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Date Posted: 02:13:15 12/18/17 Mon
Author: Patty
Subject: Re: My spankings from 11 to 16
In reply to: Daria 's message, "Re: My spankings from 11 to 16" on 08:06:05 11/22/17 Wed

I am 26 now and doing ok. I have mostly forgiven the men who abused me but still get triggered if I see a wooden hairbrush or hear a belt unbuckling or especially hear the cane swish. Chase dated my mom when I was 5 and used to tell her I needed to be a good girl for him or get spanked. She didn’t mind when he started to take me into his den above the garage for hours each night to teach me. He gave her drugs and booze to pass out. They were never married but Chase was my only dad really and I would do anything he said. He started a rule where I had to be naked in his den and actually had to get undressed to my underwear in the garage and ask to come up on the intercom. He would let me wait in the cold before giving the ok. Once in the den he would take off my panties and later my bra, or let one of his buddies do it.

At first it was just us and he would make me do stretching and exercises while naked. I was in gym and ballet so he would expect me to be really flexible and would make a big deal if I made a mistake. The first mistake was a hand spank to butt. The second was brush to thigh and the third was belt to breasts. He was so matter of fact about going to level three. Like using his belt on a preteen’s breasts was normal and something he had to do. Level 4 was cane to anywhere. I believed him and thought I was doing wrong by getting so many spanks in a night. He made me clean and serve drinks. I wasn’t allowed to look at the guests in the eyes and had to kneel to serve.

Once I was 10 he had totally brainwashed me. Most nights I was used as a server for him and his friends. He had this thing where guys could put $10 in my tip jar and I would grind on their lap for 5 minutes and then I would get on all fours and they would use me as a footrest for 5 minutes. He hung out with 3 main dealers who sold to other hanger ons. They used the den as a hq and me as entertainment. Chase lost his job and started to make me actively hustle the guys coming to buy. He expected $100 per night no matter what. This was almost impossible so I got punished severely for failing quota. He started to auction each punishment. So like my bottom spanks with hand could be won for a joint or 5 bucks maybe. The brush and belt went for more usually, the cane the most. Sometimes Chase owed somebody and would make me give him free grinding and get punished even if I didn’t have one coming. I was taught to be submissive and it really worked because I was so naive.

At 16 there was a big drug sting in our town. One of the undercover cops came to our den every night for a month. He was really eager to have me serve him and would always pay to cane me. Because he always had money Chase would let him be really mean to me. He didn’t use me as a stool like other men but mostly had me kneel with my cheek on the ground after I had grinded him. He would use his boots to step on my head, face and neck and he would kick and press. I was used to men kind of kicking me when I was being their footrest but not like this. In court he said he was just playing the part and didn’t want to blow his cover. The judge and prosecutor said he did a good job. I was put in foster care. They never charged anyone with my abuse only the drug stuff. I guess they thought it was normal punishments for a girl.

The embarrassing parts were being so exposed to men who sat fully clothed and acting so normal as they watched sports or played cards as I was being a footrest or grinding some wino or druggie. Having to hold the cane in my asscheeks in the corner while men bid to use it. Hearing Chase announce I had earned a level three and seeing the men get excited but trying to act like they see it all the time. Which I thought they did at the time. Seeing a guy with a creepy smile as I have to ask for each hit and thanking him after.

Sorry to be so long winded but my therapist says it is good to talk about it. I can’t talk with most people about this so I am here. Did that guy make you give bjs as punishment or just to do it? Also did he punish you if you refused or if you did it wrong?

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