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Subject: Re: I'm going crazy!

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aleXX

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Date Posted: 14:08:34 05/20/02 Mon
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In reply to: Alexxx 's message, "I'm going crazy!" on 12:32:30 05/20/02 Mon

Beautiful jeNN

Maybe you do need a little distraction...A few nice words, thoughts, and images...so, here's the letter from last night.

I'm writing this letter from my spot where you sat on the love-seat (appropriate name, huh?). I can smell you on the fabric. I see the cigarettes in my ashtray. All of this goes to make me feel so close to you. Tonight, you might not have noticed but, i was walking behind you a lot. I was doing this so i could smell your intoxicating aroma. I wanted so much to at least touch your hand before you left but i didn't get the chance...damn!

I really cherished our time together today. It feels like its been SOOO long. I guess it has - over 10 days!!! An eternity without your beautiful face :(
I can't stop thinking about you! I told you yesterday i had a vision of you...Well, here goes...I was sleepy and dozing. I was awake but i closed my eyes for just a minute. I saw your face..You were dancing and you blew me a kiss. It was all TOO short but, it made me feel so good!

I wanted so much today to hold you in my lap and kiss you. I had to settle for just looking at you across that huge room. It wasn't enough but i'll settle for what i can get. Maybe one day soon i can invite you over and we can take a good long nap together and just hold each other. We'll wake up together and dream of what it would be like....Somewhere warm where it doesn't rain!

It was a good practice and i had a great time. I've really blossomed under your gaze. I'm really getting into it! I know when i'm out from under this current scrutiny i'll definitely make you SO proud of me. You make me want to be a better person and i will be, i promise!

With undying LOVE for you....

aleXX

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Subject	Author	Date
Re: I'm going crazy!	aleXXX	04:32:35 05/21/02 Tue

Re: I'm going crazy!	JeNNN	04:48:41 05/21/02 Tue