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Date Posted: 14:53:12 03/20/08 Thu
Author: Tim (Depressed)
Subject: Re: This is my new life.
In reply to: Jesse 's message, "This is my new life." on 18:53:22 02/03/08 Sun

I've been battling addictions with numerous substances for 8 years. I'm on 2 days clean now, using suboxone. It's a great way to get off however, it's so easy and involves such little pain that it allows me to get addicted again. I currently started seeing a girl and thats why I'm quitting this time after a year long relapse. You can get clean, fi there's a reason. Most pof us don't have a reason. Hopefully she will remain my reason, but probably not.

The onlY problem I have when I use is money. I maintain my job, a good job and do better when I'm high then when I'm not. However, i wanna feel real again, although I know it will only be a short while until I will be back. It's amazing, when you use nothing matters. However, when you quit it's back to reality. I feel depressed right now over all the scum bag things I've done, making me want to use. I guess it's a never ending cycle. Good luck to all, just stay alive.

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  • Re: This is my new life. -- Christian (I understand completely), 17:08:12 05/25/08 Sun
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