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>Adam, I had a very similar experience when I was quite >young, only 11 and in the 5th grade. My teacher gave >me a note about the fact that I was not paying >attention in class, passing notes to other kids, and >not well-prepared on my homework. I was supposed to >take it home and have my mother sign it. It was >handwritten, and at the bottom my teacher wrote, "A >good spanking once a week could do wonders for Adam." >I hadn't been spanked since I was a pre-school kid but >I still remembered how much it hurt when mom put me >over her lap and spanked me good a few times, and the >threat of a spanking from Mom seemed like a nightmare >to me. > >I never gave the note to my mother, and I got my older >sister, Sylvia, who was 14 and a freshman in high >school to sign it (she was 18 by the end of her >freshman year). She made me swear I would never tell >who I got to sign it and she also made me swear that I >would stop passing notes in class, that I would pay >attention in class and make sure teacher knew I was >paying attention by asking questions and doing much >better on my homework. That's what I did and teacher >never asked if I got spanked, but I think the change >in my conduct made her believe I had. > >So I got away with it and I really did a lot better in >class and on tests and my grades went up, too. The >thing is that I had terrific guilt about what I did, >and when no one was around and if my sister got mad at >me for anything she would always say things like, >"Scaredy Cat! Cowardly Sissy! Afraid to take a >spanking when he deserved one." And there was nothing >I could say so she really ground me down when she did >that. > >And the thing is, Sylvia was full of the devil >herself, and Mom used to spank her two or three times >a month in those years when she was 14 to 18. And like >I'd be in my room and I'd hear her getting spanked and >bawling her head off, and then later she'd say to me >on the sneak, "Sure I got spanked and I deserved it, >but so what? it is only a good spanking and two days >later I can't even feel it. At least I'm not a coward >like you." > >Well, at least in my case I had a chance to make >amends and get Sylvia off my back too. When I was 14 >and in the 8th grade, a bunch of us kids got mad at a >neighbor who was always yelling at us and on Halloween >we egged his house and then--the thing that got >everyone mad at us--one of us threw a rock through the >window on his back door. The whole neighborhood was >outraged and looking for the kids involved and I >remember I was ashen-faced with fear because I knew >she'd spank me but I got up my nerve and told my >mother I was one of the kids. She told the other >neighbors but then I wouldn't tell who any of the >others were. Most of them were found out later but not >from me. > >The evening I told her I was involved my mother gave >me a spanking alright, naked and over her lap with her >hand and hairbrush. And she spanked me right in the >living room in front of Sylvia and Dad. And she told >me I was getting spanked once a week for two months >for what I did and because I wouldn't say who was with >me. And, oh, boy, did Sylvia enjoy it when she got to >watch my first three weekly spankings. But then she >earned a spanking herself for something, I forget >what, and for the first time my mother spanked her >naked in the living room while me and Dad got to >watch. "You haven't missed a single one of Danny's >spankings," Mom said, "so now its your turn to have an >audience." And from then on in our house, both Sylvia >and I were spanked naked in the living room when mom >spanked us. And I remember she got her last one about >two weeks before her graduation when she was a senior >in high school and boy did I love watching her get >that one. > >So, at least in my case, Adam, I had a chance to make >up for my cheating lie that avoided a spanking, and I >haven't had to live with the guilt ever since, so I do >appreciate how you feel. Danny

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