Author:
Ginger
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Date Posted: 23:17:01 01/05/26 Mon
Hi Brooke!
First, if I ask anything too personal, please tell me where to stick my curiosity. Second, apologies if I'm going back over a topic that you may have spoken about previously. And third, if you have any questions for me in return, then I'm up for it.
Ok, I'm sure you have contemplated how your childhood experiences with getting spanked might have influenced your more adult feelings on the topic. I saw one of your other responses where you said that when you were young, you could get spanked several times a month. I'm not sure why that surprised me, but thinking about the total number of spankings kind of blew my mind. Do you think if you had been spanked less, or not at all, that you would still have a spanking kink as an adult? This will probably sound crazy, but I'm kinda envious that you have so many spanking memories. I'm not saying that I wish I'd been spanked as often as you were. I actually think I probably wouldn't have handled that well at all. But I do wish I had more than the handful (most of them very hazy) of memories that I have.
One thing I think we have in common is a little thrill of indulging our kink in the open, just without getting caught. I remember way back when I first posted on the old board that disappeared, and we were chatting. I described the few spanking memories that I do have, and you were reading it and responding in the middle of a bunch of your sorority sisters. You said it was hot doing that with them all around and not knowing what you were really talking about. I thought it was pretty hot imagining you reading my post, with all of them none the wiser. I admit, I also find reading "forbidden" stuff in front of other people to be deliciously naughty, and a turn on. The first time that ever happened to me, I was pretty young, probably around 10 or 11. I was in the car with my dad, and I was reading a book about an Amish girl. Well, she got in trouble in the book, and got a spanking. I got my usual little forbidden thrill whenever I stumbled across spanking content. (This would have been 1988/1989. Pre-internet, spanky stuff could be hard to come by.) But the excitement of finding that passage in the book was amplified by the fact that my dad was right next to me in the car, and he had no idea what I was doing or thinking. So, is this something you have done on other occasions? Have you ever gotten close to being caught?
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