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TonyF
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Date Posted: 11:43:41 08/16/24 Fri
Very hard to explain, but it is clear as day in my mind. As a child there wasn't much modesty. There was my sister and I and Mom in the house. I never saw my sister naked, or Mom. I did see them come out of the bathroom after a shower wrapped in a towel . But never nude or even in underwear. But with me, Mom would walk into my room while I was changing, or even hand me a new pair of pants and tell me to try them on to see if they fit. For some reason this made me feel uncomfortable and ashamed. With my sister this was always done in private in her room. I asked Mom why, she said because girls are different and need there privacy.
So when it came time for a spanking or anything involving nudity, Mom and my sister had privacy, but my room door was left open, and it seemed like no big deal for me to be seen. But Mom and my sister had their privacy.
As I got older into the teen years I got more self couscous about it. Up until then I felt uncomfortable, and was embarrassed when I was seen. But now growing older it was humiliating for Mom or sis to see me. Mom commented a few times that I was growing into a man . I was not afford the same privacy as my sister. Then when it came to being exposed in front of Mom, you know, I was afarid to get a errection , and the more I worried about it and thought about it, it would happen. Mom comment a few times , it is a natural occurrence, don't worry about it , it will go away . ( especially if she was going to spank me, she would say don't worry about the, the first stroke and you will lose that. However it was embarrassing and there was no way to forget about it , or not be embarrassed.
The humiliation of submission , well when you are 14, 15 , 16 and have to strip and lay across Mom's lap, or bend over for her that is submission and it is humiliating for a boy
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