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> > > Younger I'd just be scared when facing a spanking >but by 12/13 being bare bottom spanked would make my >mind race from just hearing I was in for a spanking. > I'd blush down my chest knowing my panties would be >pulled down and I'd instantly wonder what kind of >spanking was coming, just the hand, hand and >implement or right off with the spoon or brush? > Visions of past spankings would blur my eyes with >tears god no I don't want to be kicking crying no no >it CAN'T be happening AGAIN! > Not BARE BOTTOM! I'm too old! I'm too big! I can't >stand this embarrassment! > > My bottom would start to tingle and I'd reach back >to cover it. I couldn't help begging not to be >spanked or please not bare just this ONCE ! Or not >hairbrush not the brush! or ...please don't spank me >with the spoon oh god mom not that! > > I'd cover my face and weep into my palms when my >panties came down and all i could think about was "I'm >naked! I'm naked! Everyone can see me! My whole butt >and between my legs! Don't look at me! Please don't >LOOK! > > Over the lap I'd focus on "how much will it sting?" > Like we all know the burn of a bare bottom spanking >but you can't really "remember" how it feels until >those first spanks land. > Then, everytime, it was "OH MY GOD!" it hurts even >more than I expected! > > After that spankings were a blur of hot hot hot bare >buns/thighs and wild kicking screeching. > > It wasn't until I was 14 that I realized I only got >spanked when I really deserved it and I'd consider how >I could change my behavior. Not so much before/during >my spanking - I felt the same shame/fear - but after >my spanking I'd calm down and realize I could avoid >the embarrassment and sting if I was more mature in my >behavior. > > > > > > >>>Most parents would tell us to "think about what you >>>did" when getting spanked. I suppose that's supposed >>>to make it more effective. >>> >>>I'm not so sure that I could think about what I did >>>and why I was getting it. Not while I was getting it, >>>anyway. For me the pain was over riding. >>> >>>Does that mean I didn't actually learn my lesson? >>>What did you think about when you were receiving your >>>spankings? >>> >>>Some say that spankings don't teach a child right >from >>>wrong. They say that children only learn to get >better >>>at hiding it from their parents. >>> >>>I know that I learned to be a good person. But I >don't >>>know if spankings were the reason why, or if I was >>>always just a good person. >>> >>>Did you learn to not break the rules? Or did you >learn >>>to get better at hiding it? >>If we are talking about regular, maintenance (you name >>it ...) spanking, nit (only) about punishment, to be >>once or twice a week over mom's or dad's lap can make >>wonders, especially for the girls. >>My mother spanked me and my sisters regularly, since >>we were little girls. It can increase the feeling of >>intimacy between mother and her daughter, and make >>very strong bonds between them. Lifelong bonds. We >>were always spanked together, what means we watched >>each other over mom's lap, feeling her strong hand on >>the ass. Incredible experience! >>After spanking we usually masturbated together, so we >>had and still have lifelong bonds. We are married, all >>three of us, and we spank our kids regularly. Our >>childhood memories are pretty much connected to our >>spankings and we talk about our spankings very often.

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