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Date Posted: 08:06:05 11/22/17 Wed
Author: Daria
Subject: Re: My spankings from 11 to 16
In reply to: Patty 's message, "Re: My spankings from 11 to 16" on 18:56:59 11/20/17 Mon

>That is a horrible story!!! I am so so sorry that
>happened to you and you stepsister and friend!! Did
>Jessie like being Mr. West's boyfriend or did he force
>her? Some girls I have known from foster care had to
>suck a dick or be raped in the butt every time they
>got spanked. It wasnt a BF type thing but part of the
>punishment and they thought is was normal even though
>they hated it. Now some girls kinda miss it.

She thought she liked it. He didn't force her the way you mean, physically, but the way we were raised we knew we would get seriously whipped if we made waves. She didn't have a choice, but she would have chosen to do everything he wanted anyway because he acted nice to us and that was a big deal. Liara and I both thought she was lucky. We were raised to know we were only girls and belonged to men and had to obey and if we got attention we were lucky. For me it was something I learned very painfully as a tween but for Jessie and Liara it was all they ever knew.

Danny, my stepbrother Phil's best friend, was kind of my boyfriend in the same way by the end. I would have said he was my boyfriend. We never had sex, but I had to do sexual stuff like sucking him off, and I knew he really liked to spank me, like better than he liked to spank Jessie or Liara, which made me feel special. Danny and Phil were three years older than me, and I was scared and awed by them and their power over me from the beginning. Phil had basically been promised Liara and was kind of alternately extra nice and extra strict with her. I kind of minimized what Phil and Danny had done when the shit first hit the fan, and I still kind of have a thing for Danny but I have cut them out of my life. Jessie still talks with both of them, Liara doesn't. I guess in some ways they were victims, too.

Of all of us I think Jessie is in the best shape because she is so, I guess accepting, or resilient, or maybe marshmallowy. She tells Liara she would have gone through a lot worse to end up with her, and isn't going to let a messed up past mess up her future. She's like all-American girl, cheerleader, happens to be gay and out, and she's popular. She's on student council and secretary of the GSA (Gay-Straight Alliance) and is a photographer for the yearbook and on all the dance committees. Nobody would guess she had been through what we have. She calls it "bad stuff". I'm pretty sure it's not an act, either. I did exactly none of that in high school. Liara is pierced girl now. She's got eleven piercings (six in her ears) and spiky hair. Seeing her and Jessie together is always a riot.

I am going home to the Patels for Thanksgiving after my French class today, but I was back visiting the weekend before Halloween, and I text Jessie and Liara a lot, and we skype. I'm kind of lonely in college, but I love being totally in charge of my own life. Sometimes I go out for cocoa at 3:00 in the morning, just because I can. I wear sexy clothes to class. I love having boys look at me and having the right to say no. In high school after everything happened I kind of tried to blend in with the walls. I have gone out for "coffee" (meaning cocoa for me, I am addicted) with a couple of boys, but that's it. I love my classes, except precalc. I am taking a well rounded curriculum, though, and my grades are good so far. I guess I am moving on. Some days are still bad.

>My stepdad let other men spank me growing up. He would
>make a big deal of telling them how obedient I was. I
>never wanted to make him mad and took some super hard
>and embarrasing spankings from some pervy men. At
>first I thought it was for actual punishments but
>later I found he was trading me for drugs. That is why
>I got taken away. Those men always touched and rubbed
>me like my stepdad but never raped me or anything.
>Still it was very sexual.

How old are you now? When did you end up in foster care and how old were you before that when these men were spanking and molesting you, like teenaged or like eight? Obviously don't answer any questions if it's going to trigger you or anything, but what made your spankings more embarrassing? Did you get a good foster family? I have heard lots of stories about foster care, too, so I am very grateful for the Patels. Also for the woman from social services who put us there and kept us together. I remember her name was Angie, but I haven't talked to her in a long time. I don't think I could do that kind of a job. The counseling I got during the rest of high school was kind of meh. I think they were more worried about making sure I didn't shoot up the school than in what I needed in order to sort out who I was, or what I was. I have been seeing a counselor at college who is great. Have you gotten any decent counseling?

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