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Subject: the shell of my former self

Author:
wanabie

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Date Posted: 16:13:17 11/05/01 Mon

Thick skinned. (Take II)

Thick skinned. Trapped in this body of mine.
I can't get out, untill you set me free.
This dead weight, it feeds into my mind.
It takes me places I don't want to go.
Makes me stay longer than I want to.
Costs me more than I can afford.

GOD HELP ME! i want to be free from this skin.
It restrics my movements and leads me away.
Down this long dark valley. all in shadow.
I hate this place. I want out. God, lead me out
I see you when I look over my shoulder.
arms outstretched.
Tears in your eyes.

Help me Lord, I am stuck in the mud.
I am covered in filth.
it saturates me to the core.
is there anything left for you to save?
I am ashamed for you to look at me,
and too proud to ask for help.
I brought myself here, again.
now I have to ask for your help, again.
God. please help me.
Forgive me for being so blind.
again.
forgive me for not obeying you.
again.

I do love you. I do need your help.
alwaysforever.

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