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Date Posted: 13:21:56 10/04/25 Sat
I do think about it sometimes, it's one of the reasons i joined the forum. To have somewhere to get out my experiences with how i grew up, as i haven't really told anyone else, and they would probably judge me or so. It's interesting to hear from others too, what they have been through.
Both times i walked past her, i was unaware of what was going on, so it came as a shock seeing her randomly like that when i was just going to the living room. She was 14 when i saw her in my parents room, and 15 when i saw her pull down her underwear. She didn't turn around, but im sure she heard someone walked past. I could hear her being spanked both times, a little while after when i was in the living room. One of them sounded like it was a hand spanking, as it wasn't as loud, but i didn't see her get any of those two. I saw her hand spanked after 14 a few times, i can think of 3 times at 15 and once at 16, and once at 17, but those were only the ones i saw.
She was 16 when mom spanked her in front of me, we were at our yearly family vacations and had to share room. I was 10, turning 11 shortly after.
She often didn't leave her room until a while later, probably to recover and act normal, even though we all knew. I always felt bad when i met her afterwards, i would act normal too, and sometimes ask if we could see a movie, so she would feel better. The crying during the beltings were horrible, even though i knew she would be fine. I often wondered how bad the pain was.
Her butt which was big i guess, did ripple when hit and jiggle. Looking back on it, i feel very guilty for peeking. Maybe i even contributed in a way, to why she cut contact with my parents later in life. I did care about her, and felt bad, but maybe i shouldn't have seen it.
I think about making a post on here in the future, asking the forum if my parents went too far with her, or that she should be grateful. In my opinion, i love my parents and wouldn't trade them for anything. When i post here, it's only the spankings usually as that is the topic, and that might seem like my parents were harsh in general. But we did so much more, like vacations, car trips, going to the beach, we got lots of gifts and help, etc. My parents also helped my big sis a lot with money and school when she moved away at 18 to 20. We were always loved and cared about, at least that's what i felt, and i thought my sister felt the same. I think she did, but for some reason changed opinion about it in her 20s, causing her to cut contact with them. Again, i can't blame her if she felt it different than me, and i can't blame her for what she decides. Im just happy she's doing great now. Im sorry if this was random, i just felt for saying it.
I saw a comment above me, aimed at you. I didn't make it, and i don't know who, but don't worry - you can ask me anything. It helps getting things out to someone, and im happy to help with things you are curious about.
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