongs.

deep breath, maybe i will go. lol i'm trying to think of ten "as scary" things i've done in my life.

it is the TALKING i'm afraid of, kind alike i write stuff for class and i just CANT read it out loud, not even w/the group i have known for years who knows everything about me, and like i said once i'm much more afraid of talking about sex than i ever was of doing it, lol. it is not even so much the result i'm afraid of as the actual speaking.

think i gotta just get it over with...or not.

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[> Re: love gone wrong -- chrys, 18:57:36 03/02/06 Thu [1]

well two updates...

first, he called earlier, when i was at my peak oil meeting (which sucked). i didn't even check my caller ID till hours after i got home and when i saw his as the most recent call i was like OMG (also have some strange number that keeps calling and missing me, from eastern WA, weird, it doesn't come w/a name so no clue who it is).

also, RIGHT now i'm getting ready to go over there. gonna try calling one last time before i go over (and if i talk to him i'm going to say i'm going to come over, lol).

will let you know how it turns out.

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