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Subject: Brian and Theresa


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tcn (a collection of poems)
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Date Posted: 16:32:47 01/16/08 Wed



You can find his work and mine here....http://www.witchvox.com/poetry/po_poetlist.html?id=310130

A tribute to my late husband, Brian. His birthday is coming up June 30th, and July 3 it will be a year since his passing. These poems were written by him, for me and were at one time published. This is my special tribute to the love of my life, Robert Brian Newbill.


These are all the things that people should remember about their greatest
love...Their Soul-mate...

For Theresa...

I will Remember

I will remember
The first call I received
A voice so soft and beautiful
Almost too much to be believed

I will remember
The day that I proposed
And how she reassured me
We will never stand opposed

I will remember
How lonely I had been
Until we found the courage
To let each other in

I will remember our fist kiss
I will remember our first time
And Angel I will never forget
The day you let me call you mine.



Poem # 2

A poem about a car and its final and most important mission...

For Theresa

Transportation

This machine is far from perfect
Much like its operator
There are flaws and imperfections
But it will take me to her

I'll clean it up as best I can
And hope my best is good enough
The body isn't what it used to be
But the heart and soul are tough

It has been scuffed and dented
Very much like its driver
But yet it still survives
Getting older.but still alive

And even if it's not as pretty
As perhaps it used to be
It is still quite strong and powerful
And will help bring me to thee.



Poem # 3

To the fortunate ones among us...Along comes the one...The one who was meant
for you.

And you know you were meant for them...

For Theresa...

I Know

I know my love is out there
She speaks to me each night
I know She is the one
I know that this is right.

A Midnight Angel
She was sent from above
She was sent to me
So I would again know love.

In my darkest hours
I hid inside the night
Until She arrived
And brought forth to me her light.

She's the sun and the moon
And the crystal clear streams
She's the Angel
Of my dreams.


Poem # 4

Dedicated to the one who holds me together...until we are together.

For Theresa...

No More Goodbyes

I miss the sweet sound of her voice
I miss the beauty in her eyes
I need to hold her close to me
Dear One, no more goodbyes

She's beautiful like an Angel
An Angel flying high
And the love that I do feel for her
Is the kind that never dies

And the only wish I have tonight
Save to have her by my side
Is simply this.

No more goodbyes.


Poem # 5

A simple message of caring and the desire to protect someone you love.

For Theresa...

All Our Tomorrows

For all of our tomorrows
She will never need know fear
Because each and every single day
I will keep her safe and near

For all of our tomorrows
No matter how rough the ride
I will never leave My Empress
I will stand right by her side

For all of our tomorrows
From the moment the day begins
I will hold my Dear One close to me
Through the nights that never end

For all of our tomorrows
She is the one I will protect
She is my one and only love
The one the Angels did select.


Poem # 6

Leaving a place of safety is difficult...Arriving in a place of uncertainty
is scary...But when the reward is worth the risk...You go for it.

For Theresa...

Departure

It was 3:00 A.M.
I had packed up the car the day before
I packed the things I thought I would need
And the things I knew I could not survive without
Now it was time to leave
We had just celebrated the one year anniversary of our first call
The gas tank was full.
I had bought new tires, insurance and registration are in order
Time to go.
I put a few sandwiches and sodas into a cooler.
I kept my road atlas out even though I didn't need it.

"I took her to be a challenge and went into the night."
A line from a song that always moved me.

I had made this trip before.
The difference now was I was running toward something.
Not running away.
Every mile that ticked off of that trip counter meant I was one mile closer
to her.
I saw nothing ahead of me but a long stretch of pavement
And the pictures of her that were taped to my dashboard.

I listened to my cd's as I watched the mile marker numbers progress
I tried to keep my eye on the speedometer
Couldn't get to her fast enough.
Every song I played reminded me of her.

"Wheels go round and round you're on my mind".
I tried to stay away from the mushy stuff though
It's hard enough to concentrate when all you want is to be there.

I had played out this scenario in my mind
For far too long
Now it was time for action
Now I had to get in the car, turn the key, go.

And never look back.

Poem # 7

A brief comment on knowing when to risk it all for the ones you love...

For Theresa and Margaret...

The Decision

An escape was hardly possible.
The gates were massive and strong.
She wanted to fly free, to run to me
And I had to rescue her.

I needed her in the day.
I needed her at night.
I needed her outside those walls
Free to explore the challenges
And the beauty of our love.

For far too much and far too long
Her sweet beautiful daughter
Was also a prisoner on that island
In that off-shore prison.
So I took my ship and crashed it
Into the gates of those high walls.

I held them open with all my will
As the guards tried to close them,
But my Angels flew towards the opening
The one that I had made for them.

I knew they could not pass my ship
And yet still escape
So I set to destroy it.
Destroy it so they could be free
The cannons fired inward
My ship broke in two
But I did what was right
And My Angels both got through.

I had made my decision
My Angels carried me away
And our love soared.


Poem # 8


It is only those who have never known love, who think they do not need
it...And it is only the foolish among us, who think they can survive without
it.

For Theresa...

Without Her

Without her, there is no me
Without her, I cannot be
Without her, I cannot feel
Without her, life can't be real

She is so very beautiful
Her voice is like a song
Her laugh is like the chorus
Without it I can't go on

She is my Angel of the morning
The afternoon and night
Whenever I talk to her
I know that everything's alright

Without her to say she loves me
I know I would not survive
It's the beauty of her heart and soul
That helps keep me alive

She taught me how to love again
She brought me back to life
I need her with me always
I need her as my wife.


Poem # 9

A poem about how two people who had once been hurt and lost, had found and
learned to love again...

For Theresa...

Fallen Angel

Beautiful but frightened
I saw her from afar
I knew that I did love her
She was the one I hoped to find
My sweet precious Angel
The one who truly knew my mind

And knew my heart as well
And spoke to it so true
Thus and so, I can't forget
And I will always cherish you

She was afraid
So was I
We'd both been hurt before
Then we both decided
It need not be so anymore

We let each other in
Absolved ourselves of sin
We picked each other up
So we could begin again

My sweet Fallen Angel
She knew just what to do
And I knew as well
Because I had fallen too.

We picked each other up
We showed ourselves the way
Two fallen angels
Who got up and flew away.

Together.

Poem # 10

All things in life that are of value have to be battled for...and when you
know the cause is just...you fight the good fight all the more...

For you, Theresa...

The Most Sacred Of Rooms

The most sacred of rooms
Are at the end of the longest halls
The most priceless of treasures
Are behind the strongest walls

She who is my Love
Was one such priceless treasure
Her walls were very high at first
Too high for me to measure

But I climbed those walls of hers
A little bit each day
Hoping with all my heart
That she wouldn't get away

My first glimpse of her.so beautiful
Like an Angel from above
It was then I knew I'd found her
She who is my love.

Poem # 11

Most of us build castles to protect ourselves...But sometimes you have to
lower the drawbridge and open the gates...And trust.

For you My Sweet Theresa.

Castles

I will be your castle
Your fortress and your home
And when you are within my arms
You will never be alone.

I will protect you from all harm
You will never need know fear
And should you ever become lost
You will know that I am near.

Each morning when the sun appears
And you begin your day
I will kiss your lips to let you know
I am with you all the way.

Each evening when the sun goes down
And I hold you close to me
We will know that the love we share
Was truly meant to be.


Poem # 12

Something for my Angel...She who helped me through them before and
always...I love you! My Sweet Theresa...

Thunderstorms

Outside late last night
there was a big one.
That was cool though,
I have never been afraid
of them.

Even when I was a kid,
I love the sounds!

The rain.
The thunder.
Almost like
I could ride away
on them.

I loved them
as a child would,
when I knew I was
safe,
protected.

Back then
I got off on imagining
space aliens
attacking!

Now
I only enjoy them
as long as the power
doesn't go out.

Did I lose something
along the way?

Now
when I hear them.
I worry
and I wish.

I worry
that the electricity
will fail
and all lines
of communication
to my Angel
will be cut.

She saved me
with her love
and helped me
tap into
my inner strength.

Everything
would be so different
if only we
were watching this storm
together.

And I wish
that I could be with her,
holding her.
And that we could
watch
and listen
together,
In each other's arms.

And ride away
on the sounds
as one.

Poem # 13

Love is like most things in life...When you don't seek...You find.

The House And The Room

It was dark and it was late
Exhausted but I can't sleep
A shot of brandy to numb the cold
I lit a cigarette and went out
The night is cool and clear
I look up and I can see Orion, The Hunter
When I come back it will have moved
But it will still be there
I embrace the darkness even as I fear it
What secrets might it contain that have yet to reveal themselves
What dangers lurk in the shadows of which I am not aware

Walk with me I say aloud
Even though no one is there
The street, both strange and familiar
The house, old but elegant
Confusion now
A thousand times I've passed this way
Never saw this house before
Or had I
For reasons I can't now explain
I felt compelled to approach the door
My God it was she who answered

The woman of mystery
I had dreamt of before
Now stood before me in the shadow of the open door
Was this another dream
I didn't know, I didn't care
She said come in as she took my hand
Come in out of the darkness
She led me to a room
Candles lit the night
Shimmering lace curtains draped everywhere
Reflected the softness of the light

She was so very beautiful
This Angel I named Midnight
She said this is your room now
You can stay here
As long as you like
I said I would
If she would stay too.

She smiled and said I'll stay here with you.

And then she put out the lights.

And as she held me close to her
I knew that I was safe
I no longer felt alone
I knew that I was home.

Poem # 14

This is a testimony to two "damaged" people who put each other back together
again...Thank you, Theresa...I LOVE YOU!!!

Damaged Goods

By Robert Brian Newbill

A beautiful crystal vase,
Lay broken on the floor,
Damaged beyond repair,
Lost forevermore.

The woman to whom it belonged
Was prepared to throw it away,
When a man arrived to tell her
There was another way
I can rebuild this if you will permit me...

He glued it back together
With gentle hands, and careful labor
Undertaken, not of lust
But of love and true devotion
And when he gave it back to her...

It was still far from perfect
There were some cracks and flaws
And still a few missing pieces

But she liked it even better
Than it had ever been before...

She knew it was a labor of love.


Poem # 15

Dedicated to my only love...My sweet beautiful Theresa...

Beauty

Beauty is that thing
That comes from within a dream
Beauty is that which shows the truth
A truth before unseen

Beauty is a wish
To know the nature of I willed
Beauty is what I see in you
A wish from my heart has been fulfilled

Beauty is a life with you
A life I thought I'd never know
Beauty is any journey we take
Wherever it might go

Beauty is to truly care
Beauty is the love we share
Beauty is a wish come true
Beauty is what I see in you.

--Robert Brian Newbill

Poem # 16

An expression of love to the one I call My Angel...

A True Goodnight

I watched the tranquil slumber
Of she who is my love
All the ghosts from my past have vanished
All thoughts of blame or failure
Are very distant from me now
I turned off the light
And raised the window
So careful not to awaken her
Gently I slipped into bed
By the moonlight I could see her
As if for the very first time
I reached to softly wake her
She already knew that I was there
We held each other, oh so tight.
We became as one
It felt so right
As need paralleled desire
In the immense complexity of love.

poem #17

I Love You, Theresa

I love your name
I love your voice
I love your laugh
I love your sense of humor
I love the way you write
I love the poems you write for me
I love the beauty that's in your heart
I love the depth of feeling in your soul

I love your beauty both inside and out
You are the one I cannot live without

I love the way you make me feel
Like nothing can ever hurt me
I love that I can be myself
And you will still accept me

I love the way you make me smile
And believe there's nothing I can't do
You're what I've wanted all my life
My Angel...I love you.





Robert Brian Newbill

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