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>Well hon, I've witnessed quite a few in my lifetime. I >guess mostly what I focused on was watching the boy or >girl's bottom turn red as they got spanked, with a mix >of fear and fascination. Especially if I was going to >be spanked as well. Now the times when I wasn't >getting spanked with the person I witnessed, I felt a >little sorry for them while at the same time feeling >relieved that I wasn't getting spanked too. I can say >there are times I was glad to see someone get spanked >if they had done something to me, thinking, "Yeah you >really deserve it." and I guess because of my >upbringing I also felt guilty for feeling that way. A >good example was the girl who was always pantsing >girls in the locker room in Jr. High. The Coach made >her remove her gym uniform. Then made her bend over in >front of the rest of us and gave her a HARD five lick >paddling that had her bawling. I took a lot of >satisfaction in seeing her get that paddling since she >had pantsed me after I got paddled by the coach on a >different occasion. I saw her later and wanted to rub >it in her face, but she was leaving the school crying. >Not because of the paddling but because she knew her >daddy was going to give her a bad whipping at home. >The next day in gym class she wasn't her same arrogant >self. She was really shy to be seen and I saw why. She >still had belt marks on the backs of her legs and >bottom from the whipping he gave her. She said, "I >guess it makes you happy to see me I got a whippin' >doesn't it." I just said, "No it doesn't and I hugged >her." I felt really guilty about how happy I felt >watching her getting paddled the day before. > >As an adult, seeing kids getting spanked, makes me >remember the spankings I got and even if they are >really bratty, I feel I guess more empathy than >sympathy. Like the day I met Kayla and Jazzy at >Walmart. I was coming out of the stall in the ladies >room after using the bathroom and saw Kayla spanking >Jazzy. I didn't know them, but seeing how unhappy >Kayla was and how upset Jazzy was, I felt a wave of >sympathy for the baby and empathy for her momma. >Because something in side me told me there was a lot >more going on that just a bratty kid needing a good >spanking and the look on Kayla's face when she saw me, >I knew there was a lot going on in her life and >instead of being judged she needed somebody. We ended >up becoming friends and now family. > >As far as what I focused on, again it was the >fascination of watching a bare bottom go from it's >normal color to pink and then depending on how long >and how hard they got spanked, a darker shade of pink >to a dark red. Being a girl, it was always more >fascinating for me to see a boy get spanked than a >girl for all the obvious reasons. Like when Aunt >Connie would give spankings. She usually spanked >standing up and holding you by one arm. So you would >be dancing around and sometimes going around in >circles while she whipped you. There was almost a >comical element to it IF you weren't going to be >spanked too. Seeing my boy cousins or even my little >brother dancing around bottomless, jumping and >hollering while she wore them out, tickled me more >than watching Cassie or Sammy get it. One of the >reasons of course being the differences between boys >and girls. But also, for some reason, the boys seemed >a more animated than we girls were and less >uninhibited being seen bottomless if not naked since >they ran around without shirts most of the time. So >since in the summer they went shirtless most of the >time, If Aunt Connie spanked them, they were >completely naked. While Cassie, Sammy and I would >usually at least have tops on. The twins Brandon and >Cameron could really be heathens sometimes but they >always put on a good show when my Aunt whooped them. >The youngest, Allen Jr. for some reason, I always felt >a little more sorry for him than the others. I don't >remember really enjoying watching him get it as much >as the twins. > >Now I did talk about seeing Mark get spanked at the >local pool by his Momma when we were both seven. Then >I didn't really like him, or any boys for that matter >and seeing his Momma holding his by the arm, >struggling and dancing while she spanked him got me >tickled and in spite of the fact my own bottom was >stinging from the spanking Momma had given me just a >half hour before I was enjoying watching his spanking. >Especially when he ended up dancing out of his trunks >and her picking up his trunks and marching him back >over to their towels completely naked. I was tickled >and a little mesmerized, Then Momma kind of snapped me >out of it when she told me that was what was going to >happen to me if I didn't start behaving myself. It >suddenly occurred to me, "I'm wearing a one piece >swimming suit and if she does that to me, I'm gonna be >getting spanked completely naked in front of everybody >like he did." > >So there's my input on this topic.

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